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~~With the venomous kiss you gave me, I'm killing lonliness with you~~

About Me

So I figured I would actually take the time and explain some about myself...I am just a typical girl from a small town that has big dreams and high hopes. I consider myself a great person to get along with. Yea I come off as shy at first.. you just have to get to know who I am. Trust me when I say that when I get to know a person more I never do shut up. Literally I dont lol. I am a very happy person, and I love being with people that I care about the most. I have been through so much in life that I have come to realize that life really is short and to just live life everyday to the fullest. I am a huge gamer (yea i am a geek too lol). I have a lot of awesome friends, that I am very thankful to have. They have been there for me when the times were rough and when I need someone to just talk to. I am a strong person, I have hit close to rock bottom before, yet I overcame everything and here I am today :) a better person. I admit a flaw, that I have a hard time trusting people. I have been burned alot in the past with some very important people in my life, so it takes a long time, though when you gain my trust then that is something important to have from me. I am willing to do anything to try and help a person out in need, (I wear my heart on my shoulders as they say) If you ever see me then you'll notice I always have a smile on my face. I try and keep optimistic even if things are wacko. I love goofing off and being silly. I like writing when I get the time, or just read. I could go on and on with this about me to explain some about who I am...but you'll never really know truly until you actually talk to me. So if you ever see me out never hesitate to say hi and that you know me from myspace, i am not gonna freak out or anything lol.

My Interests



I'd like to meet:


YOU.

Omg I have fans XD

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Music:


HIM, Black Label Society, Killswitch engage All that remains The rasmus Hinder, It dies Today, Black Lab theory of a deadman The birthday Massacre 30 seconds to mars Panic! at the disco, Frou frou Lamb of God
Hellogoodbye Onerepublic Bobby Valentino
Guns and roses, Earshot, Fallout Boy, Acceptance, INXS,Yellowcard, Snow patrol, Ciara, Ludacris, Mariah Carey, Backstreet boys, Destinys child, Gwen Stefani, 50 cent, Ozzy Ossborne, Smile Empty Soul, Good Charlotte, Pearl Jam, Lifehouse, Brian Mcknight, Nelly, Chingy, Lil Kim, 12 Stones, Toby Mac, 3 doors Down, Creed, audioslave, Brand New, Jay Z, Linkin Park, Chevelle, crossfade, Howie Day, Ryan Cabrera, Jessica Simpson, The Killers, Flaw, Breaking Benjamin, Hot Action Cop, Jet, Muse, Beck, Jack Johnson, Lenny Kravitz, Korn, Limp Bizkit, Rob Thomas, Dave Mathews Band, Jesse McCartney, Boyz II Men, Eminem, Frankie J, Ginuwine, Missy Elliot, LL Cool J, Mario, Mario Winans, Mya, Ray J, Maroon 5, Keith Sweat, All 4 one, Cradle of filth, Zwan, ringside, Billy currington, Orgy, Type o negative, KoRn, Coldplay, Black eyed peas, Franz ferdinand, Modest Mouse, 112, Nelly, Pussycat dolls, Zeromancer, Kayne West, Rihanna, NE-YO,

Movies:

The whole Saw Series Fear 28 weeks later The ring The Grudge Skeleton Key Pursuit of Happiness Anger Management The notebook The princess Bride Scream Snakes on a plane AND this list can go ..

Television:



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Books:

Sidney Sheldon "are you afraid of the dark"

Heroes:

My mom- There is so much I could say about just how awesome my mother is. She is the reason I am who I am today. She has done so much for me. I am the luckiest person to have her as my mother. She has been through so much in her life that yet she always can stay happy. She wears her heart on her shoulders. I would do anything in the world for my mom, and she is just the best! A million words couldnt even begin to describe how much she means to me love you mom!
Hobie- God only knows what i would have done without having such a great person as Hobie in my life. He is not only my cousin, but he is my best friend and more like a brother than anything. I can trust him with anything and can turn to him when my life has went shitty. Hobie you rock and i love you tons!
Friends
Edna- She is a kick @ss cousin. For someone her age i have never seen someone be so mature as her. she has been through a lot of stuff in her life and yet you can always see her hold a smile. She is my lil sis and my mini- me. She effin rocks! XD Heather- We have been friends since we was in headstart!wow lmao. She is awesome to be around and always there for me when i need her. She is very honest and very open minded and not afraid to say what is on her mind. We have been through so much together and i love her! David- He is insane! I met him in 9th grade and my life has never been the same...XD lmfao! He is so great to be around, life is never dull when we hang out. He rocketh my sockeths XD Josh- he is one of my closest friends and we are pretty much always together and always causing trouble and doing something stupid lmao. He is defintly a stupid fucker, but i heart him XD Jay- he is my real brother. 13 yrs definitly has been a long time without seeing him, but it is great to finally build a relationship with him. Love ya bro!! Josh- so he is pretty much awesome and i miss him all the time when he is gone away with the coastguard, i miss the times i shared with him in high school that was the shit and he is great to hang out with. Matt- lil pimp daddy ! lmfao he is definitly one of my close friends i have known him for like ever, and miss him tons! To matt- stay safe while your gone, gonna party when you come back home! Daniel- the childhood friend, known him for yrs. He is like my younger brother and i love him to pieces. All i wish him is the best in life Joe- the other childhood friend, he is definitly been a awesome pal and i love him dearly, we have shared many great memories together and i am happy to have him as a friend and someone in my life Collin- I met him through xanga.com and have been friends ever since. It is great to have him to talk to and i am glad i know him. I cant wait to see him sometime! Chris- He is awesome, and a pretty cool friend, met him through myspace (the friend connection XD) and talk to him tons now yay! Cant wait to hang out with him again :) Ps:he is a good dancer lol Keon- Met Him my freshman year in high school and been friends ever since. He is a great guy all around and someone i can talk to and someone who i feel understands me. He is a great guy and i am lucky to have him in my life! Dave- my sober beotch! lol he is the shit and he always knows how to make me laugh, i can see him taking over the world someday :-O LOL oh btw to dave: sorry for all of my drunken episodes where i tried to beat you up haha
This I am still working on so dont get angry if your not on here yet :P
Never will be forgotten

My Blog

getting my act together

so if you havent noticed by now i usually dont write a blog on myspace unless i have something big or something to say besides it has been like ages since i have posted one up so i guess it is due tim...
Posted by º°L|e|s|l|i|e°º on Sat, 14 Jun 2008 11:15:00 PST

wow finally bloggin again.

So yea i figured it was due time for another entry on here....I think this could help just getting my thoughts down and kinda do my own rant...Things are finally starting to look up for me..SOME THING...
Posted by º°L|e|s|l|i|e°º on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 04:53:00 PST

To some of the family that likes to "spy"

as of late i have been told by my mother that some people in my family have been "spying" on me through myspace, and saying some negative comments about me and Hobie....here is a note to you if you wa...
Posted by º°L|e|s|l|i|e°º on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 12:21:00 PST

My new outlook

ya know it is honestly amazing as to how one small thing or just a small change to your everday life can actually CHANGE you. As for me that would be with my sudden lose weight quit smoking goal ( I a...
Posted by º°L|e|s|l|i|e°º on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 08:01:00 PST

2006 is over!!!

The party=== and wow i am sooo still recovering from the new yrs party. I had a blast though,,, from what i remember XD. I'll just say this much when a person has so much stress and aggravation going ...
Posted by º°L|e|s|l|i|e°º on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 10:16:00 PST

3 yrs without him...

Never been really good at venting about this...but i am gonna try so (november 2nd) makes 3 yrs that i lost my best friend Evan... Kinda having a bad night just thinking about it. I have cried some ju...
Posted by º°L|e|s|l|i|e°º on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 08:44:00 PST

LMFAO wow i need sleep

So my brother sent me the link to this video and i am tired and still laughing my ass off at it...i think i need sleep XD CANDY MOUNTAIN!!Add to My Profile | More Videos   AND i know i REALLY ne...
Posted by º°L|e|s|l|i|e°º on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 12:04:00 PST

About my lovely top 8 :)

80 Questions about your top 8Number 1: HobieNumber 2: Edna (moo)Number 3: JoshyNumber 4: DaveNumber 5: HollyNumber 6: ChrisNumber 7: CollinNumber 8: Jay Number 8- Jay- my brother :) 1. How long have y...
Posted by º°L|e|s|l|i|e°º on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 04:50:00 PST

almost my b-day!!

july 23 makes two more weeks till my b-day, whoot whoot, now enjoy my friends vid mwhaha :P     .. height=350 width=425> ..>...
Posted by º°L|e|s|l|i|e°º on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 10:42:00 PST

the pain i cant even explain

i honestly dont think i have ever been in this much pain in my life. So yea here is what happened i was put in the hospital over the weekend due to an infection in my ears and well it ended up spreadi...
Posted by º°L|e|s|l|i|e°º on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 07:13:00 PST