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Matt

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About Me

My friends and family they make it clear If you ever need us we are always here But when I want to scream My pride keeps me mute I’m too ashamed to utter the phrase "I need help" So I do it myselfI’ve got some problems but we’ve got ten dollars It’s enough to get us wasted before the nights over These past five days I’ve been completely sober But tonight I’m getting ripped wide open.I like to pretend I'm alone sometimes, but I hate actually being alone. I'm scared of dying, but I might be more scared of growing old. I don't want to be forgotten.He was in the habit of taking things for granted. Granted, there wasn't much for him to take. And the only thing constant, was the constant reminder he'd never change.Let's live it up like it's our last, 'cause there's no room for "I wish I had's." It's time to live until tomorrow ends, Because we don't need rest, We'll sleep when we're dead.Cancel our subscription. We don't need your issues anymore.You know I love you but I’ve got to leave. I can’t be the company to your misery. Nothing I say can change the way, That you view life...as endless strife.

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I'd like to meet:

Oh the brilliant mistakes that you seem to make always push me away. And now you're stepping on my feet, Beause you were never on my side.So I'll throw my thoughts into the sea Where no one will ever find them. And your marvelous episodes of pain Will very soon be mine.I can't seem to shake this awful feeling. You wore me out.You say your mind is a terrible thing to waste. What good is mine if I'm locked up in a cage? I was hoping you could help me out of here, So I could finally disappear.View All Friends | View Blog | Add Comment

Music:

Acceptance, Adelphi, Alkaline Trio, Ambulance Ltd, Aphasia, Arcade Fire, Armor for Sleep, Ash, Athlete, Bayside, Bloc Party, Dead Poetic, Dissociatives, Dogs Die in Hot Cars, Dodgy, Ed Harcourt, Elefant, Elkland, Even the Odd, Fall Out Boy, Feeder, Funeral for a Friend, Further Seems Forever, Golden Republic, Gratitude, Green Day, Halifax, Hawthorne Heights, Head Automatica, Hellogoodbye, Hey Mercedes, Hidden in Plain View, Honorary Title, Hot Hot Heat, Instruction, Jet, June, Kaiser Chiefs, Kasabian, Keane, Kings of Leon, Letter Kills, Long View, Mae, Mando Diao, Manic Street Preachers, Mewithoutyou, Motion City Soundtrack, Muse, My Chemical Romance, Name Taken, Open Hand, Over It, Paloalto, Pepper, Phoenix, Placebo, Powederfinger, Radio 4, Razorlight, Relient K, Rialto, Rise Against, Salem, Saves the Day, Self Against City, Senses Fail, Silvertide, Socratic, Something Corporate, Sparta, Starsailor, Stereophonics, Straylightrun, Sugarcult, Taking Back Sunday, Ted Leo, The Academy is, The Black Maria, The Bravery, The Doves, The Early November, The Format, The Futureheads, The Mars Volta, The Matches, This Day and Age, Thursday, Travis, Trust Company, Unwritten Law, VHS or Beta, Wakefield, Waking Ashland, Zebrahead...

Movies:

Team America, The Incredibles, Napolean Dynamite, Biodome, Beetlejuice, Batman, Fight Club, Trainspotting, 3 Ninjas, Ghostbusters, X2, Garden State, I Heart Huckabees, Robin Hood: Men in Tights, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Thirteen, Edward Scissorhands, Best in Show, Matrix, Kill Bill, Wedding Crashers, Anchorman, Eurotrip, White Chicks, Narnia, X3, Nacho Libre, Jeux D'enfants, Cars, Borat, Pans Labyrinth, Perfume, A Dirty Shame, Jesus Camp, Grindhouse, Juno

Television:

Adult Swim, Beavis and Butthead, Reno 911, South Park, The Office, Dead Like Me, SNL, Next, Its Always Sunny in Philadelphia, Extras, Heroes, Planet Earth

Books:

Things are shaping up to be pretty odd. Little deaths in musical beds. So it seems I’m someone I’ve never met.You will only hear these elegant crimes, Fall on your ears from criminal dimes. They spill unfound from a pretty mouth.Everybody gets there and everybody gets their way. I never said I missed her when everybody kissed her, Now I’m the only one to blame.Things have changed for me, and that’s okay. I feel the same, I’m on my way, and I say.I want to go where everyone goes, I want to know what everyone knows I want to go where everyone feels the sameI never said I’d leave the city, I never said I’d leave this town. A falling out we won’t tiptoe about.------No more secrets here Let's make it crystal clear Just tell me yes or no That's all I want to knowYou're supposed to be my friend Don't lie to me Just turn and walk away I could punch your fucking face You took it way way way too far You're not who I thought you areTell me it's a joke Tell me you're kidding 'Cause I believed in you But now you have a lot to proveIf I don't know you Then I don't know anyone You've got one chance to come clean One more chance and then I'm leaving

Heroes:

I stumble when I'm walking, lose control of my feet. And I don't give a damn 'bout the people I meet. 'Cause I'm hurt, and I'm tired, and I'm sick of my life. It never brought warmth; it's just taught me to spite.