My heart breaking |
Why did he leave me?
Why couldn't he just love me?
Why can't anyone love me?
If he loved me he wouldn't have done it to me.
He wouldn't have ignored me.
He would have accepted me.
He looks at m...
Posted by Mediative on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 10:11:00 PST |
Thoughts of No One |
For a while now I've had someone on my mind .The funny thing is most of the time they're on my mind I'm not thinking of them in a good way. I'm always with making fun of them or critizing them. But no...
Posted by Mediative on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 11:12:00 PST |
The Thoughts of No One |
What I probably crave most out of life is to be apprciated. Now , in my life, I get no apprciation. I think my bill in life is still unpaid and I have to keep paying it off till I finally get somethin...
Posted by Mediative on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 11:07:00 PST |
The Thoughts of No One |
Like routine my summer is approaching fast. It looks as though it could be better that the last. I can feel myself becoming more impatient. I feel excited for something to come . Not exactly school to...
Posted by Mediative on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 11:01:00 PST |
Panic |
The Panic creeps into my empty stomach like a worm and burrows.
It burrows deep inside, keeping me stif and ridged.
I have to dig it out.
Snatch and claw it out of me .
Then comes the pain, beacuse i...
Posted by Mediative on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 10:52:00 PST |
Drunk in the afternoon is a beautiful thing. |
Well I'm talking to this guy I know from school
He's very nice and I honestly love talking to him, he makesme smile everytime we talk.
Things have been getting harder and harder to control, which I do...
Posted by Mediative on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 04:03:00 PST |
Stoned faucet |
I'm really stoned. I'm tired, my eyes are dry and heavy.
I'm really confused at the moment about this song by MCR, the Black Parade. I really don't know. Not too sure.
Was confused earlier when dylan ...
Posted by Mediative on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 11:18:00 PST |
A hard longing |
I want someone but I don't know who or what I want in this person. Do I just want someone or do I want love? How can I want love at 16 . It never happens, or if it does it's just a delusional love bui...
Posted by Mediative on Sun, 13 Aug 2006 02:30:00 PST |
Party |
ALmost every friday now , nothing stops the partying. I hope nothing stops it , it is so much fun.Just walking about town meeting new people and old friends, and being drunk in the process. DO you kno...
Posted by Mediative on Sat, 22 Jul 2006 04:04:00 PST |
Breaking Free |
I'm breaking free I can feel the bumps along the road
They are jagged up close but far away they seem like nothing to worry about
All they are is dirt, bacteria that gets under your skin and infects ...
Posted by Mediative on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 12:01:00 PST |
