I climb up high to excape my insanity - Only to fall tumbling back into my reality
Who me? what to say.....21 years still alive - 5'7 athletic build? I dont know....If you want to know about me for me - you should take a read at my rants/blogs....
Im a shy guy who talks to much? A character to say the least,
Yahoo instant messanger = [email protected]
------ Myspace = I am here to meet new people
So IF I float your boat Send me a message say whats up - I need out... --------
If you see me out and about INTRODUCE yourself - "hi Im from the internets"
I would like to think that I am the most open minded person in kansas right now Im just here to Quench My thurst for New flavors Of Life!
i am very caring individual and if you tell me about your problems i will be instantly concerned and i would love to help you - thats just part of being a nice guy / good person
Ive Have to say Ive missed Out On many things In life But I am in no way Sheltered... I try to get out and do something But alas.... every one , everything seems to hold me back
Im a total closet geek , Im a Brave Shy - however I end Up talking alot or too much - I try to make Every one happy and Laugh a "funny guy" many times it comes off a bit annoying though but I only try to bring joy Im tired of people trying to hard to be something that they are not...
- see I am Far more in tuned "sensitive" to Everyones Feelings/emotions Around me - So Dont even try to fool/play games around me - I know better - I just try to lIve with it - although it has so many drawbacks
Currently I go about my life trying to make a dollar to please myself the next day.. going along day by day I think about the future alot - always contemplating and overthinking situations - or past situations hoping - dreaming.....
historically Ive lived in poverty all my life My car is the first and only nice thing Ive ever had and I worked my ever living ass off to the bone to earn it and Ive made it my own and appreciate it every penny earned and spent (be very little to much of it) is worth it. - Its my Canvas - the way I express myself - was my anti drug
right now Due To many Series of Unfortunate Events - I live dollar to dollar - trying to get ahead so right now its SNAFU - but Im getting better - Its got to get bad before it gets better right?
I have 2 sisters (younger and an older one) they are both daft (sorry guys) and the only other 2 things I care "love" is my dogs.. my 2 puppys are always their when I get home and are the only living beings on earth that are happy to see me.
Ive been to europe/ lived mainly in germany for a while .. and I discover that eventually I got to get out of this shithole... I wish I could have grown up anywhere but here
so right now Im trying to enjoy life as it keeps rolling heaps of shit my way.. ill just takem and chase em down with a bottle of rum!
