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I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

I’m fighting myself to get you out of my head. But I’m hanging off of every word you said...
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This is the story of a girl... ..
- My name is Dorothy.
- I'm not a fan of nicknames.
- I'm 21!
- I want nothing more than to be happy.
- I keep the people around me that feel the same way.
- I love Love, and it has no gender, age, ethnicity. Love is and always should be boundless.
- That means I'm not afraid to date a girl, or of what people think when they find out.
- I am a Graduate of Minisink Valley High School Class of 2006.
-I am currently attending Orange County Community College.
- I'm DJ Dory on Colt Rock Radio. Sunyorange.edu/coltrock.
- I love Music.
- I work too much.
- I'm still always broke.
- I don't sleep enough.
- I'm attached to my phone.
- I love to laugh.
- I'm finding good friends hard to come by.
- I want more cookies. ;]
- I'd like to think I might be lovable.
- I like good hugs.
- I'm a mess.
- I hate stress.
- I love to drive fast. And like an asshole.
- I'm a cuddleslut.
- I like holding hands.
- My eyes are amazing.
- I hide everything from everyone.
- If I could get away with spending and entire day with just a pen and paper, I'd do it in a heartbeat.
- My friends provide my motivation.
- They're much cooler than yours.
- I have a lot of big dreams.
- I want to make something of myself and get the fuck out of this deadbeat town.
- I love Shakespeare. "Give every man thy ear, but few thy voice." is a quote I'm rather fond of.
- I have aim -- SilverTears43v3r.
- I am eliminating the drama in my life.
- I over analyze things, myself the most.
- I'm finally getting to know myself, and I like who I'm becoming.
...And this is just the beginning...
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By believing passionately in something that still does not exist, we create it. The nonexistent is whatever we have not sufficiently desired.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:


Seriously? You wanna get to know me? I love music, reading, writing, drawing, hanging out, and as little drama as possible. I'm a sucker for anything acoustic. I love Shakespeare. I love people as living breathing beings with souls and hearts, not as a color or a gender. I'm Bisexual, not confused. I'm done trying to define myself for the convenience of others. I hide things from everyone except the people I trust most. If something is wrong and I'm not telling you, you're not finding out. I love thinking about why things are the way they are. And I'll tell you all about it, even when you don't want to hear me. I'm a girl with a level head on my shoulders and I'm smart. If you don't like a girl that can think and talk and act for herself, stay away from me. Trying to force your views on me is a bad idea. I'm opinionated, but I'll let you have your say. I fall too hard too fast but I'm always true. I make mistakes like everyone else, but I'll admit it if you call me on it. I've been trained to be servile, but life is showing me I don't have to be your servant, so the new-found freedom is taking over. I'm not willing to change who I am, but I guess I'm willing to take a chance and get to know people. I'll warn you now, I am a Bitch if provoked. I'm one hell of a mess and I have no idea where to begin trying to sort it out. But I'm ok with the here and now. Still wanna know me? Add me and IM me -- SilverTears43v3r

My Blog

There's a hole in the world like a great black pit and the vermin of the world inhabit it...

I am not a liar. I am not a cheat. I simply do as I please. In past years, what pleased me was to please others. Currently, this no longer brings me joy, for the people who I saw fit to help never onc...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Mar 2009 19:05:00 GMT

It was bound to happen.

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:Do I have to name them? I don't think I will.1. I don't regret not having you to talk to anymore. So much of who I was w...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Feb 2009 17:27:00 GMT

Oh, here you are, Dear. I’ll just leave this bloody pulp that was my heart on your doorstep...

I give you absolutely everything.I don't know what to do. I want to sleep.I want to bleed.I want to cry.I want to not be so goddamn numb anymore.   I want something to fucking change...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Sep 2008 14:04:00 GMT

Skewl.

So. My schedule:MWF:9AM-Civil War and the Reconstruction10AM-Keyboarding (1st half semester)11AM-Break12AM-Intro to MusicM only:6PM-AstronomyTH only:Visual CommunicationsWord.Oh, I failed English agai...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 18:45:00 GMT

Nothing Ventured, Nothing Gained.

I'd like to say I hate you, but I don't.I don't know who you are to hate.I don't care to take the time to bother.This is my proper good-bye. And it ends at this.
Posted by on Sat, 19 Jul 2008 13:53:00 GMT

Fuck...

My laptop isn't working. So I'm not gonna be on AIM and shyte. And it's not like I have the extra time anyways.I work at the Quik Stop and at Border's plus I have class. Just call my cell... .845.820....
Posted by on Wed, 02 Jul 2008 22:43:00 GMT

There are things in this world that I don’t understand...

Like how I just don't understand myself at all.Or what I want and need.I stay up all night trying to figure myself out and end upo doing nothing but thinking myself in circles. It's not fair.I let him...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 03:28:00 GMT

Open your window, turn up the radio!

I wish I could grab onto these feelings with my handsAnd then I would throw them to the lions And make sure that you were thereSo you can watch them tear apart Everything you didn't start,SoLet this b...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Jun 2008 08:36:00 GMT

You’re killing me sweetly with love love love love........

So when you asked me tonight how I felt about you, I wasn't entirely truthful.I don't just like you, I'm amazed by you.Stunned.Shocked.Smitten.Intrigued.Captivated.Spellbound. Motivated.Content.Excited...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 22:12:00 GMT

Youve got my head spinning, heart beating out of my chest.

May 22nd.Has been postponed til the 30th.I still can't wait.
Posted by on Wed, 07 May 2008 22:28:00 GMT