NICOLE MONROE

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NOW ITS TWO YEARS LATER AND I WANT TO Call him today and tell him how much I want to go to the haunted house, and how much I want to be close to him. I will tell him that I need to see him after work and ask him how was college life today. He will tell me how he wants to see me the second that I get off work and promise me that we will go to the haunted house. I will go see him and he will cook me his greasy ass onion steak and shrimp with a glass of ice cold apple juice, we will wake holdin eachother and I will call into work and spend the day with him! hittin the mall, cruisin rainier, we will go pick up his mail from Grandmas and say whats up to Shay and Larry... We will meet up with his people and go for a night out on the town, his friends, my friends we will go to the haunted house and then hit all our favorite spots... we will take a walk along the beach and talk about future plans our palace, our dreams, our lives together... he will sing me songs that play while we drive, Sammie, Tony Tone Toney, and Jim Jones Ballin, clownin hanging out the sunroof on Alki.... we will sit on our log #11 and watch the ferries ride past, We will tell funny secrets to eachother as I sit on the hood of his car... He will take off his Jordan sweater for me cause it got too cold.... I will hold him and tell him how much I love while he hugs me and puts his chin on my shoulder and tells me how next time I need to talk to him before I jump to make moves like I did... He will kiss me and tell me how one day he will get me that fly ass beamer parked across from us.... he will make no hesitation as he tells his friends "This is my baby for real, she's down" I will love him til the day after forever.... He wont leave me the next day..... He will not lay in that white room and pretend that he doesnt hear me... I will not stay the night in some creepy hospital, I will not call his grandma with bad news.... I will not llive life searching for his touch, his voice, his presence. he is forever with me and has sent many blessings. someone to watch over me and take care of me as he would, someone I could trust, someone whoo respects him and what he is, and always will be to me, MY FIRST LOVE. Marcel Pellum. I am so much of you and will always love and miss you. I know how much you have cared and taken care of me and still do to this day. You are everything that motivates me to be more than what we promised eachother. Im hurt that you left me but relieved that you found peace. You are my friend a piece of my soul, my personality, and heart. I miss you and tonight two years ago is only a dream to me my heart tells a different tale. You are still here with me. I love you and wish I could give you the biggest hug right now and here you say "Stop crying big head.Its nothing" You always gave me faith that everything is okay as long as we had eachother! Watch over me Celly! In Loving Memory Marcel L.