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ladyracer

gucci, prada

About Me

ok, time to update profile!. my name is allison, i am 21. currently i am living in tampa attending iadt to get my bachelor's in interior design, then i am heading down to miami to get my masters in architecture so i can make lots of money. i enjoy going out with friends, or just chillin at starbucks. i love to be alone alot tho. i like my space. i have a dog named gucci and a bird named diddy, and there really isnt much to complain about right now. my focus is on my career and nothing will get in my way. im a huge flirt, but its pretty much inoscent. not really sure what else to say, but if u have n e ?'s ill be here!!!..................................................... ............................................................ .............it's 4 in the morning, and i cant sleep. pictures of you run through my head, what you did to me was steep. how could you leave me like that, did i mean nothing to you? asking myself why you're so happy now, but im just feeling blue. i want to move on, but something holds me back. i want so much just to talk to you, but you don't want that. what you didnt realise when you left, is that you took my heart with you. i just want it back, so i can move on too. im sick of seeing you in my dreams, and sick of hoping you'll just call me. i just want you to explain what you were thinking, when you thought i wouldn't be that understanding. i dont feel like i deserve this pain, i dont deserve the constant fear in my heart either. the fear that the next is going to do the same, the next guys gonna leave me to please her. now theres a lump in my throat, a pain in my neck. the stress, the loneliness, my whole life has become one big wreck. and now i'm leaving, starting over all new. just like you did, i deserve a happy ending too. so heres my plea, all i want to be done. give my heart back to me, so i can move on!!!

My Interests

men, no little boys, sorry

I'd like to meet:


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: allison
Birthday: 2/10/86
Birthplace: radondo beach, ca
Current Location: winter park
Eye Color: blue if my moods are at extremes, but sumtimes they turn green
Hair Color: brown
Height: 5'
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: mostly russian
The Shoes You Wore Today: bcbg
Your Weakness: refer to question above!!!, and a guy with a great smile
Your Fears: may seem weird but im afreaid to graduate
Your Perfect Pizza: mushroom
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get my finances together
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lmao
Thoughts First Waking Up: 5 more minutes
Your Best Physical Feature: most say my ass, but i think me eyes
Your Bedtime: whats that?
Your Most Missed Memory: living close to family
Pepsi or Coke: voss water
MacDonalds or Burger King: no comment
Single or Group Dates: single, unless its a blind date, u should always have an easy out!
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: i hate tea, sorry
Chocolate or Vanilla: can't i have both!!!
Cappuccino or Coffee: deffinately more of the espresso type. p.s. im addicted to starbucks!!
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: i dont abuse the privelage
Do you Sing: i used to, i still like to, but my voice isnt as strong as it was back then
Do you Shower Daily: duh, is that even a real ?
Have you Been in Love: Long time ago, Best feeling in the world.
Do you want to go to College: im attending a private university as we speak
Do you want to get Married: eventually, no rush
Do you belive in yourself: for the most part
Do you get Motion Sickness: not really
Do you think you are Attractive: im confident in my looks
Are you a Health Freak: i try to b healthy, but chocolate is a deffinate weakness
Do you get along with your Parents: oh yea, they are my best friends
Do you like Thunderstorms: only cus i can sleep during them
Do you play an Instrument: nope
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: ive never done drugs in my life!!! .......believe it
In the past month have you gone on a Date: depends, you planning on taking me out??
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: i work there!!
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: again, depends, you planning on taking me out......but yes i have, prolly my fav food.
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped:
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: in my bath tub
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: only your heart if u let me ;)
Ever been Drunk: uh huh
Ever been called a Tease: sumtimes, but i dont think that is necessarily a bad thing
Ever been Beaten up: never been in a fight ever
Ever Shoplifted: stickers when i was little
How do you want to Die: successful
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: my dream would be to become a well known architect, but school is kicking my ass right now
What country would you most like to Visit: anywhere besides this one, ive never been out of the states!!
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: no preference
Favourite Hair Color: again no preference
Short or Long Hair: dont care as long as they are well groomed
Height: 5'8 - 6'0
Weight: no preference, its not my place to discriminate
Best Clothing Style: i like trendy guys
Number of Drugs I have taken: 0
Number of CDs I own: too many
Number of Piercings:&..39;
Number of Tattoos: none, im jewish!!
Number of things in my Past I Regret: i regret not going to prom, and not going to my graduation

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Music:

all punk, hip-hop, r n b, reggea, rap, rock, pop

Movies:

the notebook, n pretty much n e thing that keeps my attention

Television:

laguna beach, the hills, project runway, real world, making the band 3, n e thing on court tv or food network, and ive been really into the news lately

Books:

the beach

Heroes:

my best friend chris, my mom, n everyone living their dreams

My Blog

tonight i wanna cry

Alone in this house again tonightI got the TV onThe sound turned downAnd a bottle of wineThere's pictures of you and IOn the walls around meThe way that it wasAnd could've been surrounds meI'll never ...
Posted by ladyracer on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 06:28:00 PST

face down!!!!

 DownHey girl you know you drive me crazyOne look puts the rhythm in my handStill I'll never understand why you hang aroundI see what's going downCover up with make up in the mirrorTell yourself ...
Posted by ladyracer on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 05:32:00 PST

no ones gonna change you!!!

From the day we met I knew you were the one You stole my heart And I ran with love Now here you are Making me cry inside No longer will I be A prisoner of your love You listen to me I'm speaking my m...
Posted by ladyracer on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 10:35:00 PST

burried myself alive!!

You almost always pick the best times To drop the worst lines You almost made me cry again this time Another false alarm Red flashing lights Well this time I'm not going to watch myself die I think...
Posted by ladyracer on Sun, 21 May 2006 10:11:00 PST

everywhere but here

Here is the place we used to go, we were laughing, hand in hand walking down the road, we were happy, here is the corner where u said, kiss me stupid. I remember u in red. We were sumthing good, we we...
Posted by ladyracer on Sat, 20 May 2006 01:01:00 PST