G^A^B^E - ProfilesArchive

About Me

Create or get your
very own MySpace Layouts
A.I.M. screen name: masochisticbiker
I am a laid back Chexican who likes music, movies (although i dont watch many of em), and bartending. I love the outdoors and thats why i love it here in CO. I am a Jr. at Colorado College and my major is Southwest Studies w/a Spanish Minor My favorite thing in the world is riding my bike w my buddies. W/O biking, I would be incomplete. I owe thanks to Lauren- u taught me so much and i am sorry for the shit that has happened.
::::Calling all Cars by Senses Fail:::: Calling all cars we've got another victim, 'Cause my love has become an affliction, Well what did you expect from me? What did you expect from me?I'm sorry but I THINK I failed to mention That I lied at my very first confession Well what did you expect from me? Well What did you expect from me?'Cause this has been building since I have been breathing, And I know how it's going to end.So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found? I kept my word when I swore that I would let you down. (And now that I'm gone) Try to forget me and just move on. So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found? I kept my word and you hate me for it now, (But you knew all along) Try to forget me and just move on.Oh my dear what have I gone and done now? It's curtain call, I'm about to take my last bow. Well what did you expect from me? Well what did you expect from me?Without giving away the entire ending, I ruined the evening again.So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found? I kept my word when I swore that I would let you down. (And now that I'm gone) Try to forget me and just move on. So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found? I kept my word and you hate me for it now, (But you knew all along) Try to forget me and just move on.I don't, have love left inside, inside. And I don't, have love left inside, inside.Are you desperate for an answer? I don't have an ounce of good left in me now, Thats why I walked out.So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found? I kept my word when I swore that I would let you down. (And now that I'm gone) Try to forget me and just move on. So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found? I kept my word and you hate me for it now, (You hate me for it now) Try to forget me and just move on.I am not the one that you should blame, So take what I left you for the pain. I am not the one that you should blame, So take what I left you for the pain. And do your best and forget my name.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Bender, Jay Leno, new friends, any mountain bikers or other Chexicans.

Music:

Rock... no rap or country. i like anything from Rob Zombie to Fallout Boy to Slipknot... almost any rock, metal, hard/heavy rock, emo... bla bla bla... im sure u get it. If I had to choose a favorite band, it'd definately be Rammstein.

Movies:

Ocean's 11, Gone in 60 Seconds, Saw I/II, Hostel, The Italian Job, Big Daddy, anything funny, violent or involves mountain biking... BTW chick flicks suck because they r so unbelievable. I mean James Bond jumping out of a burning plane w/o a parachute and landing on top of a bullet train is more believable than some of that love bullshit. They all live happily ever after and blah blah blah. Those movies are depressing. but if u wanna see really depressing, just watch the special olympics j/k!!!!

Television:

There are way too many reality TV and court shows on TV... Almost all TV is trash. Nip/Tuck and Desprate Housewives arent too shabby though. (Yes u can smack me and call me a fag for that last one. But hey, its a decent show!)

Books:

Do "Green Eggs and Ham" or "The Cat and the Hat" count?

Heroes:

Anyone who will jump their bike off a bigger cliff than me. My friends and my parents- i owe them more than i could ever give.

My Blog

myspace whores

fuck all you myspace whores who just want more friends... if you dont know me than dont send me a friend request. i just clicked on some ho's profile and she has like 2300 friends or somethin like tha...
Posted by G^A^B^E on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 09:44:00 PST

life and shit

So things have been gettin better. Today was a good day. I have still been a bit confused but i havent been truly sad in almost a week!!! i think things r actually starting to take a turn for the bett...
Posted by G^A^B^E on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 10:24:00 PST

and yet again...

i figured u guys were gettin bored of reading... here ya go...
Posted by G^A^B^E on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 02:40:00 PST

Still fucked up...

So i guess today i am outta the whole 'feel sorry for myself and be sad" phase. I mean, i still feel pretty bad and i still miss her like crazy but i feel better than i did a few days ago. I think i a...
Posted by G^A^B^E on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 10:59:00 PST

I need to not be at home...

Weaving in and out and in between all the nerves, veins and tendons: how it burns. The way that feeling goes through your brain and to your spine where it eventually culminates and explodes in your he...
Posted by G^A^B^E on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 04:31:00 PST

Writing helps sometimes

If we knew this was the last time we'd sit out under the stars, would they shine a bit brighter?If we knew this was the last time we'd cruise around town, bored in my car, would we drive a little long...
Posted by G^A^B^E on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 01:03:00 PST

a piece of me has died

So i cant believe its over. i never thought anything in life would ever be this hard. Its like sometimes i am ok and then 2 mins later i cry like a fuckin baby and cant stop. I wanna get over her but ...
Posted by G^A^B^E on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 10:26:00 PST

Winter is here

Ohh i am sad...For summer and spring have already come and goneHow i will miss riding at night, in the afternoon or the early dawn.The sun hides much earlier now, the trees are bald and bareHow i year...
Posted by G^A^B^E on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 05:45:00 PST

Just curious. How many other people feel the same way about someone?

To think of you with someone else just kills me inside. Not just having sex with them, but the smaller, more credible things. I cant bare the thought of someone else holding you... someone else kissin...
Posted by G^A^B^E on Sat, 12 Aug 2006 12:47:00 PST

Fuckin pissed off...

So if you have someone in bed and you are about to get intimate with this person, there is definately one thing that you should not do. DO NOT ANSWER THE PHONE!!!!!! It doesnt matter if you are almost...
Posted by G^A^B^E on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 11:10:00 PST