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About Me

I'm 38 years old. I have been Married for 17 happy years. To a Selma Police Sargeant. I have 2 great (Grown step-children) a son Roy Jr. and a daughter Amy. I Had The Greatest Mom In The World Until She passed Nov. 1, 2003. I was in sever deppression when she died. I guess I just started pulling myself out of it 3 months ago. I Love my Dad more than anything and He's the Greatest Dad in the World. I'm not crazy (but when I sleep I've learned how to have out of body experinces I read about this and studied this. And this is what I did with my Mom all those years. Visit my Mom, Grandma and Lee (My baby I Lost). I got lost in the time I spent with them, I was happier with them then the living. It was Mom that made me start to understand what I was doing when she made the comment in anger that I didn't have a problem with the dead I had a problem with the living. I stayed so connected with her she was not dead to me and in a way as long as I have this gift she never will be completly. But I'm not lost in her anymore. But She's still with me.My personality is I trust to easy. And People take advantage of that. My worst quality is I always belived you could count on your family. No matter what they would Love you and never hurt you. I was way wrong. My Family are the ones I should have gaurded my heart from. But I am Happy and I always look for the good in people because you have to belive it's in there somewhere.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

God,Jesus,John Edward,Garth Brooks,"Dog" The Bounty Hunter Crew,Toby Keith,& Christine Kane(of Kane) Trace Adkins was on this list But I met him and saw him in A small Live concert in Lebenon TN. You may have saw it on GAC December 1, 2007 Any body and every body everyone is special in their own way.

My Blog

Sink Showering Monkey

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.... Cute clip
Posted by on Fri, 12 Sep 2008 13:37:00 GMT

Dear Mr. Obama

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TG4fe9GlWS8
Posted by on Sat, 06 Sep 2008 12:18:00 GMT

I am posting this due to the fact Roy & Secil lost the baby. And This Help when it happen to me

Just Those Few Weeks For those few weeks- I had you myself. And that seems too short of time To be changed so profoundly. In those few weeks- I came to know you... and to love you....
Posted by on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 01:42:00 GMT

My Page

Thanks for all the emails about my page. Its Dedicated to My Mom. I don't want people to think I'm severly depressed because I'm not. I love Life. Life is a great thing. But when I'm called Home...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Aug 2008 00:54:00 GMT

Jesus

In the past couple months I find myself going back to my faith more and more. I have felt that warm loving light on the other side. No pain, no anger just warm pure LOVE. He is there waiting.
Posted by on Mon, 11 Aug 2008 19:49:00 GMT

Deppression

When you lose somebody like a parent, it knocks you to the ground. When that parent was your best friend and even though you lived 150 miles away from them you talked to them 5 or 6 times a day for ho...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Aug 2008 11:37:00 GMT