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About Me

so aimless for so long i think i might have lost my way. i have just recently learned to love all of my mistakes because in turn duh i have learned and am more experienced. i am not ignorant. though i am confused most all of the time because of my attention span or lack of, but a decently good pretender of understanding. i think playing pretend will lead to reality, action, and habbit... eh sometimes a bit of denial perhaps but at least one will feel secure with emotion. There are some days i like to just sit and do nothing but stare at the ceiling and listen to the music as it drowns out the crying demons on the other realm. mostly everything intimidates me who quite knows the cause of this apprehensive behavior. so some days i soak up the rays while gazing into the seductive sky dreaming of a better tomorrow. i am missing the beach and many people i used to know. i very much dislike the ones who follow and copy. be yourself loser, have your own ideas, dreams, likes, dis-likes, thoughts, phrases,style, personality...life. m very much so diggin the atmosphere in which i reside now..todays days are treating me well ***

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Your Brain's Pattern
Your mind is a firestorm - full of intensity and drama.
Your thoughts may seem scattered to you most of the time...
But they often seem strong and passionate to those around you.
You are a natural influencer. The thoughts you share are very powerful and persuading. sista lee love

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Edward Nortin and The Studly and Talented Jake Gyllenhaal... yes that would be a great thing.

My Blog

What It's Like - EVERLAST

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8gZEox8Crwc
Posted by on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 17:32:00 GMT

domo arigato

maybe i wear polka dots and striped socks with flip flops. maybe i dont like listening to rave and im not on the social mountain tops. maybe i dont care about the subjects that make your words twirl. ...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 23:16:00 GMT

i know

i tried to turn my perspective into your eyes,your single heartbeat into a flutter of mine.The single longing glance into your desire, the light in your eyes into my will to hold on. to hold on to the...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 11:36:00 GMT

teeeeeheeehee fi

There is a secret my lips wont let me tell. i keep it in my heart, a forbidden love. i am prudent and will never say his name. i never insist on looking at him so much, for i am week for the smile.......
Posted by on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 15:19:00 GMT

as the wind blows on

....time flyes by .....things do change ....and friendship will die learning from mistakes we continue to grow. now facing the truth -we try to let go living without the friend and with the shame, we...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 21:03:00 GMT

Leanan Sidhe

This beguiling creature is the Irish faery mistress, or faery muse, who inspires artists, poets, and musicans. her enchantments stimulate creativity until it burns with a bright, fierce, flame. the sh...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 13:20:00 GMT

manic me

as the days pass me by slowly i find myself obsessing about the best ways to die. i lie awake at night filled with containered emotions. theres no way for them to go away. i no longer wnat to be ...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 18:45:00 GMT

hugs not drugs

in my world you wont be able to have a gun. in my world people wont judge others for what they have done. in my world there is no such thing as sadness because in my world there is no sucha madness. i...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 22:04:00 GMT

It has been said that it gets worse before it gets better

I feel so trapped inside this house with nowhere to go as I watch all day long the never-ending rain blow. At times it seems as it will never slow and when I look out the window I watch as it steadily...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 13:03:00 GMT

stupid shit

there is a mist as the blade cuts, the blood drips and my skim is leaving my body in strips. as it gets hotter the blood drips into the water i become weak and fall in the pool i fall silently with a ...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 09:22:00 GMT