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...:::Heyyyy all you guys whats up!!! I am sooo tired of the DRAMA I am out of it finally... so please if thats all you're going to bring. STOP READING and move on. I am doing good with my life FOR ONCE!so yey for me. haha!!!! yeah ne whoo for all the people out there that wanna talk CRAP on me go right on ahead because you WONT and CANT bring me down. I am way to strong a person to let some small town BS get to me. As well I dont want anyone who is going to bring me down from being me. I am finally doing good in my life and I am not stopping and taking a detour anymore... sorry people NOT HAPPENING!!!! I am also looking for a guy who can love me, let me be me, and except me for who I am... if you're him get at me... so yeah anyway u wanna get to know me better just message me if not than its been a pleasure!:::...
Music Video Codes - MySpace Layouts ..:: An Alcoholics' Anthem ::.. ..:: Sometimes when I reflect back on all the beer I drink I feel ashamed- Then I look into the glass and think about all the workers in the brewery and all of their hopes && dreams. ::....:: If I didn't drink this beer, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. The I say to myself, "It is better that I drink this beer and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver!!" ::................::::`AMEN' ::::...............
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"Change"My heart has stopped.The motion of life has ended.The thought of my world is dark and cold.Are all things I fear.The feeling of life so fare away.I search, I hope and I pray.That one day all this may change.All my life I have let the ones so close to me down.Hurt them so.But now I feel alive again.My heart finally beats.And my world now is bright and warm.I owe that to my family.Maggie SwistokCopyright 2006 Maggie Swistok....::::: heyy everyone.. this is just one of my MANY POEMS! go read em.. please... thats some insight as to who I am! love 33 Maggie :::::....

I'd like to meet:

:: ugh! I dunno I found me someone good.. I dont need to meet anyone else.. Im good on that!!! ::

Music:

..:: I love all kinds of music. I do like a lil country. But honestly not much to be honest. I am a sucker for musicals! sad I know but hey!!! what can ya do? lol ::..

Movies:

"Lost in My Own Mind."Running, going towards something.Picking up the pace.I am almost there.Donâ€™t know what Iâ€™ll find once I get there.Scared of what the secrets my shadows may tell.All I want to know is what Is behind the shadows.Iâ€™m almost there canâ€™t breathe.Iâ€™m so close I can feel the presence of it.As I turn the corner I am startled I ran into something.That something was ME!I fell to the ground and I and when I looked up I was looking at myself.But staring down at me was a dark person. Margaret J Swistok April 27th,2006 Â©

Television:

..:: I am soooo totally a TV BUFF! I guess its a GREAT way to keep me outta trouble! haha ::..

Books:

..:: I love to read anything that will make me stand on my tippy toes that will make me wanna not put the book down.... I may not look like it but.. I am a geek haha!!! I love to read I love to write... I have quit a few poems published.. so if you guys wanna go check em out lemme know so I can give you the informantion everyone lemme know what you think thanks! ::..

Heroes:

..:: I know this is going to sound weird but GOD has to be it. He has gotten me through all the BAD and HORRIABLE things that have happened to me. All the crap I have been through and the rough times god has gotten me through it and made me the person who I am today. And for that I love him.. ::..

My Blog

.. my heart has broaken ..

All these years of myself dating this guy and that guy. Not one of them working out I had completely given up on dateing ANYONE! I was just someone out having fun living the single life getting back ...
Posted by I </3 plAYinG iNn tHE WhITe SstUff! on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 09:39:00 PST

:: I dont know anymore! ::

Yeah I dunno anymore people.. My mind is going in like rotations of 360* 24-7 and I duno how much longer I am going to be able to handle it. I want it all but cant have but a fraction. I found someth...
Posted by I </3 plAYinG iNn tHE WhITe SstUff! on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 06:54:00 PST

...:::: have u ever felt soo alone with some many people around you? ::::...

Everytime I look at myself I feel like I am the worst person... all my life I have had nothing but let downs and heart aches... I swear I hate life... all these people around me have shit s...
Posted by I </3 plAYinG iNn tHE WhITe SstUff! on Tue, 28 Mar 2006 06:48:00 PST

...::: sCaReD :::...

I just wrote this not to long ago... I am at a point in my life right now that I am scared of.. I am scared of who I am... I am just scared... the poem will explain it all.. so people please read it a...
Posted by I </3 plAYinG iNn tHE WhITe SstUff! on Wed, 25 Jan 2006 08:49:00 PST

...:::: Love and Laughter ::::...

alrighty everyone.. this is me putting yet another fucking depressing poem on here.. so read it love it and enjoy it... this is me at my most naked and uncovered! Love and Laughter Love and laughter....
Posted by I </3 plAYinG iNn tHE WhITe SstUff! on Sat, 14 Jan 2006 01:24:00 PST

..:: all I want no more no less ::..

Yeah people this one is a crazy one. I was actually a lil baked.. I had a pen and paper in my hand and this just came out. I recently just entered it into a contest actually right before I poested it....
Posted by I </3 plAYinG iNn tHE WhITe SstUff! on Fri, 09 Dec 2005 11:01:00 PST

" Wind "

You wanna know the crazy part about this poem I was actually sitting on a bench out in the cold in the front of my apartment building just looking around thinking and this all came out it was rather s...
Posted by I </3 plAYinG iNn tHE WhITe SstUff! on Fri, 09 Dec 2005 10:50:00 PST

..:: the past is the past let me be ::..

All of my poems are under the copyright law.. please dont take or else u'll be charged with plagirism thanks and just enjoy my talent for what its worth! " In The Past " As I sit her...
Posted by I </3 plAYinG iNn tHE WhITe SstUff! on Thu, 01 Dec 2005 10:02:00 PST

..:: realize who u hurt ::..

Okay people I wrote this one back when I was 14 years old.. crazy shit huh?? and once again its copywritten so dont try n take it haha.. just appreciate it like you did the last one Dear God I ...
Posted by I </3 plAYinG iNn tHE WhITe SstUff! on Sat, 26 Nov 2005 12:36:00 PST

..:: appreacite life for what its worth ::..

OKay everyone I wrote this a few years ago.. this is copywrited so dont try and steel it just appreciate it for all its worth.. and if u really understand it... you got what I was going for.... Tears ...
Posted by I </3 plAYinG iNn tHE WhITe SstUff! on Sat, 26 Nov 2005 11:10:00 PST