AWWW DOES IT HURT TO BE SO DILLUSIONAL??

About Me

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Music Videos - Shawty (ft T Pain)

My Interests

My boys, Men, friends,cochinaism, margaritas yumyum, myspace, gossip, reading, music, laughing, jokes, chicano art, makeup, & movies

I'd like to meet:

Just here to keep in touch with family and friends. Not interested in meeting people I don't already know. BUT if you are cool people and you have an interesting funny personality I don't mind adding you to my buddies. NOT looking for a booty call. Thanks though. I have BOB!!
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Music:

I like all kinds of music. R&B, Hip Hop, Rock, Alternative, Spanish, Country, Blues. I absolutly adore these people: Goepele, Billie Holiday, 3 Doors Down, RHCP, Common, Mary J Blige, Souls of Mischeif, Mystic, Tim McGraw, Doug Stone and alot more but my mind is blank at the moment.
FUNNY FACES SONG 4 SUGAR BEAR

Movies:

The Color Purple, I am Sam, Like Water 4 Chocolate and any movie that makes me cry. Anything with Adam Sandler or my yummy yummy man Al Pacino!!!

Television:

All CSI's but I wish they would stop showing reruns every freakin week. Will and Grace, 2 1/2 Men, Ugly Betty, Beauty and the Geek, and Americas Next Top Model

Books:

Behind the Attic Wall and anything by Mary Higgens Clark

Heroes:

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My Blog

Sometimes men are bigger bitches!!!

I have bitched about this before but it irritates ths crap outta me. SOME men are fuckin baby cries and act like little girls. I have a so called friend who wanted to "hang out". I was a little leary ...
Posted by AWWW DOES IT HURT TO BE SO DILLUSIONAL?? on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 10:53:00 PST

My baby exists

He may have been omitted but he exists. He isn’t going anywhere. People can pretend but he exists and he IS important. Some day the fact will have to be faced but for now I will give him everyth...
Posted by AWWW DOES IT HURT TO BE SO DILLUSIONAL?? on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 09:20:00 PST

If your in Santa Fe

Thank you for everyone that came to show support. It was more successful then we ever imagined. Thank you thank you!!...
Posted by AWWW DOES IT HURT TO BE SO DILLUSIONAL?? on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 09:51:00 PST

My Celebrity Look-alikes

MyHeritage: Celebrity Collage - Geneology search...
Posted by AWWW DOES IT HURT TO BE SO DILLUSIONAL?? on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 11:36:00 PST

NOT in freakin Merry Xmas freakin December........ho ho ho!!!!

Normally at work I get to be a little social butterfly. Doling out my abundance of knowledge on lipsticks and creams and shampoo etc etc etc. I talk my life away and shmooze shmooze shmooze. I absolut...
Posted by AWWW DOES IT HURT TO BE SO DILLUSIONAL?? on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 09:03:00 PST

At peace

I just feel so at peace at the moment. I hope this feeling last for awhile. All week I have been in a really good mood. Although you would not know it with fuck this and fuck that being every other wo...
Posted by AWWW DOES IT HURT TO BE SO DILLUSIONAL?? on Sat, 17 Nov 2007 11:48:00 PST

My lil C

Yesterday C came in. For about 3 seconds I was soooo happy to see her. Then she started talkin and was fidgeting all over the place. My heart went into my stomache. This was not my little C standin in...
Posted by AWWW DOES IT HURT TO BE SO DILLUSIONAL?? on Sat, 20 Oct 2007 02:49:00 PST

Sigh

I am sooooo disgusted and confused and hurt...............too many damn feelings to even touch them all!! At least I think it has me at a point where I can move forward and get my shit together emotio...
Posted by AWWW DOES IT HURT TO BE SO DILLUSIONAL?? on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 11:13:00 PST

What a difference

I can't believe my Jeramiah is gonna be a year already. I don't know where the time has gone. He's changed and grown soooo much. Every day I look at him and am totally amazed. It's so wierd how m...
Posted by AWWW DOES IT HURT TO BE SO DILLUSIONAL?? on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 10:14:00 PST

I lost my foofoo at the UPS store

I lost my beloved foofoo!! I am soooo sad. It was the topic of many a conversation. It was so pink and fluffy. People loved to touch it. I don't know what I shall do without it. On top of all that it ...
Posted by AWWW DOES IT HURT TO BE SO DILLUSIONAL?? on Sun, 13 May 2007 11:34:00 PST