Asher [current=205.3 Goal=170]

I cut all my hair off, to help remind me that I'm trying to lose weight. My goal is 170. I'm not eating any fast food until I weigh 170.
Starting weight on Aug 14th,2008=209.8
Updated Weight on Aug 18th,2008=206.8
I lost three pounds! Yay!
Updated Weight on Aug 21st,2008=205.3
Because I lost control on the 19th, I havent lost very much since I last updated. But I'm still going in the right direction!
I'm going to be making regular updates to this, if not every day, then as often as I can. Keep checking in and give me support if you want! =)
..WARNING, THIS ABOUT ME MAY CONTAIN EXPLICIT CONTENT, READ AT YOUR OWN RISK..
So. What is my life like right now? Let ME tell YOU something. Everything is crazy. Everything always keeps changing. I don't know if I want stability in my life or what, I'm not really sure, exactly, but recently things have kinda been keeping me down. Like really. A WHOLE WHOLE LOT of roommate drama, which I HATE. And almost had problems with the law, but got out of that, don't ask for details. I wasn't guilty anyway lol. It's just been a lot harder to stay happy recently. And that concerns me. A LOT. Because being happy is important, and I want to be happy all the time but i've been kind of morose lately and it's scaring me. Like I don't even care about anything at all anymore hardly. A shortcut to heaven sounds pretty good right about now. And it's so hard for me to talk to anybody about this for some reason. I don't even understand why. I love helping people with their problems and helping them through their difficulties, but I have a problem with asking people for help. I guess. I'm not really sure. I guess this is kind of a cry for help. even though nobody will read this probably, so it's kind of a moot point. With my luck my dad will probably read it and be like "Asher what's going on with you?" and I'll be like "I'm fine dad, don't worry about it." because I really don't think he could help me with it. ANYWAY. I'm done with . My dad doesn't need to read that either, lol. But seriously. Just to warn you ladies, I've heard that I SUCK AT $ex. So do not have $exual relations with me, please, you'll just be disappointed. BUT, You can cuddle with me. Because I'm good at that, at least I think so. I quit KFC and I gained weight, how the hell does that work? But yeah I really love cuddling, I like it better then $ex, because I guess $ex is not my strong point anyway and it wasn't that pleasurable anyway. It's so fun making these huge long about me's that nobody ever reads, because when you write it you think "maybe somebody will actually read this someday" when in reality 99.9% of people just look at the Profile name, the headline, and just about the first 3 words of the about me and then they're looking at the pictures. Because myspace is a shallow place. You don't read someone's about me to decide if you will add them, you look at their pictures. Admit it, it's true. Lucky for me I know how to work the angles :P Wow this has been one huge run on paragraph I'm about to make a new line.
That feels better. even though I think there isn't much left to say. And to the person who I know will probably read this by tomorrow, "what's up sarah?" lol. Oh, there is one more thing that's been ing me off lately. Everybody is freaking out on me lately about substances. IM TRYING EVERYTHING ONCE YOU DUMBAY. So get off my fcuking back. Thank you.
I like people. =)
I like hanging out with people. =)
I like being with people. =)
I do not like being alone. =(
If you get to know me, you will like me. =)
I promise. =P
Unless you're a douche
I used to have my number on here.
But I got tired of prank calls.
So message me for my digits! =P
The People That Youlll Probably See Me With: Udi, Soren, Chris, Fred, Emm, Nick, Hillary
Known this guy forever and I love him to
This is Soren, 5 years and counting and we still get along
This is Matt. He's thuggin
This is Mike. Thug
gold chain pikachu retarded-dad asian cute amazing. This is Frieda
Amber! Aww she's so small and cute!
This is Jessica. She's black. w00t
This is my cousin Morgan. She's really cool, o yah
Kendra! Geometry would suck withoutchu!!!
Peyton[Stole my frikkin glove]
Tori[Stole my other frikkin glove]
Hilary, she drives Sharky!
Alexis! If she's not in my lunch next semester i'm going to skip class to go to lunch with her! That's just how much I care!
Got this nukka's back fo life
This is Racial, she's tight
Jill is a freakin gangsta,
Me and Josh been hangin fo years, Steak N Shake all da way!
Hannah is cool, but we can never be together
Elisa(I spelled it wrong on purpose, HA!)Mia, she's got the tightest faux hawk!
I met Suisa at goodwill, and saw her the following saturday at cpac!This gurll goes to my school, and I still don't know why her url has KFC in it
This dawg Dillon was the first person to say I was sceneDavid, asians are just coolGoes to mah school, I sit at lunch wit dis gurllHannah, she's so sweet :PJohn, Halo 2Max, another tight asianJthong, his hat is tighttt
I always try to hook Katelyn up WITH OTHER GUYS cause she asks me, but she'll never go through with it!ho
Try to disregard the following text. It's kind of outdated and I don't really think that way anymore, but I can't take it off because I said I wouldn't ever take it off, haha. Soooooo..... yeah.
I'm sick and tired of love.
I've broken too many hearts.
I don't mean to. Really I don't.
I just can't help it.
For some reason whoever I'm with gets hopelessly attached to me, and can't seem to live without me; and that's not a pointed stab at a previous relationship. Don't read that into it.
It just makes me sad because at my age any relationship I have isn't going to last forever, so I don't want a relationship.
I don't want to hurt anybody anymore. So I'm not interested in a relationship. I don't mind having fun, but don't get mad when I don't want to spend the rest of my life with you, ok?
I know I sound like a jerk, but do YOU want to hurt anybody?
I feel even worse because I don't get hurt. It's impossible. Try it. I dare you. Do you like to hurt? Then hurt ME. Talk trash about me to my friends, talk trash about me to my face, spit on me hit me kill me I'll end up in heaven anyway. Haha. I'm going to heaven. Who's comin wit me?
I'm not ever taking this off 2/26/2007