Katie Riot™

Very, Very Dreadfully Nervous I Had Been.....And I Do Not Expect You To Believe What I Am About To Write. Only A Madman Would Expect It. Yet Mad I’m Not, And Very Surely I Do Not Dream. But Tomorrow I Die. And I Would Give The Whole World My Story. As Plainly And Frankly As If I Were Writing A Story Of Everyday Events. I Will Not Try To Explain My Deeds. Later, Perhaps, Some Person Wiser, More Calm Than I, May See In This Story That I Tell, only The Usual Chain Of Events. Cause Leading To The Out Come....I Can't Break Free Until I Let It Go. Darling, It's true, We're All A little insane. But it's so clear, And...I forgive you after all. Anything is better than to be alone. And in the end I guess I had to fall. I Always find my self among the ashes.. But Maybe Just This once in my life, I think it'd be nice, I’ll cut you down to a thing I can use, But Than I fear there will be nothing good left of you.. I Guess I thought I'd have to change the world to make you see me, To be the one. I could have run forever, But how far would I have come… Should it hurt to love you? Should I feel like I do? All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night. All that I'm wanted for, Although I wanted more… Maybe I Should believe that dreams are sacred. Take my darkest fears and play them… Like a lullaby, Like a reason why, Like a play of my obsessions, Make me understand the lesson, So I'll find myself, So I won't be lost again.. But You Bring Me Far beneath my nightmares and loneliness...I hate me, For breathing without you. Grieving for you, But I don’t want to grieve for you. Nothing real love can't undo, And though I may have lost my way... But All paths lead straight to you... Maybe Its Just That I long to be like you...Lie cold in the ground like you...I believe our love can see us through in death...No matter what they told you, you're not alone. I'll be right beside you forevermore.. But I Never Really understood this life. And you're right, I don't deserve You, But you know I'm not the only one...Oh My God I can't escape the twisted way your words have haunted me And When I feel you in my dreams and I don't sleep. I'm losing my mind You belong to me, And I Shouldn't let you torture me so sweetly And I've completely lost myself.....and I don't mind.