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Blow my fuckin' Mind

Maybe I feel detatched, I may just look too shy, it's a disinterest not that I'm a timid guy....

About Me

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Really Long Survey (over 200)
What is your name?: Derek, im for serious
Are you named after anyone?: nooope
What's your screename?: whyisthat21
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: uhh, i dont know i dont pick my own name
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: no one
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: yes, jesus its D-e-r-e-k, not D-e-r-r-i-c-k!
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: haha no, Anderson is way too common
Basics
Your gender:: Male/Guy/Dude/Homie/Whichever
Straight/Gay/Bi:: Straight
Single?: All the time
If not, do you want to be?: Not anymore...
Birthdate:: December 21st '87
Your age:: 19
Age you act:: umm 19 i think
Age you wish you were:: 21
Your height:: 5'11''
Eye color:: Green/Blue, it depends
Happy with it?: sure
Hair color:: brown
Happy with it?: sure
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Righty
Your living arrangement:: With my dad, buuut mostly alone
Your family:: what about them
Have any pets?: not here
Whats your job?: Pizza delivery
Piercings?: soon enough
Tattoos?: soon enough
Obsessions?: not really
Addictions?: smoking, psh....
Do you speak another language?: un poco
Have a favorite quote?: not really
Do you have a webpage?: nope
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: ummm yes?
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: mostly
Do you have any secrets?: who doesn't
Do you hate yourself?: not really
Do you like your handwriting?: haha its not that great
Do you have any bad habits?: smoking
What is the compliment you get from most people?: none
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Nooo idea
What's your biggest fear?: Not being needed
Can you sing?: not well
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: HAHA no, do people actually do this?
Are you a loner?: you could say that
What are your #1 priorities in life?: friends
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yep
Are you a daredevil?: sometimes
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yes....
Are you passive or agressive?: umm a little of both
Do you have a journal?: no
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: not sure about strength, weakness-the thing you call love
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: well theres stuff i want to change, but ya know thats me so i cant change em and wouldnt want to
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: not strong or weak, i'd say normal
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yes
Do you think life has been good so far?: no
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: love hurts, a lot
What do you like the most about your body?: my muscles
And least?: mmm i dunno
Do you think you are good looking?: of course i am
Are you confident?: confident enough
What is the fictional character you are most like?: whaaaat, i dont know
Are you perceived wrongly?: yes
Do You...
Smoke?: yes
Do drugs?: not much anymore
Read the newspaper?: sometimes
Pray?: no
Go to church?: no
Talk to strangers who IM you?: if they arent bots
Sleep with stuffed animals?: hahaha
Take walks in the rain?: i have
Talk to people even though you hate them?: yea, haha
Drive?: duh
Like to drive fast?: yep
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: not really
Hurt yourself?: maybe
Been out of the country?: no
Eaten something that made other people sick?: maybe? i don't think so
Been in love?: what is love
Done drugs?: yea
Gone skinny dipping?: yea
Had a medical emergency?: no
Had surgery?: yes
Ran away from home?: kind of
Played strip poker?: lol yep...
Gotten beaten up?: nope
Beaten someone up?: nope
Been picked on?: looong ago in grade school hahaha
Been on stage?: not for along time
Slept outdoors?: yep
Thought about suicide?: ......
Pulled an all nighter?: yea ive gone 2 and a half nights in a row before
If yes, what is your record?: lol wow, i just said that, weird, but 2 and a half nights...
Gone one day without food?: yea, 3 actually
Talked on the phone all night?: i think so
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yea
Slept all day?: most of a day
Killed someone?: lol no
Made out with a stranger?: no
Had sex with a stranger?: no
Thought you're going crazy?: yes
Kissed the same sex?: it was tylers fault
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
Been betrayed?: probably
Had a dream that came true?: no
Broken the law?: yea
Met a famous person?: no
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: hahah, i just hit a deer on tuesday...
On purpose?: yea
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: mmm i think so
Stolen anything?: yea
Been on radio/tv?: no
Been in a mosh-pit?: yep
Had a nervous breakdown?: not really
Bungee jumped?: i want to!
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yea those are weeeeeird!
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: somewhere, we'll probably never run into them
Miracles?: no
Astrology?: no
Magic?: no
God?: no
Satan?: no
Santa?: no
Ghosts?: no
Luck?: yea
Love at first sight?: not really
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yes
Witches?: no
Easter bunny?: no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: i think so
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no
Do you wish on stars?: shooting stars? sometimes...
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no
Do you think God has a gender?: no
Do you believe in organized religion?: no
Where do you think we go when we die?: looong explanation, read my blog about it!
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: not that i know of
Who is your best friend?: Wes or aaron
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Cierra
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: noo idea
Your favourite inside joke?: lol, its about mowing the lawn, hahahah
Thing you're picked on most about?: nothin
Who's your longest known friend?: dan eldien
Newest?: hmmm well i dont know
Shyest?: mark
Funniest?: gavin used to be, joe is now i guess
Sweetest?: sweetest as in cool? uhh wes i guess
Closest?: probably wes
Weirdest?: mark
Smartest?: not sure
Ditziest?: none
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Aaron
Last person you talked to online?: Cierra
Who do you talk to most online?: Cierra
Who are you on the phone with most?: no one
Who do you trust most?: Cierra
Who listens to your problems?: Cierra
Who do you fight most with?: Gavin
Who's the nicest?: Cierra
Who's the most outgoing?: Wes
Who's the best singer?: not sure
Who's on your shit-list?: Gavin
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: lol
Who's your second family?: none
Do you always feel understood?: no
Who's the loudest friend?: Gavin
Do you trust others easily?: sure
Who's house were you last at?: ummmm, my mom's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::
Do your friends know you?: a few
Friend that lives farthest away:: cierra
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: mostly
What do you find romantic?: lots of stuff
Turn-on?: personality
Turn-off?: lots of stuff
First kiss?: carmen
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: weird
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: yea
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: i dont really care
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: not really
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: definately, hahaha
What is best about the opposite sex?: eyes and curves
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: when they don't know how you feel
What's the last present someone gave you?: a stuffed bear
Are you in love?: its complicated
Do you consider your significant other hot?: if i had one, probabyl
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: no one?
You wanted to kill?: i dunno, probably gavin or somethin...
That you laughed at?: joe
That laughed at you?: ummm everyone at the bowling alley on saturday
That turned you on?: ehh
You went shopping with?: myself
That broke your heart?: its wanted to break this last week or so, but its holding up so far...
To disappoint you?: no comment
To ask you out?: no one
To make you cry?: no comment
To brighten up your day?: jessie and wes
That you thought about?: cierra
You saw a movie with?: gavin
You talked to on the phone?: my brother
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: cierra
You saw?: my dad
You lost?: i dunno
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: no
Will it be with your significant other?: what
Or some random person?: what??
What are you wearing right now?: dark gray jeans, a&f shirt, hat
Body part you're touching right now:: my thumb
What are you worried about right now?: lots of stuff
What book are you reading?: none
What's on your mousepad?: sensodyne, hahah, wtf i never looked at that before, how gay is that...
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: good, unsure, lost, wondering, hopeless
Are you bored?: yep
Are you tired?: well it is 1:37 am
Are you talking to anyone online?: no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: i'm lonely, but content
Are you listening to music?: no

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||||||||| 46%
Stability |||||||||| 33%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 46%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Interdependence |||||||||| 36%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Mystical |||||||||||| 43%
Artistic |||||||||||| 43%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Materialism |||||||||||| 50%
Narcissism |||||| 30%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Self absorbed |||||| 30%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 43%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 43%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||||||||||| 56%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 50%
Wealth |||||||||| 36%
Dependency |||||||||||| 50%
Change averse |||||| 30%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 43%
Physical security |||||||||||| 50%
Physical Fitness |||||||||| 37%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Vanity |||||||||| 36%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Female cliche |||| 16% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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Music:

THE FAINT, FINCH, RHCP, Coldplay, Death Cab for Cutie, The Beatles, Beck, The Crystal Method, Linkin Park, Led Zeppelin, Nickelback, Nine Inch Nails, System of a Down, tons of others......

Movies:

Grandma's Boy, Fight Club, Bad Boys 2, Crank, Constantine, Jackass 2, Borat

Television:

Family Guy, 24, South Park, Viva la Bam, Wild Boyz, umm, yea thats mostly it....

Books:


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