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Emory

Some of the greater things in life are unseen; thats why you close your eyes when you kiss, cry, or

About Me

Emox Enigma™
My photography page:
http://www.myspace.com/my_vc_photography

I'm very much a hopeless romantic
I'm either VERY happy, or incredibly depressed.

My life revolves around:
Lars Emil Ryberg, my big brother, and number 1 in my life. He's my savior.
Emily Jane Snavley, my bestfriend, my sister, my soulmate. I am nothing without her.
Courtney Alexandia Lantz, who knows more about me than anyone, and has known me longer than anyone outside of real family. I can ALWAYS trust her to be there for me, and I will always be there for her, too. She's going to be the Maid of Honor at my wedding.
Hannah Marie Heivilin, my La Vie Boheme sister. We populate Bittersville. She's my comfort, my humor, my escape from reality. I'll be moving into her closet soon.

My friends mean everything to me. I worry about everything and everyone. If you're my friend, I will constantly be worried to death about you. However, I hate others worrying or caring about me.
Theatre makes my world go round. I'm a very proud member of Thespian Troupe 3537 for LIFE. Delph is the greatest mother anyone could ever ask for. I'm proud to be one of her Children.
I enjoy anything beautiful, although my personal thought of beauty is most likely far different from yours. I find beauty in small and simple things, such as a flower or a sunrise. But, I also find different personalities beautiful, as well as different deaths. Blood, knives, fear, hatred, retribution, innocence (and the lack of), love, grace, happiness, laughter, eyes, lips, and silence are just a few of the many things I find "beautiful".
I absolutely love writing. It's my passion. I don't think I'm good, but I don't care; it keeps me going.
I am, by no means, a simple person. I've been through more than you could ever imagine, and more than I hope you ever have to endure. I've lived a life of pain, and am coping.
I'm scared of so many things, it's insanely silly. The dark is my biggest fear, followed closely by thunder. Loud noises, sudden movements, etc, get me to jump, even scream at times.

I think way too much about absolutely everything, tho I will probably never tell you how something makes me feel, or what I think about it.
I don't expect you to accept me, but don't judge me.
I won't on here much anymore. If you want to contact me, text or call my cell phone. 480.882.8869

My Interests

Love, music, blood, guns, movies, hunting, sorrow, PhotoImpact, acting, singing, video games, poetry, StumbleUpon, my camera Toulouse, and so much more.

Music:

I truly WILL listen to anything. My iPod, Ange, is one of my best friends; I have {basically} every genre on it. From Country, to metal, ska, rap, to techno, soundtracks to Broadway musicals, to alternative, I know you'll find something you like to listen to.

Movies:

I've seen SO many, and yet, nowhere near enough. Labyrinth is my #1 favorite movie, with Boondock Saints at a close 2nd. I love horror, although I am a complete whimp when it comes to watching them. Adventure, comedy, sci-fi, fantasy, I love them all.

Television:

I don't watch it, at all. Although I currently have a soft-spot for Criminal Minds and Bones <3

Books:

I read almost constantly. It helps me to escape. I'll read almost anything. Perks of being a WallFlower is my ALL-TIME favorite book. Dean Koontz is my absolute FAVORITE author.

Heroes:

FAILIX ; Jed ; Aaron Henchar ; Teresa Vergara ; Jane Lacson ; Adam Brooks ; Pamela Delph ; Holly Kreiger ; Richard Marsden ; Timothy Garcia ; Heather Beckstead ; Emil, Jessie, Samual, and Elizabeth Ryberg ; The Late Mildred Ryberg ; Robert Graham ; Patricia Heivilin ; Marcina Jonston ; Megan Leff ; David Mendivil ; Edward Janulis ; Ben Rowberry ; Marissa Marchand ; Erica Mueller ; Jared Trimbur ; Andrew Lopez ; Chase Collins ; Joshua Huggins ; Vanessa Gibson ; Trevor and Meredith Wakefield ; my Beloved Matteo, Jenna, Crystal, Aimee, Amy, Ger, Tony, Josh, Andy, Avery, Cody, and Jake.

My Blog

understanding is anything BUT

understandable   why is it some people are so blind to others that it's IMPOSSIBLE for them to have a conversation, without always at least trying to lead the subject into something that they kno...
Posted by Emory on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 12:03:00 PST

what can I say?

You're doing just fine without me.    I can't live without you. You're so much happier now that I'm gone.    I don't know what happiness is anymore. You refuse to talk to...
Posted by Emory on Fri, 05 Sep 2008 02:09:00 PST

have you ever....

kissed someone....and the second your lips touch...your heartbeat accelerates, and you just get this amazingly numb-yet-electrifying feeling throughout your entire body??? I'd only ever heard of a kis...
Posted by Emory on Fri, 05 Sep 2008 03:17:00 PST

Feathers Fall

9.1.08 Strangers surrounded by a purple haze,Friends abandoned on a clear day.Together they will find their wayAs long as the nite continues to end in day.Forgotten, they stand aloneWithout the memori...
Posted by Emory on Mon, 01 Sep 2008 03:49:00 PST

avoiding the fear without turning away.

very very few of you know what I've been through in the last couple days. Those that do know, don't have details. Well, to put it simply, the pain and every physical and emotion feeling I have, is co...
Posted by Emory on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 09:16:00 PST

from now on

I just don't fucking care. I don't see you for a week.... You don't talk to me.....And suddenly I'm nothing to you?You don't "believe in love".Apparently, you dont believe in forgiveness either.Nice t...
Posted by Emory on Thu, 14 Aug 2008 11:07:00 PST

Encircled by Stone

8.2.08 Spiraling into the fire,your eyes burn into my soul.You may call me a liar,but your blood makes me whole.Your tears have me confessingthe worst of my sins.My greatest blessingwill be seeing you...
Posted by Emory on Mon, 11 Aug 2008 09:21:00 PST

Slipping Away

8.2.08 Running through the falling rain,finding my new escape from pain.Running from my sorrows,trying to find a new life to borrow.Through the fields of growing grass,searching for the link to my pas...
Posted by Emory on Mon, 11 Aug 2008 09:19:00 PST

.......

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i thought everything would be ok. stupid me. I've fucked everything up. why do i have to be so weak? why cant i jus...
Posted by Emory on Sat, 26 Jul 2008 09:47:00 PST

so I was talkin to this Albanien guy in this coffee shop....

XD fun conversations at 2am =D needless to say, this day's starting out to be pretty cool. Hopefully it'll get even better. But, if not, at least a very cool guy made me laugh and forget all the sh...
Posted by Emory on Mon, 21 Jul 2008 11:26:00 PST