HELLO...
MY NAME IS LINDSEY (not the most fascinating name) but some people call me Lu.
I've been trying to figure out how to sum up my personality and reason for existence in a few short paragraphs in order to inform all you MYSPACERS of who i am and what it means to be me.
I came to the conclusion that this is impossible, but damnit for your sake, i'm going to try.
My life consists of me making a succession of unsuccessful and semi-successful choices that continuously teach me how life should and SHOULDN'T be lived. I feel that staying humble and keeping your eyes and ears open to messages and lessons are some of the few things we have control of in this insane, mixed up world of ours. I am seriously passionate and somewhat aggressive which can throw some people off. At the same time, when first meeting me, i come off reserved and introverted...bitchy some would say. Haha
And it's TRUE. I can be the biggest bitch, but im trying to mature my heart and mind in order to become a more grounded, centered person.
>>I LOVE:
~~~the written word and how it has formed and ripened my mind
~~~the peace that is felt when you actually connect with the Holy Spirit (which i search for)
~~~feeling the sun kiss my shoulders..a warm breeze whispers to the nape of my neck, while i stare out into a vast landscape God created for us.
~~~the humble and kind
~~~witnessing a miracle
~~~the smell of of the first smoke curl off a freshly lit bowl:)
~~~the heartache you feel when you love someone SO MUCH
~~when you see a REAL LIFE example that LOVE truly exists rampant and truly CONQUERS ALL
~~~when great change happens before my eyes
~~~that i am so SINFUL,dirty,BROKEN,fucked up and JADED and GOD STILL LOVES ME
~~~the smell of orange blossoms in Redlands :)
~~~the way the union of beautiful voices sound when raised in song (choirs, haha)
~~~the way any emotion, thought, feeling, idea or notion can be communicated through a photograph
~~~when the humble and meek become victors
~~~MY FAMILY
~~~the possibility that i will someday find the man God meant for me in the first place, who will respect my everything and deeply love God first and me a close second :)
>>I HATE:
~~~narcissistic attitudes and lifestyles
HUMBLE YOURSELF dude, you look dense (if you DGAF than you wont GAF if i bitch slap you then right?)
~~~the ENEMY that exists to lie to you and turn you against me for believing what i believe
~~~the feeling that exists when your heart truly breaks
~~~that predominantly BLIND FOOLS lead the masses
~~~that people scream "TOLERANCE!" when they're so abjectly INTOLERANT of my beliefs and faithful mindset that i hold SACRED and believe to be absolute TRUTH
~~~that this country is becoming a liberal mess of appeasers and the heads of church are becoming figurative PHARISEES
~~~SIN and how it has utterly destroyed a part of my life...almost beyond repair
~~~ignorance & naivety disguised as tolerance and discernment
~~~lies fed to the masses that are feigned in religious values
RELIGION IS A SIN; TRUE believers know this(look it up...it's in the Bible)
~~~the act of interrupting when a person is trying to speak ALL THE TIME (if you're an interrupter, seriously, STOP IT! No one likes being constantly interrupted, slow down, shut up, and LISTEN.
~~~when i allow myself to become so intoxicated that i black out and my alter (psycho) ego emerges and takes over, leaving destruction and hurt feelings in her wake,haha..ha
~~~when i hate myself for reasons that are simply human
~~when the green runs out, the sac runs empty, and the resin's scraped clean :(
~~~when i see those blue & reds in my rear view mirror
(always scary, haha)
~~~when the concept that we're all sinners escapes the grasp of people who judge (i.e. only God can judge us, don't judge me)
~*~*~*~So if you don't like what you've read (if you've stuck it out this long), and you don't appreciate or concur with my opinions or beliefs, well that's just fine.tHaNkYoU 4 tAkInG tHe tImE 2 ReAd tHIs aNyWaY :):):):):):) Enjoy my silly little page.....~*~*~*~
p.s.
I'm an AbStiNeNt AmEriCaN (haha yes, AA all the way, lol) so im not lookin' to date OR screw, so if ur seekin' that on myspace, seek elsewhere....please, ha-ha-ha-ha-ha...ha
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