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&spades NEARTHROSIS &spades

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

DISCLAIMER: THE WRITINGS IN THESE BLOGS DO NOT DIRECTLY REFLECT THE IDEALS, THOUGHTS, OR MENTAL STATE OF THE WRITER (in other words i am not depressed when i write these blogs i am usually in a really good mood and i think its funny that i can think of dark words when im in a great mood so i post them........... when i am depressed i dont do shit i cant even think of the right words to say in person sooooooooo take them as reading that are emotional but not serious) :)as for myself dont really know what to say..... dont like talking about myself to much
Your results:
You are The Flash The Flash 100% Green Lantern 80% Supergirl 67% Spider-Man 65% Catwoman 65% Wonder Woman 62% Superman 60% Iron Man 60% Robin 57% Batman 55% Hulk 50% Fast, athletic and flirtatious.
Click here to take the "Which Superhero are you?" quiz...
THATS STRANGE AND TOTALLY AWESOMEYour results:
You are Apocalypse Apocalypse 94% Dr. Doom 86% Magneto 85% Juggernaut 83% Green Goblin 83% Lex Luthor 79% Catwoman 74% Dark Phoenix 66% Kingpin 66% The Joker 65% Poison Ivy 58% Mr. Freeze 54% Venom 51% Mystique 47% Riddler 39% Two-Face 39% You believe in survival of the fittest and you believe that you are the fittest.
Click here to take the Super Villain Personality Test
NICE! only the best super villian ever!

My Interests

sculpting, video games, somewhat sporty, poker is pretty fun and the occasional bit of rotting flesh apon a mummified corpse in the middle of the desert....... ha

I'd like to meet:

i like to meet people that are real...... instead of the fake ones......... generally honest people who like to have fun, but not too much fun, not too boring....... somewhat intelligent but not toooooo intelligent you know what i mean..... people who are just there and themselves.......... i am getting sick of meeting people who just dont give a FUCk about anything...... you tell them the world will end tomorrow and they have no comment* just a shrug of the shoulders....... but they always have the nerve to tell you what is exactly on there mind in the most incovenient of times........ correct me if im wrong but there is a time and a place to be confrontational........ and i understand the whole "you should be able to say anything to your friends" BUT you dont have to be a complete ass about some shit..... friends are also supposed to be there to listen, maybe a hint of good advice every once and awhile....... and "yeah well dont worry about it" isnt good advice.... to completely disregaurd human emotion is a croc-o-shit...... people feel..... its human and its ok...... people shouldnt put their personal emotions in front of anothers all the time....and *in some situations* its not apporpriate to say what ever you want and a lot of the time its rude........ you can still be honest with out being a prick....... seriously you can........ h..good, prick=bad i ranted.............

Music:

darkest hour, afi, atreyu, comeback kid, bleeding through, totalt jävla möker, shadows fall, at the gates, as i lay dying, basically i listen to hardcore.......... or i try to, i listen to what im exposed to and dont really try to........ i guess to some its not or not hard enough, or to hard or whatever............. i dont care i guess but holy hell i forgot to at least to mention MAIDEN so there............................ MAIDEN

Movies:

yeah..... zombie/ horror/ slasher/ kill a whole shit load of stuff kinda movies are usually the best...... but you know what im sayingbut then again the occasional sissy/ loveydovey/chick flick is good....... thats for all the ladies out there if your interested........ ha

Television:

i definitely whould have to say adult swim

Books:

reading...... hmmmmmm....... yep.....i guess if i do read it ussually some type of true crime novel of somesort..... yep

Heroes:

dont really look up to anybody........

Which "Saved By The Bell" Character Are You? hey at least he has a 10 inch penis......... hahaha..... oh wait gross

My Blog

to the edge

I'll jump feet first this time without even looking I plunge deep to find nothing but myself My heart sinks in my chest, my hands shake, eyes grow tired *What have you done this time* It begins to fr...
Posted by &spades NEARTHROSIS &spades on Sun, 04 Dec 2005 08:29:00 PST

MY SCULPTURE!

ok basically this sculpture was a guy doing a one handed hand-stand and i did it for class.........  i didnt get the best pictures but you get the point.........  of me working on the piece...
Posted by &spades NEARTHROSIS &spades on Wed, 05 Oct 2005 12:35:00 PST

in a second

thoughts of yearning & regret surpassed by austonishment "What was that?" "What did you say?"....."Can you please speak up?"... breathe was frozen, heart swelled, distracted by thought "This cant ...
Posted by &spades NEARTHROSIS &spades on Thu, 08 Sep 2005 06:44:00 PST

the secret to failing

these bite marks are to deep, insides have turned out as i pick at the scab. ill scratch until it bleeds. this infection will burn tonight. i should have left it alone. so i walked by my shadow in th...
Posted by &spades NEARTHROSIS &spades on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

(sigh)lent

although my disease cannot spread. this disorder will interact, expose a factor with immeasurable afflictions. blood pressure will rise, hair will fall out. dystrophy will come forth. sink to darkness...
Posted by &spades NEARTHROSIS &spades on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

to late now

tonight will be the end of weary contemplation that gave rise to a toremented mind. realizing that there are no eyes to gaze upon a gapping wound, forever bleeding. backs will turn away not to provid...
Posted by &spades NEARTHROSIS &spades on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

tired eyes..........

gradually over coming the weakness from my fall, ill stumble to my feet looking for a chance to endure a desolate existence forced apon a night that was once a time of grace and exuberanc. my bleak an...
Posted by &spades NEARTHROSIS &spades on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST