Aina

I am currently crying myself to sleep. I am half awake in the middle of the night. And once again I am reflecting about my so called life. I still have to learn how to tolerate the taste of margarita much better. I am an eligible 18 yr old. I intend to retire in the Bahamas or anyplace where the beach is spectacular. I hate Hitler. I once had my share of being stalked, and realized it was a childhood friend after all. Social climbers are a no no. I tend to plan and map my sched for the week. I am not much of a verbal person. I hate impulsive thinking. I can be simply flaky. I have fallen onto that bottomless pit called love, a couple of times. I can make up a really good story and make it sound that it really did happen. I love ice cream, so sue me. I have the best best friend one could ever have. I think Tony Bennet is simply amazing and Marilyn Manson is the otherwise. I surrendered against my biggest defense two years back. I speak for vanity. I once dreamt of flying and realized I was afraid of heights. I once searched for my perfect match, but realized that yet again, love is non existent. I do not have problems with solitude. I think pink is the new black. I am a self confessed singer wanna be. Post-it is the best invention ever made, next to the highlighter that is. I wish I would do good in Math. I see myself as a good mother someday. I am the queen fisher, guess who my king is. I summon to the gorgeousness of Tom Welling. I can be too addicting. I give the best advices ever, but would not know what to about myself. I am a sucker for movie marathons. Air hockey is the only sport for me. I have a collection of corsages. I am against animal testings. I desire to kill, but I do not wanna see blood. I appreciate even the smallest of things. I can describe a person in multi-million ways. A looker for lookers. One thing I do not understand about the opposite sex is if they are hint-dropping or not. And I quote “…the only good thing about pain is that it fades away leaving you much more unbreakable, grounded and steadfast…”Fragile. Spontaneous-combustion. Mushy. Sentimental. Conventional. Conservative. Unpredictable. Touchy. Spiritual. Approachable. Clear-cut. Opinionated. Cheerdancer. Go-getter. All-smiley. Shy. Quiet. Fanatic. Blissful. Overrated. Torn. Demented. Jagged. Cold. Naïve. Boring. Silent. Isolated. Carefree. Young. Liberated. Youthful. Brazen.