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About Me

aim SN: watercolor coma

Dying Awake at 5:30am With Company

And nothing but strangers in the room now.
What illness was concealed
in their gift?

It's a room of expressionless faces--
I've been made one the same!
A room over my grave has been dug.

The world whips into motion.
I can't perceive a thing;
I feel nothing but what I lack.

The body strains to manage its deficit.
Hours ago we were intimates.
Goals, destinations!--

All have fled or have flattened now.
A steamroller drags the brain
as it rolls over the body.

I have nothing to do with living.
The skin is nothing but a drape!
The senses sense death.

Priorities, concerns of a day-life extinct
grow fat and urgent in the world
but they have already perished in the mind.

My Interests

Music:

Marissa Nadler, NIN, Hidden Cameras, Paula Frazer, The Czars, Lucinda Williams, Kristin Hersh, Tori Amos, The Knife, The Smiths, Ramones, TV on the Radio, Neko Case, Mickey Avalon, The Caesars, Brian Jonestown Massacre, Enon, Cyndi Lauper, Patrick Wolf, Pat Benatar, Pansy Division, Jim White, Nina Gordon, Tina Dico, Smashing Pumpkins,

Movies:

Wonderboys
Imaginary Heroes
My Own Private Idaho

Television:

Heroes:

Who will save my soul, for the lies that I've told?

My Blog

25 sept 08 - can’t see the forest for the trees anymore...

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Posted by Timothy M. Kushi on Fri, 26 Sep 2008 04:25:00 PST

24 sept 08 - and we return back to the place where words belong

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Posted by Timothy M. Kushi on Wed, 24 Sep 2008 05:48:00 PST

23 sept 08 - me and my charms

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Posted by Timothy M. Kushi on Wed, 24 Sep 2008 05:24:00 PST

22 sept 08 - i am doll eyes, doll mouth, doll legs...

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Posted by Timothy M. Kushi on Tue, 23 Sep 2008 07:56:00 PST

4 May - tell me good things, tell me my world is safe

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Posted by Timothy M. Kushi on Sun, 04 May 2008 01:50:00 PST

3 May 2008 - Where No One Knows My Name

Posted by Timothy M. Kushi on Sat, 03 May 2008 03:20:00 PST

1 May 2008 - most people are so ugly.

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Posted by Timothy M. Kushi on Fri, 02 May 2008 05:24:00 PST

8 april - and once we start the needle clicks

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Posted by Timothy M. Kushi on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 02:48:00 PST

2 april - this is not my town and will never be.

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Posted by Timothy M. Kushi on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 04:46:00 PST

11 February - desolation

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Posted by Timothy M. Kushi on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 06:03:00 PST