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aShLeY dEaNnA

I wanna feel Something Thats real that moves me that proves to me i am still alive..I just wanna bre

About Me

Hey my name is Ashley...I have been back here in Indiana for about 2 years now i moved out to California for 2 years and loved it haha I was on Edwards Air Force Base ....Fun times!! I miss my mother, sister,and brother they still live out there!!!!!And speaking of out there my best friend...my sister moved to Guam in august! I miss her so much!!! I consider myself to be a pretty cool person. I am laid back and just try to take things as they come at me. However i can be confusing at times..but i am only human. I am trying to figure out what i want to do with myself. I thought i wanted to be a police officer but i just dont know anymore. So much has changed. I am also thinking about moving to a state far away from indiana!!!! I can't wait either lol...Its weird waking up and dreading looking out your window to see your still stuck in Indiana.lol sad this i know. Well i guess that sums it up!! I love meeting new people so dont be afraid to im or message me...Aim is deannasgoodies4u And my yahoo is deannababy69 Hope to hear from you!!!!!Muah/style

My Interests

Right now i am focusing on me and finding out what i wanna do in life. I like to go fishing...Pssh..I am the fishing Queen right here ha...But i pretty much enjoy anything!

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet a man. I am tired of dealing with imature men. I want a man that will respect me and himself. I just want to fall head over heels

Music:

Music umm i listen to.......ANYTHING....I am currently hooked on hard core bands something about them relaxs me............ Some of my fav. Bands/Artists are....... STAIND(fav band of all time)....KNOW LYFE.....Lyfe Jennings....Toby Keith...ANNA NALICK........Lil Jon.........Ciara...Just all kinds lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Movies:

The NoteBook...Saw 2...Running Scared...Just Friends...16 Blocks....Van Wilder..Hostile..Wolf Creek..Match Point..The Davinci Code...Haha i like anything really.......lol

Television:

Uhh whats that????????? No seriously though i hardly watch tv to busy doing other things......seriously life is to short to be glued to a tv.....

Books:

I love poetry books...and real life stories my fav is "A boy Called IT"......A few others i have read latley are ..Divine secrets ot the yaya sisterhood............A million little Pieces......tuesday with Morrie.....Even Cow Girls Get the blues...and now working on The Life of bees..lol.........I love poetry......Things that are real........hehe Summer Romances are like: Shooting stars, a spactacular momment of light in the heavens, a fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash there gone!......Life isn't about the breaths you take it's about the momments that take your breath away.....If you take away, these memories, all that's left, is just..me

Heroes:

Um..My sister! She is everything to me and she has taught me how to be such a better person she is a one in a million! I also gotta put Tyra Banks...Dr. Phil....And Ohpra!! hahah

My Blog

Bleeding

These words you say are causing me to bleed....... Cant you see i am hurting.........The shortness of my breath the pounding in my chest...I've been bleeding for a while....But you dont even see....
Posted by aShLeY dEaNnA rOcK on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 10:07:00 PST

rambling....

Wow...I am really amazed with all that has been going on latley......Lives going....and coming. I am just taken back by it all in how just under a year everything changes.  I look back at everyth...
Posted by aShLeY dEaNnA rOcK on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 09:25:00 PST

Boston

In the light of the sun is there anyone?oh it has begun......Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed....This world you must've crossed.... you said....You don't know me, you don't ev...
Posted by aShLeY dEaNnA rOcK on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 11:17:00 PST

Lyfe

Why is lyfe like a roller coaster. One moment you are having a great great week. Then all of a sudden you feel like nothing. Why dont good things happen to people that help others?? People who are the...
Posted by aShLeY dEaNnA rOcK on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 07:31:00 PST

WHY

Hey ya'll!!!!! So i just wanted to do some writing about my life. My everything. My thoughts my self being my well my everything.   Well i have been pretty stressed latley. With well EVERYTH...
Posted by aShLeY dEaNnA rOcK on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 09:29:00 PST

Thoughts

So......I havent wrote a blog in so long!!! I kinda miss it hehe. Well Just wanted to tune everyone into what is going on in my life right now!!Well as most of you know i moved i now live over near Pe...
Posted by aShLeY dEaNnA rOcK on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 08:13:00 PST

My results are in!

Hey everyone!! Just wanted to once again thank you all for your support!!!! I am so excited about starting my life! I am have been wanting to be a Police officer for sometime now and to think that the...
Posted by aShLeY dEaNnA rOcK on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 05:08:00 PST

The truth of life right here!

 I don't Want to Waste another Day stuck IN The Shadows of My Mistakes....Life is too short...grudges are a complete waste of Perfect Happiness..LAUGH when you can...Apologize when you Should...a...
Posted by aShLeY dEaNnA rOcK on Mon, 03 Jul 2006 09:25:00 PST

LAPD......

Hey Everyone havent posted anyhting in a while just wanted to let everyone know i applied for the lapd! I hope i get a call back!!!Trying to get out of indiana and go back to the state i love!!! WISH ...
Posted by aShLeY dEaNnA rOcK on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 09:44:00 PST

St. Patricks Day

So yesterday was st. Patricks Day....OMG.....I worked from 6-2 and right when i got off i started my day off drinking...I had some Bacardi Razz and sprite YUMMY..........Then of course i had to go out...
Posted by aShLeY dEaNnA rOcK on Sat, 18 Mar 2006 06:58:00 PST