Celeritas aka Nite

.. Hi, my name is Christopher…but call me whatever.  I go by Nite or Niteme as well.  Anywho, I haven’t refined this is a while and its about time to do so.  So where to start with meh?  I can start by saying first off I am an atheist.  This come of as a shock to people especially the ones at the bar I go to dance.  They some how feel that my passion and passion for dancing is linked to some form of higher power.  But my strong sense of reality makes me want to live and have fun.  I want to help others have fun too, even though I’ve been getting treated poorly…time and time again. 
I am a secular-humanist. I am all for the separation of church and state. I do not like having “in god we trust” printed on all our money. And “one nation under god” Give me a break. How about “one nation in the vast cosmos”? I like that much better. But I would like to find common ground with all people, without evoking a god. That shit leads to george w. and other stupid things being done in the name of backwards progression. We all need to find common ground so we can gather everyone in the globalize world and share idea’s, work together, solve problems. The times of burning people at the stake are done in America but continue in other third world countries. We need to stop the nonsense that goes on in America because other people and countries look up to us.
I am a scientific-skeptic as well.  This gives me the mental tools to tear down flawed forms of logic.  I love to debate too, which might have something to do scientific-skepticism.  I have been listening to The Skeptics Guide to the Universe (SGU) and you might do good to read their Top Logical Fallacies too.
The real people who broke my skeptical cherry are Penn and Teller. Not only have I love their style of magic. One of my many dreams is to travel to hospitals, showing people magic tricks and showing them how I did it. I am sure it will give some form of exciting entertainment and satisfaction. Plus I am a pothead so I would gladly smoke with any sick dieing person. If I can make their last days more pleasant, then that would put a big old smile on my face.
I am a touchy feely person as well. I love all those things I hear fellow guys bitching about…how ungrateful. Hold hands, making out, massages I do it all. I love to give head and hand jobs too ;P Not the kind you might be thinking of, I do those as well. But stroking hair, or a nice hand massage is what I am talking about. These are all things I love to do…and maybe I can use a bit of work myself. Still I just can’t help wanting to do these things, such a great instinct….wouldn’t you think?
Maybe it all has something to do with my ADHD. Sadly I have it and I don’t deny it. Maybe its still way over diagnosed, all I know is I am reminded all the time that I have it. With this disorder are other ones. I don’t know what level Bi Polar I am, I have good day, weeks, and months. Still, I have extreme lows as well that last just as long as my good moods do.
Talking inside public places is hard at times. Take a place like NEO, where they play blazing loud music. All I do when I go there since I have been going is dance. Its hard for me to meet up with women and carry out a good conversation…plus my shyness doesn’t help. Yeah, I maybe outspoken, that doesn’t mean I am not shy. I mainly go to NEO to dance and not pick up women. If I ever did meet a nice girl at NEO, I would need to talk with her for a little while...before going home. Yeah, one night stands are hard for me to do. I just can’t walk in and then out with someone, fuck them, and say “bye-bye”. I can masturbate for that. I would like to just get to know the person I am going to be sticking my dick into…and since I am not that selfish I am quite sure, we will have a great time.
My ideal night would be snuggling up with someone I found physically and mentally attractive. Pop in some Carl Sagan’s The Cosmos and treat my prize the way they should and want to be treated.
I am a curious person, as are most of us humans. The BDSM thing I have never really been introduced…errr….No one to play with. But don’t you fucking cut me…I am not into that, yet. Other things perhaps, rope…hot wax…ect…ect. Break me in slowly, thanks.
Well I TiNk that does it all for now…I might add more later
I would like to add this however, keep your kinky bedroom life out of reality. I can fantasize and be playful, very playful, that doesn’t mean I believe my fantasy should be part of what is already a wonderful reality. |Updated 5/29/08|
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