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I am here for Friends

About Me

my name is deedee.
capital d, double e, capital d, double e.
.add. // .message. // .home. // .comment.
"hey, it's harv, from myspace."
that about sums up my life right there.
poet. singer. lyricist. photographer. ((or aspiring, at least.)) artist. visionary. dancer.
there's not much to me.
i have scars. i have stories. i have fears. i have compulsions. i have an inferiority complex. i have tattoos.
i swear. i snore. i love. i talk WAY too much. i hunt zombies on the weekends.
oh, i do not support PETA. get over it.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

there are words carved in my chest, and they said:
"could somebody show me
the kind of affection that you only see in the movies?
you know what i mean."


My Blog

my only sunshine.

seconds on a clock, tick tick tock,on and on, can we talk?you're not how i rememberwhen i met you back in december.december? no, it was january, i think,i was floating then, now i've started to sink.m...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Jul 2009 21:33:00 GMT

watch.

i am not beautiful. i am not talented. i am not extraordinary. but i'm real. &&i am worth more than i am ever given credit for. i am optimistic that eventually, my patience will pay off. no ...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Jul 2009 14:49:00 GMT

leighton.

i could tell you what's on my mind,but i'm sure it's just a waste of time.by this point, you've broken me downto where i spend my nights crying on the ground.i'm begging forgiveness from someone who w...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Jul 2009 10:50:00 GMT

fist fights with shadows.

labored breaths, cold sweat, choking on her fears and angst. she bits her lips to keep from screaming, reality setting in, nightmarish proportions. dreams dashed in the sand, she's trapped in he...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Jun 2009 21:01:00 GMT

in death, he has a name.

i think i think too much. many people fear death. why? i've never been afraid to die. because it's inevitable. there is no way to avoid death. there are many facets or processes to life, &&death is ju...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Jun 2009 23:25:00 GMT

revelations.

i feel like i'm long overdue for change. i've been stagnant for far too long. i've talked about changing in the past, but now i think it's time i actually start living up to it. getting out of las cru...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Jun 2009 17:22:00 GMT

driving through puddles.

today, i wake upto the sound of summer rain on my window,and all i can think about ishow tomorrowbetter bring the promise of some sunshine.i'm so sick of all the cloudy days.open the curtainsto fin...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Jun 2009 12:57:00 GMT

iFailure.

when we stop speaking,i can never find the wordsto express the excruciating pain i'm in.when you're gone, my life is in pieces.nights we were supposed to spend together,i now spend alone.i stare at my...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Jun 2009 22:02:00 GMT

for me, for you.

the dancer hangs up her leotards.the singer drops her microphone.there's no audience, there never was.this wasn't the show people wanted to see.she walks out the door, shutting the stage lights off be...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Jun 2009 06:23:00 GMT

for medicinal purposes only.

you'll page me like a patient in a cancer ward when this is over.i'm waiting for you to wake up,cold sweat, muscles tensed,screaming when you realizethat this isn't a dream.you're the victim of your o...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Jun 2009 21:23:00 GMT