... my reflection wraps
and pulls me under
healing waters to be
bathed in breßa
guide me safely in
worlds i've never been to-(brena,"a perfect circle)
heal me heal me
my dear breßa
so vulverable
but it's all right
heal me heal me
my dear breßa
show me lonely and
show me openings to
lead me closer to you
my dear brena
so vulnerable
but it's all right
opening to heal
I'd like to meet:
...when you try your best but you don't succeed
when you get what you want but not what you need
when you feel so tired but you can't sleep
stuck in reverseand the tears come streaming down your face
when you lose something you can't replace
when you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
and i will try to fix youhigh up above or down below
when you're too in love to let it go
but if you never try, you'll never know
just what you're worthlights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
and i will try to fix youtears stream down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
tears stream down your face
and I...tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
tears stream down your face
and I...lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
and i will try to fix you-(fix you,"coldplay")
Music:
...Lost again
Broken and weary
Unable to find my way
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to
Just let this goI am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to liveI fell again
Like a baby unable to stand on my own
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to just let this go
High and surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live, I choose to liveCatch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
Help me survive the bottomCalm these hands before they
Snare another pill and
Drive another nail down another
Needy hole please release meI am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live-(gravity,"a perfect circle)
Heroes:
This is the story of Samson(judges 16:19-31)... 19 Having put him to sleep on her lap, she called a man to shave off the seven braids of his hair, and so began to subdue him. [a] And his strength left him.20 Then she called, "Samson, the Philistines are upon you!"
He awoke from his sleep and thought, "I'll go out as before and shake myself free." But he did not know that the LORD had left him.21 Then the Philistines seized him, gouged out his eyes and took him down to Gaza. Binding him with bronze shackles, they set him to grinding in the prison. 22 But the hair on his head began to grow again after it had been shaved.
The Death of Samson
23 Now the rulers of the Philistines assembled to offer a great sacrifice to Dagon their god and to celebrate, saying, "Our god has delivered Samson, our enemy, into our hands."24 When the people saw him, they praised their god, saying,
"Our god has delivered our enemy
into our hands,
the one who laid waste our land
and multiplied our slain."25 While they were in high spirits, they shouted, "Bring out Samson to entertain us." So they called Samson out of the prison, and he performed for them.
When they stood him among the pillars, 26 Samson said to the servant who held his hand, "Put me where I can feel the pillars that support the temple, so that I may lean against them." 27 Now the temple was crowded with men and women; all the rulers of the Philistines were there, and on the roof were about three thousand men and women watching Samson perform. 28 Then Samson prayed to the LORD, "O Sovereign LORD, remember me. O God, please strengthen me just once more, and let me with one blow get revenge on the Philistines for my two eyes." 29 Then Samson reached toward the two central pillars on which the temple stood. Bracing himself against them, his right hand on the one and his left hand on the other, 30 Samson said, "Let me die with the Philistines!" Then he pushed with all his might, and down came the temple on the rulers and all the people in it. Thus he killed many more when he died than while he lived.31 Then his brothers and his father's whole family went down to get him. They brought him back and buried him between Zorah and Eshtaol in the tomb of Manoah his father. He had led [b] Israel twenty years.(one day, the locks of my own hair will return....samson is one of my favorite bible heroes...because he was a real human being, called by God, but in his folly and in his disregard for God, was humbled and broken down to his lowest...YEt, God used him even still in the end to do great things...in some way, i pray this prayer and this thought for my own life...may the locks on my head once again return, and may my heart once again truly seek out God as i once did years ago....forgive my sins God, and all of you whom i've sinned against...forgive me.......
