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santi_nababan

About Me

I was born and raised in the country I love and miss so much Indonesia, then I moved here to California a few years ago and have been staying in the beautiful city of Loma Linda since. I spend most of my free time to write, writing is always been my passion, and I'm more determined to finish this one I call it a journal (a memoir of life, strugles, choices...) based on something that I experienced few years ago. I enjoy two very fine and immanent joys in life: FOOD & LIVE MUSIC. Because without these two things, my world would be vapid. I try to spend as much time with my family and close friends even if it's only to sit down for dinner or to talk for hours :) I have so much love for all God's creation especially the ocean, and a love for life too big to handle at times. I'm simple because I want to be, but complicated because GOD made for it to be that way. Generally speaking, I'm just up for anything, I crave for challenge, and on a visionary adventure nearing what I've dreamt most.

My Interests

A daY wiTh tHe mOthErs oN Mother's Day '08


Shopping, Live Music, Charity events ...and... Meet Jack ;)

I'd like to meet:

Adam Brody from the OC, he's cute :) ....and... Those whom I can spiritually connect with; artistic souls who have everything to give and gain with nothing to lose! ...A Mentor... ...and... if I could again ...my dad...

Music:

All kinds except heavy metals

Movies:

A walk to remember, Gone with the wind, Vanilla Sky

Television:

Gilmore Girls, OC (too bad the season was cancelled), Grey's Anatomy, 24, Prison break

Books:

EAST OF EDEN is my favorite, and TWILIGHT was okay but this one has a lot of wonderful memories to it that's why I LoVe it so much

Heroes:

JESUS!

My Blog

Why am i single? Heres why!

Today for the first time it hits me!  What is..?  That I need to learn to be able to do more for myself!!!!!!!!!!  I feel like a dumb blonde (sorry i'm not trying to insult blondes i kn...
Posted by eSe on Mon, 19 May 2008 01:03:00 PST

My glass: half full or half empty?

Today was cold...remind me again that it will get warmer soon.  Here's something to share before I sleep tonight... Life is ultimate, it is grand, and it is boldly beautiful!  Don't let anyt...
Posted by eSe on Thu, 08 May 2008 11:52:00 PST

bt :(

Well here it is again it's Friday again, another weekend... what to do what to do? hmmm...  Tadi sih barusan akhirnya jog sama kwel dan temen2x.  PUaaaaasss bgt gue bo lari kurang lebih 10 l...
Posted by eSe on Sat, 03 May 2008 10:49:00 PST

No one knows

As of lately my world has been turned upside down.  For the past few years life has been nothing less than a struggle.  Financially, emotionally, physically, and even mentally.  My worl...
Posted by eSe on Thu, 01 May 2008 10:35:00 PST

Friday

One task after another today, I'm glad it's over with and now I can start my weekend.  With everything that's been going on this past week I do feel the need to catch up with the things I have ...
Posted by eSe on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 05:45:00 PST

Thursday

Where did the time go??????? 04/24/08??? Whattttttttttttttttt??????  Alright, just feel the need to say that right now.  Often I write to myself in handwritten journals; these entries are fo...
Posted by eSe on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 11:51:00 PST

True

I watched a movie recently which inspired an awakening in my heart. Watch this clip for a bit& In English Translation the movie title is "Paris I Love You". A Brilliant compilation of short...
Posted by eSe on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 07:41:00 PST

Misled

I'm not happy with the outcome of certain things I got into from last week, matter of fact I think I'm getting sick  to my stomach.  I've been achy and breaking all over.  It ...
Posted by eSe on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 10:43:00 PST

Hold my breath

Just everytime you're in that time of your life where everything seems to go the way you wanted to go, again you feel you lack of that peace of mind. My world should never revolve around just onethin...
Posted by eSe on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 12:35:00 PST

My afternoon thought

Does age have anything to do with the fact that when we are young anything seems possible?  And one feels so invincible that higher risks are taken?  As we grow older, and fa...
Posted by eSe on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 05:31:00 PST