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©You were always part of the picture; you were just the part torn off©

About Me



Amber Jay
Art is science made clear." -Jean Cocteau

"Where there is love there is life." -Mahatma Gandhi


I love photography; I WILL be famous for it one day. Star gazing helps me understand life. I swing at parks in the rain. I wish at 11:11AM&PM. I'm straight; yet I strongly support same sex marriage. I'm chill. I'm shy when I first meet someone. I have Attention Deficit Disorder{ADD}. I'm not an envelope; so don't label me. I'm preetee damn rad. Age is just a number to me. I'm a pacifist. Randomness = ME. I'm not a druggy nor an alchy; I just know how to handle them. Cigarettes give you cancer, and I'll save you from that nasty habit and give you life beyond knowledge. -Amber Jay

"Life is like a sewer. What you get out of it depends on what you put into it" - Tom Lehrer

My Interests



I want to meet the boy who will sweep me off my feet. Who will treat me well & won't judge me for what I say or do. I want a boy that is ready for what I have. I want a boy that is willing to KNOW me. I want a boy that will hold my hand and kiss me outta the middle of no where. I want a boy who I can call my own. I want a boy that can make me smile. I want a boy who can bring me up when I'm down. I want a boy that won't use me. I really want this boy I just don't know where to find him! HELP ME!

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I'd like to meet:



♦Star.Kids♦ This is:
Alyse
The Girl who:
Keeps me sain. She's my best friend forever. We've been through so much together.. and that will continue to happen. Without her... I wouldn't be who I am today... so if you like who I am, thank her like I do everyday. She always has a shoulder ready for my tears. She's my personal hugger. She is everything I've ever wished for a friend to be like.. We may have our lil fights.. but that will never separate us.. we're lesbian lovers... NOT REALLY but you'd have to understand us... I hold her hand && cross the streets. We skip in public. We're always there for one another when the worst rolls around. She's VEGETARIAN...I worship her for that. We're going to move to Washington && live under the bridge. Needless to say were preetee damn rad. I'm NOTHING wihtout you girl. I LOVE YOU
{{STAR.KIDS.FOR.LIFE}}

This is:
Hunter
The Boy who:
Has helped make me whom I am today.. He is one of my best friends. WE barely hang out anymore.. but I still consider him my brother. He is also my gay lover... If I wanted to I could soo turn him straight.. not really but a girl can dream can't she! Anyways I met Hunter at the fair of 2007 and I licked his cheek and that was the beginning of a beautiful life long friendship. He and I are preetee much the cutest kids in the world when were together people don't know what to think. WERE SO DAMN RANDOM && I love it!
{{GAY LOVER}}

This is:
Jesse
The Boy who:
Has done wonders for me this year.. Sure we haven't known one another along time. However; he has left me with so many random ass memories. Ones you kids would never understand.. && he may not believe me but I DO have muther fockin super powers! He's probably one of the koolest kids to have ever gone to my school.. & he rocks cause he is preetee bad ass when it comes to the guitar.. he tried to teach me and Noelie once but.... as you see we preetee much gave up. haha. One night he got hit by an automobile while he was on his way to see me.. and I felt really bad but hahaha it wasn't my fault.. also driving up on 10th with him is the shit =] hahahaha you don't wanna know.. He made me play basketball once && he & I both found out how really bad I suck at it.. Whish lead to me wanting to go to the park. However, the park is a douche && didn't have the climbing wall like the one in the picture.. haha I love this boy to death he's preetee much my BEST FUCKIN FRIEND. On a final note.. be jealous of him.. && if your the restricted girl.. you should effing DIE!
{{BAMF FOR LYFE}}

This is:
Josh
The Mister who:
Has preetee much became someone I consider a good friend in just a matter of days. He is a real sweet boy && the raddest StraightXedge boy I know. I worship him && wish I could be like him. He has the ability to make me feel better by talking to me at night && telling me funny jokes that make me giggle. Jealous aren't you. Were going to go on a road trip to RENO. He doesn't technically know this yet but he will be my fuckin god if he takes me away from this hell hole to somewhere more chill. Well I've known him for awhile. Yet it seems like I can talk to him about anything and everything. It's one of the most awkward things. Oddly enough I adore him && I would do ANYTHING for him! DON'T FUCK WITH HIM!!! OR I'LL KICK YOUR ASS!
{{StraightXedge}}

This is:
Benjamin
The Boy who:
Had my heart and still does. I love him to death.. but due to my stupid self I fucked up every chance of ever having him back. He is the main person responsible for making me whom I am today. I owe him alot. We used to have soo much fun just the two of us. There is several memories I could put down.. but I can't. Either way I still adore him && I'll never forget him nor the huge impact he put on my life
{{Ex's 4 Ever}}

This is:
Shea
My HUSBAND:
We have been married since 4/20/05 at 4:20 PM. We had gone through a time in our relationship where we did not speak && it ALMOST ended up with a seperation. Were working things out; and decided we are going to try a reconnectional state. We also had to put our son Andrew Ware.HEIM up for adoption. He didn't like us as parents.. sad I know.. but we will have children again one day... && it is that day which I'll be waiting for. It will be amazing. We also have a very open relationship which allows us to date others. Yet we believe thats healthy living && as long as we have love for one another, we will always be together.
♥I LOVE YOU HUBBY♥

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Jessie Alexzander Blaylock

Dear best friend.. Your preetee much one of my effing heros man. For real.. Your one BAMF! Don’t let anyone tell you different.. okay? OKAY.. Anyways; I hope you use the grilled cheese instruct...
Posted by ?¤?.Amber.Jay.?¤? on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 07:47:00 PST

To whom this may Concern:

You won’t end up reading this for I’m just a figment of your memory. The peice you filed away.. You don’t want our memories to return.. I understand.. Yet I can’t get rid of th...
Posted by ?¤?.Amber.Jay.?¤? on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 02:23:00 PST

Well never make another memory

Remember when I held your hand and told you I loved you? Remember when we walked together? Remember the thoughts we had about always being together? Remember when we got caught? Remember when you stoo...
Posted by ?¤?.Amber.Jay.?¤? on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 01:47:00 PST

{{RIP}}Your never forgoten

{{CHEWY}}-July 21, 2006 {{Travis}}-August 29, 2007 {{John}}-August 29, 2007  ...
Posted by ?¤?.Amber.Jay.?¤? on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 08:14:00 PST

Fade.With.These.Waves.

I've been weighed down way to long sinking in the memories of my past. waiting for some time for it to fade I'm still here fading slowly let me be. Your here for me never to let me go your my sweet ...
Posted by ?¤?.Amber.Jay.?¤? on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 09:09:00 PST

Cory Francis

Cory you don't really understand the fact that I hurt you sooo much... I make you hurt yourself I make you sad, I make your familia sad. I can't bare to be part of your life when hurting you is a...
Posted by ?¤?.Amber.Jay.?¤? on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 08:28:00 PST

Story time for Kevin

once upon a time, there was this kid that felt really bad about himself and he walked around and didn't talk to anyone... then this girl came over to his house... this would be his brohers friend... h...
Posted by ?¤?.Amber.Jay.?¤? on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 03:40:00 PST

I love Rydin Dirty{Ryder}

So once upon a time there was a girl who like roses cause they smelled pretty and the sunsets because it looked like a giant ball of fire that was going to land on the people she hated. but one day sh...
Posted by ?¤?.Amber.Jay.?¤? on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 09:47:00 PST

This is how My ex's see me as...

Date: Aug 12, 2006 10:56 AM Subject Well. Thanks Amber Body: You made me see.. Love doesnt exsist. You made me see, Everyone lies to me You made me see, I was right when I said nobody cared. You ma...
Posted by ?¤?.Amber.Jay.?¤? on Sat, 12 Aug 2006 12:17:00 PST

I Don't Think She Can Handle This

As these tears roll down her face. Pain and hate is this her fate? Tell me once, tell me twice. Night times calling, Stars are falling. Soon to be morning one more day one more night? Please don't c...
Posted by ?¤?.Amber.Jay.?¤? on Sat, 05 Aug 2006 11:27:00 PST