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..::nea::..

You bring me out, show me light, Im sorry if i hide, im to afraid to look inside. you carry truth, y

About Me

Me


The name is Renee
Some ppl call nea or neanea
Im 20 years old
Im 5'8"
I have redish hair
Very light blue eyes
I am mostly a shy girl
But i can be outgoing at times
I can get angry very fast
I love my friends [♥]
My fav. color is baby blue cuz it goes with my eyes [ha]
I love kitty cats
I looovve fuzzy blankets
I sleep with a stuffed aniaml
I miss my old cat..and sometimes it makes me cry :(
I have alot of issues
I get depressed wayy to easy
I love to drink water only if its cold
I loove soda
I dont eat alot and i get hell for it
I talk/babble alot online
I annoy ppl sometimes
My computer is pretty much the only thing i own
I LOVE taking pictures!! [♥]
I LOVE photoshoping pictures of me lol or for other ppl
My fav. article of clothing is my green hoodie
I try to smile all the time even when im not happy
Im so very ticklish its not even funny [ha]
I fall in love too fast
I hurt too easy
I love music
When i listen to a song for the first time i like to look at the lyrics
The frist thing i do when i wake up is brush my teeth :D
I like to camp-- i heart cold nights
I love a ton of pillows and a ton of cover on my bed
I love hugs WAY more then kisses xxx
I love getting tucked in at night
I love forehead kisses :D
I love kitty purs
I love not wearing socks when i sleep but.. having warm feet
I love having someone to hold or being held
I love going to the movies
I hate peanut butter EWWW! but i like peanutbutter cups
I lovvvve M&Ms
I use aim and yahoo and i heart them [♥]
I hate needles and the doctors!! _
I stress ALOT
I dont like cake i like pie! :D
I love to go out to eat..but at a sit down place
I love flowers..but never gotten any from anyone :( aww ha
I find that i can be a big pack rat
I save all my receipt
I fight with my family alot
I hate onions
I love cheese crackers
My fav. season is fall
Im not happy with the way I am most of the time
I like to go bowling
I dont trust easy
I am relationship retarded
I like to isolate myself when anything goes bad
I am totally confused on my religion i think im Christian but then again im unsure...
I have a Crappy past and if i could i would change it
I would love to help people but im the one that usually needs the help which suxs
I am the way that i am and i have to learn to deal with it ha
Andd...yeahh theres more but ill add them when I think of them..
xx nea.
wanna chat just ask and ill give you my sn's
"Its terrible that people die, but everybody dies. Don't be surprised that people die, be surprised that you're still alive" --Lacey Mosley
"Tell them to look up. Tell them to remember the stars."
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My Interests

intrests...well computers..art...ppl ...music....movies...and stuff like that..

I'd like to meet:



lets see who i would like to meet...umm..pretty much anyone who is intresting in anyway..someone who is up for talking with me about pretty much anything...i would like to meet a guy ha..who i can get along with and who doesnt end up leaving me in the end or giving up on me...someone who doesnt mistreat me..thats a big one...someone who likes me for me no matter my flaws who knows maybe a guy who can actually love me and not just say he does..a guy that when he looks at me sees all that hes ever needed and like wise for me...and if im only dreaming oh well...seems like a very nice dream to me.. someone whos willing to be my friend no matter what...

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Music:

i love music! heres a list but its in no order and i like some more then others and i know i forgot a bunch so yeah
Flyleaf
Gym class Heroes
Akon
Pink
Daughtry
Gwen Stefani
three 6 mafia
Fergie
Nickelback
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Shakira
Hinder
Ludacris
Fall out Boy
Mims
Lumidee
Augustana
Jamie Foxx
Pretty Ricky(like one song)
Timbaland(give it to me*goodsong*)
The Fray
The All American Rejects
Hellogoodbye
Drowing Pool
BuckCherry
New Found Glory
Dashboard Confessional
Hawthorne Heights
Stone Sour
Three Days Grace
Shiny toy guns
Trapt
Missy Elliott
UnderOath
Incubus
Panic! At the Disco
Linkin Park
Evanescence
My Chemical Romance
Breaking Benjamin
American Hi-Fi
Anberlin
3 Doors Down
Boys like girls (teeheehee)
Primus (lol)
Disturbed (hell yes!)
Seether
Motion City Soundtrack
Korn (*smiles*)
System of a Down (some songs)
Rise Against
Red hot Chili peppers (♥)
Alixisonfire (have my heart!)
Finger Eleven
Staind
Sick Puppies
The Donnas
Ashanti
Lacuna Coil
Yellowcard
Papa Roach
Cky
Avenged Sevenfold
Coldplay
Tantric
Afi
Matallica(oh yes)
The Used
Say Anything
GooGoo Dolls
Gorillaz
Crossfade
Pussycat Dolls
Lillix
Nonpoint
Saving Jane
Saliva
The killers
Rob Zombie
Amber Pacific
Nelly
DMX
Nirvana
Armor for sleep
Meg and Dia (yay)
Chevelle
Mudvayne
HIM
Jack's Mannequin
Def Leppard (:D thats how i do!)
The Raconteurs
The Offspring
Casting Crowns(christian but *shrug*)
Coheed and Cambria
Puddle of Mudd
Sean Paul
The Veronicas
Angels and Airwaves
30 Seconds to Mars
Snow Patrol
311
Green Day
Smile Empty Soul
Bone Thugs n Harmony
Tech N9ne

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Movies:

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Television:



Books:

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Heroes:


anyone that has changed my life for the better i would say that they are the "heroes",

my family,
my freinds,

anyone that i look up to.

My Friends mean the World to me without them i would go insane so they are all my HEROES!
~~friends~~
i heart you shawnie! ur my girl! EVERYONE CHECK OUT HER MYSPACE!

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i misses my cat toby rooster! :o( may i see him some day soon... hopefully!...

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...:::Oye My head!!!:::...

i feel like my head is gunna blow up...i need a vacation from my body i hurt..and im tiredits getting light out..i need to get some sleep or try to anyways...*sigh* ...
Posted by ..::nea::.. on Sat, 05 May 2007 03:53:00 PST

my brain is on over load.. WARNING!

i hate this im stressed enough already now i have added stress with money and bills and guys and friends  ...okay sorry to everyone for me pretty much hidding myself in a bedroom for forever...bu...
Posted by ..::nea::.. on Fri, 04 May 2007 11:18:00 PST

NANA NANA BOOBOO STICK YOUR HEAD IN POO POO

The rules: once you've been tagged, you must write a blog with 10 little- known facts or habits about yourself. At the end, choose five people to be tagged and list their names. Don't tag the person w...
Posted by ..::nea::.. on Wed, 02 May 2007 12:00:00 PST

love needs to be writen on this girls arms...

blahsville! this sucks...overly medicated not a good feeling but then again...*shrug* maybe its just what i need it would be nice if i wouldnt have like panic attacks and whatnot im so messed up it su...
Posted by ..::nea::.. on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 12:37:00 PST

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blah im totally sighfull blah! i feel lonely and sad...i dont think im ever gunna get better  i know im suppost to keep faith and hope and whatnot but gah! i hate this! its soo stupid...its point...
Posted by ..::nea::.. on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 12:57:00 PST

bleh

yeah so my doctor wants me to take anitdepressants... wow talk about making me more depressed....if that doesnt make my day worse... my family has been bitching at me... gosh them make me angry someti...
Posted by ..::nea::.. on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 08:20:00 PST

sorrow

Sometimes life seems too quiet Into paralyzing silence Like the moonless dark Meant to make me strong Familiar breath of my old lies Changed the color in my eyes Soon he will perforate the fabric of...
Posted by ..::nea::.. on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 01:22:00 PST

1/22/07 1:00pm

yeeeup nea....
Posted by ..::nea::.. on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 11:06:00 PST

Check out this video: Love Like Winter-- AFI

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Posted by ..::nea::.. on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 02:34:00 PST

thoughts...

Drowing in the dark blood of would be brothers who, beyond the pressing of fingers, those for whom the slice is only the beginning, and a different kind of light comes in, begs recongnition and peace ...
Posted by ..::nea::.. on Wed, 17 May 2006 06:03:00 PST