[beckii]

lovin the layouts"Does It Help To Say Im Sorry?"

beckii.17.
i dont understand why things have to change. but i suppose its part of life and something i need to get used to.
i know what i want and what i need to do to get it, im just not sure that i have the willpower to achieve it. im too vulnerable, i let people walk over me too easily, but thats just who i am. i wish people wouldnt just come and go, i wish they'd stay for longer. but im thankful to everyone who has decided to stay, and i love them all to bits, even those who i dont see as much as id like to. i go to henley college and love every moment of it, even when its shit. im normally laughing or making a dick out of myself. i tend to open up and trust too easily, its my biggest downfall. apart from that im loving life right now. a few little changes here and there and it will be pretty much perfect i think.[=.

times like these make me smile