Please read all of the following first. Open your hearts to me, even if just a little bit for thats all I ask. Anything else is just a bonus :)
The following is my all time favorite quote, as I feel that as a Lightworker it has always described me perfectly; I also have a strong feeling that you all can relate to it as well ;) :
"If a man does not keep pace with his companions, perhaps it is because he hears a different drummer. Let him step to the music which he hears, however measured or far away." - Henry David Thoreau
My information is as follows:
Messenger/Chat:
msn: [email protected]
yahoo: [email protected]
Commanders in the Ashtar Command are not of any militant organization. By being a "commander", this means that one is in command of him or herself - in command of their path as they hold the vision for seeing the Earth return to its glory.
I truly wish that I could at least show you a picture of myself so that you would be able to see the face of the person that loves you very deeply. Hopefully through my writings you will be able to look into the depths of my soul and will then know me better than anything else.
*Update* scroll down since I'm starting to reveal myself hehe ;)
Until then, please contact me as I would LOVE to speak to each and every one of you.
I have been waiting since the moment I was born so that I could serve you, the beloved Ground Crew :)
Who I am :)
1)Hashmal of the Angelic Hierarchy (True Form)
2)Commander Julian of the Ashtar Command (Mission Specific Incarnation into 5d)
Son of Commander Monka
3)Julian - Planetary God Seed Incarnation (from 5d to 3d+)
I am here now to help you and share the weight of the world that has been nearly crushing you. I know how it feels first hand; now my life is in your hands so that none of you feel this pain of loneliness or despair. I wish to bring you all together so that you may find your twin-flames and experience the fullness that type of connection will bring to your life.
I am here for all of you :)
Please contact me. I will always be there to talk to you and will always answer any questions that you may have: even if I have to go into the depths of my soul to find your answer. Merely talking to you is enough for me to live on as I would then know that at least someone out there is recognizing my soul.
My Lightworkers.org account page (please feel free to go there, its WONDERFUL you will LOVE IT!! You should post there its amazing :) )
http://lightworkers.org/user/2340
Bless you all. I do not want any of you to feel pain. I would rather suffer an infinite amount of times over if I could even lessen your suffering by the smallest amount.
My life is in service for all of you :) I love you all so much that I willingly went beyond what was humanly possible, as now I am guided towards the road of becoming an Ascended Master. I pray to God that when that happens, I will be there to catch you if you ever shall fall.
My Brothers and Sisters of the Light, I am honored to be here with you. I love you all very much.
Truly.
I have one favor to ask of you in return. I ask that you forgive me for trying to escape my destiny through whatever means necessary. Even failed out of college in my senior year just so I could avoid my political and business connections in the hopes that failure would let me escape my mission.
In doing so, four months later I started evolving and was reawakened by the Command. Ironic, isn't it? That by my final solution to escape my destiny it actually brought about a very new beginning for it. I guess we can't escape God's Divine Plan after all, huh :)
Please find it in your hearts to forgive me for trying so hard my entire earthly life to abandon my calling (and ultimately, abandon you :( ). As a token of my gratitude for your forgiveness, I have pledged my life to serve God in accomplishing His Will: His Will is for all of YOU to have a better life, one with Him :)
I will do whatever it takes, going beyond what is beyond human capacity, so that I will never fail you ever again. This I assure you :) .
Namaste
edit:Ahh I can't take keeping my earthly self masked and hidden. The point being is that unlike many other "Commanders"(or whatever you want to call me/us), I am showing you my real self in addition to my spiritual side. I am showing you everything that I am so that you can choose whether or not you want to accept my Truth in its entirety. I am human just as you all are, I have sinned and can bleed just as any other would. The first friend on my top friends is the real earth me, but be warned :) : I am as earthly in the flesh as any one of you and am in the long journey towards ascension :). My earthly life deals with all of the materialistic things, while my spiritual life deals with Ascension. Ironic, isn't it? :)
I trust you as I love you very much so, so there I am in plain sight for you to see. But please, keep my spiritual side away from the earth me, as that side is not ready at this time to reveal any of this :) I leave myself very open to you and trust that nothing negative will happen to the earth me :)