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somewhat ordinary, nothing special.
i drool and i snore.
i have uncontrollable urges to pee.
i am random.
i am boring.
interest me.
if you wanna be friends, go beyond the HI.
emotional, needy, short memory span, horrible sense of driection, irritating, i hold on to beautiful memories, sentimental and mostly just playing mind games with myself.
so how, still want to know me?
i'm everything you know, but that.
and they said, "what is the use of telling someone you love them, when they no longer want you? open your heart, open your eyes and see the world through coloured lenses. see the future, see the possibilities, enjoy what life brings you. maybe it is time to let someone in again, and get the companionship you rightfully deserve. you have suffered enough, you have felt the pain, but maybe just maybe it's time to let go and just let yourself be loved."
and i said, "maybe you're right, but i fear, i fear being hurt."
and they said, "hurt is only part of the process. you'll learn, you'll survive, you'll cope. yes, you still love the one you lost, you will have those passing moments of many misses, but maybe this one can cure that. hold on to that hope, and maybe, you'll find yourself again."
and i said, "i'll give it a shot, i'll give it a try, but i cant make promises, and you are right, this one has succeed to distract me from the other, and though i still love the one i lost a whole lot, i think there is still room to try to love somebody new... and perhaps he can help me pick up the pieces and find myself again."
finito.
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