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Janos

what is hate? but love tortured in its own hunger

About Me

once upon a time, being sad felt better than being happy, so i tried to be sad, and when i did, i was relieved, then i was happy, but being sad is better than being happy so i tried to be sad again, then i became happy
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ym: janostaba
pulpcommunity: janosâ„¢

You're an extra!
You're the face in the crowd, the anonymous businessman, the giggling schoolgirl, the guy who gets trodden on by Godzilla. You don't have a name or a character or a backstory, and you'll probably be dead by the third scene. Don't under any circumstances tell the bloke next to you about the happy life you've got planned for after the war, if you want to see it. At all costs avoid lone swordsmen.

My Interests

drawing, sleeping, eating, reading, writing, thinking, living, masturbating

I'd like to meet:

former angst filled t e e n y boopers...

Music:

MACBETH, AGATHODAIMON, PAN, MEGADETH, 80's METALLICA, DIMMU BORGIR, CORROSION OF CONFORMITY, YNGWIE MALMSTEEN, SINERGY, VIVA HOT BABES & WOLFGANG - ANY 30 PESOS CD IN RECTO

Movies:

edward scissorhands, night shift nurses , darkcity, animal farm & amadeus

Television:

the wonder? years...

Extroverted |||||||||| 40%
Introverted |||||||||||||| 60%
Friendly |||||||||| 36%
Aggressive |||||||||||||||| 74%
Orderly |||||||||| 40%
Disorderly |||||||||||||| 60%
Relaxed |||||||||||| 50%
Emotional |||||||||||| 50%
Openminded |||||||||||||||||| 94%
Closeminded |||||| 26%

Books:

POWER , 1984, ANIMAL FARM, TWISTED 2, RIZAL W/OUT THE OVER COAT & CYRANO DE BERGERAC

Heroes:

tindero ng fishball sa p.noval

My Blog

document 1 - microsoft word

Di ba dati lagi tayong magkasama? Di ba dati lagi tayong magkaakbay? Sa umaga o gabi, akoy kausap mo Sa biruan o iyakan, akoy kasama mo Problema mo, pinakikinggan ko Problema mo, pinoproble...
Posted by Janos on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

patawad (fiction)

"patawad" sa likod ng kotseng itim aking mata'y nakatitig. aking puso laging salat, tinitingnan, aking irog. aking kamay inaabot mapadikit lamang siya. saking ngiti tinatago. aking labi wala...
Posted by Janos on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

eraserhead

i wish i could go back to the fairybook tales, forget the real world for awhile & see the sea of talking whales
Posted by Janos on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST