Kris Rarrrrr

About me:
You can love me for who i am. Or hate me for what i am. Don't really care.
I love my friends, more then a friend but less then lovers. They are my brothers and sisters for a reason. And they know who they are. They put up with my shit and are there no matter what. Then there is a certain girl i do really care for. She has my heart already and knows it. I want her to be around me always. And just hold her at night just for the fact i can never let her go. I don't really need anything then that. I'm content. I'm nice when i want to be but can be a cunt. But i always have a reason behind how i am towards you. I give you a chance and try my best to get you back. But if you fuck me over then it's done. I had enough of taking and putting up with peoples shit. I don't deserve it. And neither does anyone else. I let things go but others don't. So it's there choice after all we are all human and make mistakes. But some people just think there perfect which gets boring after awhile.
I apparently care about people more then myself which is a bad thing at times. Because all i want to do is never hurt them and protect even if it means protecting them from me. But this year i've learnt what true friendship is all about. And it means a lot to me. If you don't get that then fuck you. I've moved on. I've gotten through. I've let go. And now i think it's time for you to. My mistakes i've learnt from and grown from it. I don't put up with childish shit and drama anymore. If i have something to say i will just say it to you. To find out where things are at, there is two sides to every story and i like seeing them both. I don't judge you until i've gotten to know you. That is just how i am.
If you want to get to know me then true. If not then cool.
So yeah Welcome to my profile.
As the years go by. The people we may encounter. The troubles and stuff we may go through. I know we will get through it. Cause i'll be there like you've done for me. Through the good times and the bad. You were the light when i needed it the most. So let me shine it for you and show you the way, cause you're the true friends i love and care for. And want there for always. There is a saying that says the people we have around us define us. And i'm so glad you're around me cause to me without you i wouldn't be who i am today.

There are only two girls who have made me myself:
Emma- My backbone strength and brain-
She accepted me for who i am. Got to know me. The real me. For once in my life i trusted someone and she hasn't let me down since. She made me accept and see it was ok and finally someone understood. She is a friend for life and someone i never can see my life without ever again. You're still standing by me and want to be in my life. And that to me is amazing and unbelievable.
Lisa- My little sis;
From get go we were great friends. Then 2009 and we got closer we got through so much that year that meant the world to me. For you to stand never to me while i was in a suit made me so happy. I treasure that photo.
The rest i treasure and are a bonus to just have in my life. Becky- My Becky Moooo ; Lisa- My little sis; Marnie- My sister and number one;; Domi- The gorgeous one; Haylz- My gig buddy; Miss JoJo- comes back in mid JAN!!!!
"find somone who loves u for exactly who u r..good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome.. the right person is still going to be next to you..sticking by and helping to pull you through..that's the kind of person worth sticking with..and i've found them. All so rare and special to me. Who have my heart. "
Who I'd like to meet: