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Twisted Tanya

Too weird to live, and too rare to die

About Me

First off, I am in need of a lung transplant and doing fundraising to help pay transplant related costs that insurance doesn't cover. I have a page set up at the National Transplant Assistance Fund site where you can make donations that are tax-deductible. Every bit is greatly appreciated. Click here for Donations

You can also help me by shopping online through our website at www.shoptoearn.net/Hosscreations
Twisted, I am, through all my life experiences. Some good, a lot bad but, they all have been learning experiences. They've made me the person I am today. For this I have no regrets of my past.
My life is in constant confliction. Twisted with the good and bad. I have so much love and so much hate. I care deeply and and I feel hurt deeply. I am gentle and aggressive. I can be outgoing or shy. I can be loud or quiet. I love to spend hours at the ocean or in the sky but not hours in the blazing sun baking to a crisp. I don't care for fish but love sushi rolls. I love dogs but feel like choking the annoying mean little yappy dogs that never shut up. I love animals and believe in their rights yet I will never give up eating steak. I am pissed to think about all the trees destroyed just to send me credit cards offers almost everyday that I am not even qualified for.
I am a student and a teacher. I have strong values and morals but I have broken them at times. I have a very strong soul but can become very weakened easily. My family and friends are what give me strength and I cherish them all. I am a bit of a perfectionist but far from perfection. I am a pretty laid back person but like to have some fun and do silly stuff sometimes.
I have many goals and ambitions but not enough energy or time to accomplish them all. Music, art, and animals are what inspire me, they are part of me till the end. I spend most of my time within these fields. Attending live metal shows is what I love doing most but due to smoke and bad health, I rarely make it to one these days. Spending time with my boyfriend, dog, and on the computer is my daily activity.
"Wehe dem Kind, das beim Kuß auf die Stirn salzig schmekt, er ist verhext und muss bald sterben"
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****** WEB DESIGN ******

For those interested in website work, here's a little bit of my qualifications and accomplishments with my schooling. I have an A.S. degree in Multimedia Graphic Design along with a technical certificate in Graphics- Interactive Media support. I will have a link to my portfolio eventually. Here is a list of SOME of the classes taken and programs used;

Classes:
Design Composition, Photography, Digital Image Editing, Multimedia I and II, Web Page Design, Adv. Web Design, Computer Animation, 3D modeling, Digital Video and Sound, Electronic Music I and II

programs:
Photoshop, Illustrator, Maya, Dreamweaver, Flash, Cubase

I have done websites for local bands ;
Ion Sift - www.IonSift.com
black/death/doom metal band - YETI
rock band - Audiophile
metal band - Noir

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

People in the area who like Metal music and the ocean and don't smoke. I know that's a rare thing but we do exist, hehe.

This video has a great message that everyone should watch and learn from..... Find more videos on www.findinternettv.com. ..

My Blog

Transplant Blog

I started a blog on blogger so that everyone can be kept up to date on my situation. When we get "The Call", Shawn or someone else will post on here throughout my progress. That way there aren't a mil...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Jun 2009 09:30:00 GMT

It's official - I'm on the transplant list!!!!

Well, I met with the ENT today and he doesn't think my sinuses are bad enough to need surgery! Yeay! He did give me a prescription for some sinus wash with an antibiotic though and he used some littl...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Jun 2009 11:42:00 GMT

Use "Shop To Earn" to help me out...

My Uncle got me signed up and started with a type on e-commerce in hopes that it will help my boyfriend, Shawn, and I with raising a little more money on the side to help with other costs for my trans...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Jun 2009 22:01:00 GMT

Lung Transplant Fundraising Letter

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Posted by on Sat, 06 Jun 2009 22:15:00 GMT

transplant listing update

Well, today I went to Tampa General Hospital to get a CT scan on my sinuses, do my updated breathing test, blood work, sputum culture, and meet with the transplant doctor. First off, they got the resu...
Posted by on Fri, 29 May 2009 19:40:00 GMT

Transplant Evaluation

Monday and Tuesday we spent all day from 6am till around 4pm at Tampa General Hospital going through tests and meetings. I still have about 4 other appointments to go to before everything is done. so ...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Apr 2009 11:30:00 GMT

Lung Transplant

I've been told many times that this day would come but part of me has always been in self denial. I'm used to being sick often and doing lots of meds and being short of breath with exertion but it's g...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Mar 2009 18:14:00 GMT

Twisted Tanya wants you to check out this show

http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseacti... Friday Nov. 21st at the Dungeon
Posted by on Sat, 15 Nov 2008 13:59:00 GMT

and so passes a great woman

My wonderful loving grandmother passed away tonight. We all knew the time was near but it still hurts. She had several strokes and was bed ridden for a couple of years, not being able to do anything h...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Oct 2008 03:03:00 GMT

I am pissed!!!!!!!

So we went to the Death Fest at Jannus Landing. Everything was great until Carcas came on and little Jani pushed a guy and happened to rip his shirt and his gf got in her face and then some security g...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Sep 2008 05:16:00 GMT