About Me
I'm sort of a complicating person. Just ask my boyfriend. Haha.
I don't like higher authority; meaning I don't really get along with adults too well.
I don't like to be bossed around or corrected. I like to find and fix my own mistakes. Thank you.
I love Pizza.
I hate roaches, they're disgusting. I hate clowns, they're just creepy. Don't mess with me about it.
I have a few friends that I'm close with. They don't smoke, they don't drink, they aren't into all that partying and shit, they're just themselves and love to have fun, and that's exactly why I love them so much. No offence to those of my friends who do smoke and drink. I love you just as much.
I love music. I hate rap and country. And I really don't care of you like or dislike the music I listen to. I like Avril Lavigne and Evanescence, so fucking what. I like System of A Down, Disturbed, and other bands like those, who fucking cares. If you don't like it, then don't listen to it, it's just that simple.
I like to walk. It's great exercise, gets you away from the annoying adults and people, and it gives you time to think.
I don't like it when someone does better than me. I've never been good enough at anything, and when someone does better than me, it makes me think even less of myself. For example: if you get a better job/pay. If people like you more. You get better grades. Etc. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy for my friends, it's just sometimes I wish something good would happen to me. I know good things happen to me, just not enough. Maybe once every 2 months or so. For once, just stand aside and let something good happen to me, so I can feel good about myself and not beat myself up just because I failed a test and everyone else passed, or you got a job on your first try and I still don't have one(I do have a job btw. Lol). Or everyone just adores you, but thinks less of me. But I think you get my point.
I don't like it when people talk about me behind my back, but where I can hear them. I tend to get pissed off with that. But I usually don't do anything unless they say something to my face.
I don't really think much of myself, but I don't let people push me around. If you say something to me, I usually don't do anything back because you and what you said is more than likely not worth my time. But I will say something if you don't leave me alone.
I can NOT stand it when guys lust over chicks. Especailly when that chick is me or one of my friends. It just bothers me. Don't talk about how big our butts or boobs are. Talking about us won't get you anywhere, it'll just make you realize that you're not good enough to date us. Mmmk? By the way, when guys do talk about my friends or me like that, I tend to say something smart and sarcastic. So just don't bother.
I love to have fun. Even though I don't have much energy anymore from lack of sleep. But when I do have energy, I'm so annoying and bouncing everywhere, and pretty much just something fun to laugh at. Haha.
I do get depressed sometimes. When I'm depressed, I shut myself off from everyone else. I pretty much build a wall to protect me, just hoping that someone will come break them down, hold me, and tell me everything will be ok. But I usually end up knocking the walls down myself. It's not that no one tries to help me, I just won't let them. Why let them into my problems when they have their own? I've been doing it for years, so it's no big deal.
I do get happy sometimes. And when I'm happy, don't ruin it for me, please.
I think too much into things. Way too much into them. So if I start talking like everything is just so horrible, it's only because I've been thinking too much about things. I tend to do this a lot. Sorry?
I'm a very curious person. I'll ask a zillion questions if I don't understand something. And no, that doesn't include school. I sleep all day in school and I really wish I could drop out. But anyways, back to the subject. If you bring up something that I don't understand, I'll ask so many questions it'll make your head spin. So beware. Haha.
I love my boyfriend so much. If I could, I'd give him the world if I knew that would make him stay happy forever. It kills me when he's upset. I love him so much and I hope to be with him forever and ever.
I'm a great friend. I help people out with there problems. I try to help them to feel better. I love my friends and I hate to see them hurting.
Well, this is me. Not very interesting I know, but I'm really bored, so get over it.
Add me as a friend. And if you want to add me on MSN or YAHOO...Then just ask me.
I want some Pizza..skem9
