Miss Animal-Rights-Activist

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Music:

Lyrics that I'm really feeling right now...

~*! Its like no matter wha I do I cant convince u 4 once jus 2 hear me out, so i let go watching u, turn your back like u always do, face away and pretend that i'm not, but i'll b here cuz your all that i got I can't feel the way I did before, Don't turn your back on me, I won't be ignored, Time won't heal this damage anymore Don't turn your back on me, I won't be ignored !*~

~*! I hurt much more, Than anytime before, I had no options left again !*~

~*! I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore. On my knees, I'll ask, Last chance for one last dance, Cuz with you, I'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand, I'd give it all, I'd give for us, Give anything but I won't give up !*~

~*! Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You (love) me, Come find me. !*~

~*! Hold on to me and, never let me go !*~

~*! Some say the end is near. Some say we'll see armageddon soon. I certainly hope we will. I sure could use a vacation from this bull-shit three ring cirrrrcus siiiideshow of Freaks here in this, hopeless fucking, hole we call LA(Lower Akron). The only way to fix it is to flush it all away. Any fucking time. Any fucking day. Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay !*~

~*! I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them tumble down no fault, none to blame it doesn't mean I don't desire to point the finger, blame the other, watch the temple topple over. To bring the pieces back together, rediscover communicatioooon. !*~

~*! Life's harder every day The stress has got me I'm giving in Giving Giving in, NO.. !*~

~*! Never opened myself this way Life is ours, we live it our way All these words I don't just say And nothing else matters !*~

~*! In my hour of need, ha you're not there and though I reached out for you wouldn't lend a hand. !*~

~*! Months went by with us pretending When did our light turn from green to red (YOU) took a chance and left (ME) standing Lost the will to do this once again. Well this is not for real. Afraid to feel. I just hit the floor. Don't ask for more. I'm wasting my time. !*~

~*! That I am stricken and can't let you go. When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know. That I am crippled by all that you've done. Into the abyss will I run !*~

~*! Guarding yourself from the love of another left you with nothing tonight...Now I want you, when you're gone, and now it's like you're holding something just in front of me. Well then, I can't allow this to become another one of those times that I'm left in the cold, dead, there's no compromise just another tie I know I need to sever !*~

~*! And I need to take a pill to make this town feel okay !*~

~*! Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why can't we sleep forever? I just want to start this over. !*~

~*! Its not like you didnt know that. I said I love you and I swear I still do. And it must have been so bad cuz living with me. Must have damn near killed you. !*~

~*! What hurts the most. Was being so close and having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was tryin’ to do !*~

~*! Yeah, life throws you curves, But you learned to swerve Me I swung and I missed And the next thing ya know I'm reminiscing dreaming old dreams Wishing old wishes Like you would be back again I wake up and tear drops They fall down like rain I put on that old song that we danced to and then I head off to my job Guess not much has changed Punch the lock Head for home Check the phone, just in case Go to bed Dream of you That's what I'm doing these days !*~

~*! I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me !*~

~*! And when the night falls in around me I dont think ill make it through Ill use your light to guide the way Cause all I think about is you !*~

~*! Roaming through this darkness I'm alive but I'm alone Part of me is fighting this But part of me is gone... So hold me when I'm here Right me when I'm wrong Hold me when I'm scared And love me when I'm gone Everything I am And everything in me Wants to be the one You wanted me to be I'll never let you down Even if I could I'd give up everything If only for your good So hold me when I'm here Right me when I'm wrong You can hold me when I'm scared You won't always be there So love me when I'm gone !*~

~*! This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would have you running from me. Like This !*~

~*! Holding too tightly afraid to lose control cuz everything that you thought I would be Has fallen apart right in front of you Every step that I take is another mistake to you And every second I waste is more than I can take !*~

~*! All I need is you Come please I'm callin' And oh, I scream for you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin' !*~

~*! Fine line between this and that But when things go wrong I pretend that the past isn’t real I’m trapped in this memory And I’m left in the wake of the mistake Slow to react Even though you’re so close to me You’re still so distant And I can’t bring you back It’s true The way I feel Was promised by your face The sound of your voice Painted on my memories Even if you’re not with me I’m with you You, now I see Keeping everything inside With You You, now I see Even when I close my eyes !*~

~*! Wait I'm starting to suffocate And soon I anticipate I'm coming undone One looks so strong So delicate I'm trying to hold it together Head is lighter than a feather Looks like i'm not getting better Not getting better !*~

~*! And I'd make it right if you wanted it I want it back more than you know I'd cross the line if you wanted it I want you back And I'm waiting for you To get that feeling once again Reunited in the end And I've been waiting for you To capture my imagination Cuz I've been fooled by the illusions in my head !*~

~*! Please answer I’m calling just to find out If you could be here for me when I crack The answer came I found it buried in the trash there !*~

~*! Even though I know I don’t want to know Yeah I guess I know I just hate how it sounds !*~

~*! We could have made it work, we could have found a way, We should have done our best to see another day But we kept it all inside until it was too late And now we're both alone, the consequence we pay For throwing it all away, for throwing it all away... !*~

~*! Thinking back on my mistakes, I can't undo all the days that I misused. I thought you that you'd always stay. Its hard to face the simple truth, That time brings no relief, And time is all you need you said, Had to go clear out your head. While you're trying to decide if you'll come back to me !*~

~*! don't give up on me yet don't forget who I am I know I'm not there yet but don't let me stay here alone this time what I want is you there is no one else who can take your place I've seen enough and it's never enough it keeps leaving me needing you !*~

~*! would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in don't be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again I don't want to run away from this I know that I just don't need this !*~

~*! You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds !*~

~*! I'm looking at you through the glass... Don't know how much time has passed And all I know is that it feels like forever When no one ever tells you that forever Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head !*~

~*! And suddenly I become a part of your past I'm becoming the part that don't last I'm losing you and its effortless Without a sound we lose sight of the ground In the throw around Never thought that you wanted to bring it down I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves !*~

~*! You wear me out But it's all right now Lets go home and get stoned We could end up makin love instead of misery Go home and get stoned Cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me You hear me out We could end up making love instead of misery !*~

~*! I woke up with a heartbeat in my head I reached for the bottle by the bed I saw your side was not slept in Cold sheets again Remind me of what you said We need to take a break for a while Its been so long since I smiled I dont wanna listen now Live this day down With you so drunk and high So Ill say goodbye I dont wanna know its over So save your goodbye kiss I dont want to know its over Cause ignorance is bliss I can hardly see Whats in front of me !*~

~*! I’m so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose Clinging to a past that doesn’t let me choose Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light !*~

~*! I thought we could make it but I know I can't change the way you feel I leave you with your misery a friend who won't betray I pull you from your tower I take away your pain and show you all the beauty you possess if you'd only let yourself believe !*~

~*! I don't quite know How to say How I feel Those three words Are said too much They're not enough !*~

~*! Hey, I know feels like I lost everything That I've known, I cannot survive alone It feels like I lost everything that I've known I keep holding on, I feel I'm where I belong every time we fight, it feels so wrong I feel so enslaved by my pride Then we meet again !*~

~*! Shut me off I am ready, Heart stops I stand alone Can't be on my own !*~

~*! Maybe I'm crazy, but it's crazy and it's true I know you can save me, no-one else can save me now but you !*~

~*! I want nothing more than to sit outside your door and listen to your breathing is where I wanna be yeah where I wanna be !*~

Movies:

Just some of my favorites...
COLD MOUNTAIN
MOULIN ROUGE
mean girls
Idiocracy
love and basketball
grind
otis,

Television:

Grey's Anatomy
HOUSE
Charmed
Nip/Tuck
Tori and Dean: Home Sweet Hollywood
The Fringe
Bones

Books:

Dan brown is the best...
The da Vinci Code
Angels and Demons
Deception Point
Digital Fortress

Heroes:

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