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About Me

I just turned 18 and living with my boyfriend...I'm trying to get back on my feet and get myself together already! Im pretty OPEN-MINDED. Im NOT really looking for anyone new in my life, I HAVE EVERYONE I NEED ALREADY. But it would be cool to meet new people and make new friends. I have few CLOSE friends but the ones I do I trust and appreciate them completely. I love my family unconditionally and Ive had my ups and downs with all of them but I've grown to learn that theres nothing more important than family...they'll still be there for you at the end of the day, regardless. IM NOT SINGLE...I've been with someone for awhile and I plan to be with them and make our relationship work... so dont be trying to get all "Fresh" with me...haha. I dont do stupid shit like drugs and I DONT go to raves (Im over that kid stuff). I dont smoke...at all, though im around it ALL THE TIME, I'M HIGH ON LIFE!!! I just want to live my life happily and make the most out of it and learn all that I can take in...thats all I can really say right now. "I'm living on shattered faith.".. "

My Interests

READING. BLACK & WHITE PHOTOGRAPHY. TATTOOS. CLASSIC & MODERN PIN-UPS. MUSIC . PIERCINGS. ART. BEING ME ...screw trying to be like everyone else. and I recently got into drawing portraits in pencil and hopefully I'll learn more and go further with that.

I'd like to meet:

...THESE BADASS CHICKS....THIS GUY!"THERE IS NO MODERN ROMANCE." "Holy eyes, I never knew I'd beg down at your feet." "Bite into my veiny neck where dreams are falling asleep, Could dry up once she sees that I bleed off beat."

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Music:

I LIKE ALL DIFFERENT TYPES ....OLDIES, ROCK, BLUES, JAZZ, INDIE, REAL HIP-HOP (none of the mainstream BS they have out these days), SOME OLD RAP SONGS (the ones I grew up listening to), LATIN, ETC... IM PRETTY OPEN-MINDED, though Im not a big fan of techno. BONOBO. BILLIE HOLIDAY. ATMOSPHERE. SAGE FRANCIS. JELLY JAZZ. THE CURE. CHINESE MAN RECORDS. LED ZEPPELIN. PORTISHEAD. NATURAL SELF. KOALA KID. THE ANIMALS. THE ZOMBIES. ETTA JAMES. YEAH YEAH YEAHS. CITIZEN COPE. THE DISTILLERS. LINDA STRAWBERRY. TIGER ARMY. SOURPUSS. JOSE GONZALEZ. RAY CHARLES. THE ARCTIC MONKEYS. TITO & TARANTULA. LAURYN HILL. THE ROOTS. THE MAMAS AND THE PAPAS. BB KING. COMMON. RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS. KIDNEY THIEVES. THE GORILLAZ. SOULS OF MISCHIEF. JIMI HENDRIX. THE SMASHING PUMPKINS. JEFFERSON AIRPLANE. NIRVANA. JACK OFF JILL. MY RUIN. LUPE FIASCO. DEFTONES. BRIGHT EYES. THE BEATLES. THE CARS. LACUNA COIL. ERIC CLAPTON. MADLIB. PHARCYDE. THE KILLERS. EMILIANA TORRINI. SANTANA. THE GRASS ROOTS. THE ROLLING STONES. LINK WRAY. SUBLIME. AESOP ROCK. THE BIRTHDAY MASSACRE. QWEL. THE FUGEES. BUENA VISTA SOCIAL CLUB. SLUM VILLAGE. TRUE LIVE. THE DOORS. THE BEACH BOYS. THE RAMONES. THE MARS VOLTA. NANCY SINATRA. KRS ONE. TALIB KWELI. THE STROKES. THE WHITE STRIPES. GYM CLASS HEROES. BLINK 182. PEDRO INFANTE. LOS LOBOS. RITCHIE VALENS. CREAM. LADYTRON. TOMMY JAMES AND THE SHONDELLS. DOROTHY ASHBY. DIANA ROSS AND THE SUPREMES. BLUE OYSTER CULT. AALIYAH. MARY WELLS. SHIRLEY BASSEY. ERYKAH BADU. BILL WITHERS. SYSTEM OF A DOWN. THE USED. AUDIOSLAVE. CANDLEBOX. ALICE IN CHAINS. OZZY OSBOURNE. SNAKE RIVER CONSPIRACY. GENITORTURERS. BOOTSY COLLINS. METALLICA. EYES SET TO KILL. TLC. THE CLASH. THE BAND. NINJA TUNE. BLONDIE. SEAN LENNON. MARILYN MONROE.

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Television:

TV IS A BRAINWASHING MACHINE! I do like to watch true crime shows and cartoons sometimes though...

Books:

I actually like to read... almost anything I get my hands on. Anything I can learn from...

Heroes:

TIGER ARMY "ROSE OF THE DEVILS GARDEN"

"I hug her till I start to hurt her, She wants to dance to my pulse but I've got heart murmurs.""but I crumble completely when you cry""In dreams your mine all the time".GETfrom a head full of pressure rest the senses that i clutch. made a date with divinity but she wouldn't let me fuck. i got touched by a hazy shade of god, help me change. caught a rush on the floor from the life in my veins. it goes: one for the cannabis. and two for your diunetics. three for your reasoning. and four for those that try and get it. five for your love. and six for the stress. and seven for the day that i climbed into this mess. from a head full of pressure, rest the senses that i clutch. made a date with divinity but she wouldn't let me fuck. i got touched by a hazy shade of god, help me change. caught a rush on the floor from the life in my veins. I'm catchin ulcers from the childproof lighters. and all of these fine-toothed biters that keep the wires in my head tighter. i'm tired out by the distances achieved walkin in my sleep. floors got shifted since the high got a tad too deep. ask Dad to keep cool. ill call him back as soon as i resume normal, and get out of this bathroom. and call management. seek some reimbursement. for the nerve endings that burn from the first hits. from a head full of pressure rest the senses that i clutch. made a date with divinity but she wouldn't let me fuck. i got touched by a hazy shade of god, help me change. caught a rush on the floor from the life in my veins. so fuck needles, fuck smoke, fuck lines that make the sinus choke fuck chasers and trails, fuck raves and rails fuck hangovers, fuck hallucinations regurgitations, mandatory sentences and you wait tracing blind by insight and dulled common sense. give me inhibition, kill the superstition and the confidence. built a tolerance now its more that i consume. and when it boards up my room the world's whores will croon in unison. unify the eulogy. autopsy pages read euthenasia i.e. irony. well here i be within a pool of my drool, sedated. windows dilated. comatose life overdose. tell Jacob Miles keep it wild-style. i promise i'll smile. and check the floor, god's got nice tile. tell Jacob Miles keep it wild-style, I promise i'll smile, and check your floor god's got nice tile. head. pressure. senses. clutch. date. divinity. wouldn't. fuck. touched. hazy. god. change. rush. floor. life..."Life's not a bitch. life is a beautiful woman. You only call her a bitch because she won't let you get that pussy. Maybe she didn't feel you shared any similar interests. Or maybe you're just an asshole who couldn't sweet talk the princess."

My Blog

GUESS WHAT!

SO....in case you don't know yet, I'm 2 months pregnant! When I first found out I was pregnant, it was unexpected and I was really sad and scared because Im young and still have things I need to ...
Posted by SAMANTHA. on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 01:25:00 PST

simple instructions for living a happy life, courtesy of the buddha

Here are three brief sutras that show how the idea of rebirth contributes to our compassion for others, as well as giving us a little comfort for ourselves.Duggata Sutta -- The hard-times sutraWhen yo...
Posted by SAMANTHA. on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 03:05:00 PST

QUOTES

Anyway, no drug, not even alcohol, causes the fundamental ills of society. If we're looking for the source of our troubles, we shouldn't test people for drugs, we should test them for stupidity, ignor...
Posted by SAMANTHA. on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 05:17:00 PST