ja florendo

Awakening

"His gaze from staring through the bars has grown so weary that it can take in nothing more . . For him it is as though there were a thousand bars, and behind the thousand bars, no world . Limbs weak...
Posted by ja florendo on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 09:30:00 PST

fairytales and make believe

i have nothing good to say.im dying,do you know how much it hurts? ive been crying everynight since he left me sometimes i dont realize that even in public my tears fall i'm trying everything to forge...
Posted by ja florendo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

my boring life I

love comes when we least expect it... yeah right, but what if it never comes... thats one of my fears. maybe thats why i try my best to conjure up love. i dont want to reach mid-20s and yes, still...
Posted by ja florendo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

my boring life II

its busy season again, june is just around the corner and i'm trying all my best to avoid it. sometimes i wonder why i dnt get anything done. then i realized... i have a wierd approach to prob...
Posted by ja florendo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

hayy

pilipinas, kamusta ka na ba? hindi ko napansin, o hindi ko lang talaga sineseryoso ang naging sitwasyon ng bansa ko, nagising nalang ako bigla nang isang araw, at nakapagmasid. nakakaawa na siya. ...
Posted by ja florendo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

to you! yes, to you!

wow, you people are actually checking my blog out. thirty views already... hahhah... ok i'll give you an update. i am... hmmm... gonna stop bitching from now on, but that doesnt mean i am happy or ...
Posted by ja florendo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

beauty in chaos

most of the time everythings just so fast you don't know what hit you. at firt you think you've got it all figured out -- what to do and what not to. but in the end you still find yoursrlf in th...
Posted by ja florendo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the reality of ham

when you are real you dont mind being hurt. it doesnt happen all at once. you become. it takes a long time, thats why it doesnt often happen to people who break easily, or have sharp edges or who ha...
Posted by ja florendo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

my hearts in pieces

this year's been really a blur. ive had a lot of flings, and all of them ended with me getting burned. 9 and still counting... i have no growth at all. ive been doing the same mistakes for a year now....
Posted by ja florendo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

he gave me wings not so i could fly, but for him to see me crash down and die

i am so furious at this person right now. maybe because i'm getting affected by all his actions. i am not into him... maybe not anymore. or maybe i'm just saying that. oh my god. he can be so insen...
Posted by ja florendo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST