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DARKLY DREAMING DEREK

A Life Less Lived

About Me

im derek, im 26, extremely disconected and somewhat lost. i seek some sort of truth from life that i dont ever think ill get, and if i do get the answer i expect, i dont expect ill like it. life for me is lived backwards, mostly thinking about the past and of better days. things are good, just not great, and sometimes just good,,, just isnt good enough. My wife is the light of my life and without her id be more lost than i am. she has stuck by my side through the good and the bad and held me together as ive fallen apart. A good wife is great. having a best friend that you can share the rest of your life with is even better. im thankful for what i have.

My Interests

mostly cars and bikes, unusual classics are my personal favorites, corvairs, simcas, old school econolines (all of which i own). i am also a large fan of all kinds of music, depends on my mood

I'd like to meet:

henry rollins,my mother, ben folds, ghandi, intelligent people for conversation about games, cars, music or whatever

Music:

nine inch nails, ben folds, incubus, brighteyes , postal service, primus, schooly d, tool, 10 years, muse, cake, beck, 311, bjork, veda, slayer

Movies:

shawshank redemption, fightclub, american beauty, big fish, fist of the north star, SIN CITY! anything from view askewv (clerks, mallrats etc.)

Television:

---- DEXTER ----- SHIN CHAN ------ BLEACH-----FAMILY GUY! AND ANYTHING ELSE ON ADULT SWIM!!!!

Heroes:

HENRY ROLLINS, HE HAS BEEN THERE, HE HAS DONE THAT. TRENT REZNOR, BEN FOLDS. .. .. .. .. ..> .. .. .. .. ..> .. .. .. ..

My Blog

BLOODLETTING

Its been sometime since ive written, and id be lying if i told you some emotions hadnt piled up around here. sometimes you need to vent, get rid of the bad blood, and believe me, ive got some. so here...
Posted by DARKLY DREAMING DEREK on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 06:57:00 PST

suicide note

ive often wondered what the last few thoughts are of a person who succefully kills themself. while not the most upbeat thing to think about, i ponder it none the less. seeing as how i often contemplat...
Posted by DARKLY DREAMING DEREK on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 09:47:00 PST

WHOS YOUR DADDY?

its 4am and my son has just wandered into my room and snuck quietly into my bed. im awake anyhow, so i dont mind, i felt like sitting in front of the computer anyhow. in the morning i suppose ill talk...
Posted by DARKLY DREAMING DEREK on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 09:28:00 PST

MINI BLINDS DESTROYED AMERICA

I dont know when exactly mini blinds were invented, more than likely the current version of plastic slats and little string knots tied by tiny, young asian fingers was in the early 80's, but im just g...
Posted by DARKLY DREAMING DEREK on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 08:12:00 PST

older story, fine print, been digging

FINE PRINT When you recieve a ticket, say for instance a speeding ticket from parma heights, there is some fine print. This so called fine print Mentions important little things like "court dates" a...
Posted by DARKLY DREAMING DEREK on Thu, 16 Mar 2006 07:01:00 PST