hey hey.... i have lots of psudeo names yo, some call me bee, and that's obvious. most peeps call me teye (some pronounce it "tie" and others pronounce it "tay"... i answer to both), nita is my childhood name, and then there's goddess... that's pretty obvious too, haha! i'm still married, i got seperated over a year ago and it was a rough year yo but i've learned who truly loves me and cares about me when i stop. i never understood why people said i was so strong but i get it now. i should be divorced within the next couple of months! i heard after the divorce is finalized that's the best feeling ever. i will know soon enough. i love life and appreciate living it. i have inner peace. i love meeting new people. strangers become friends and friends become strangers. it's getting easier for me to instinctively know which bridges to burn and which ones to build. detachment is the most beautiful art i am practicing. i can't control everything.... only myself. be happy, it's better than the alternative. love is from within yo. (fricken john and miguel have me saying yo all the time! i can't stop, it's taken over me!) i want to go to the beach a lot this summer. summer 2007 was life changing for me. i discovered and met so many beautiful genuine people and become even closer to others who have helped me through the hardest lessons i've had to live, learn, and understand all over again. summer 2008 is gonna be an even greater because i know better. i have better things to learn this year. i'm so excited. whatever happens, whatever gets thrown onto my path, i'm excited to see what will come of it. BRING IT because i'm lovin it
“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.†- Marianne Williamson
