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666ceejay

ill die for you....but i wont live for you

About Me

i am chilly ceejay My always manicured nails scratch in the color they are painted. My hair always looks better than yours. I have too many acquaintances. I’m conceded I’m cocky. I’m confident. I’m shy, insecure, and quiet. I am loud. I’m bitter if I’m cute to you and your not cute back. My ethnicity is half country and half city. My mema has never seen my liferuiner tattoo and she never will. I never cry but when I do its for the strangest reasons. I’m bad at reading music but I can play the piano beautifully from my mind then I forget what I played as soon as my out of proportion butt leaves the bench. I’m so confused about where I stand on religion it hurts. I hate pumpkin pie but my not always caring, beautiful brother loves it. Despite popular belief I do not have flawless skin. Ill gladly listen to your beliefs but ill never give them a second thought. I carry a library in my purse. I read a lot. I live in my imagination too much. I’m ridiculous when it comes to boys. It’s hard for me to have real feelings for a boy. I’ve never said “I love you” to a boyfriend. I attract a bunch of creeps. I hate creeps. I hate being hot. I hate being warm. I hate being too cold. I have a strange relationship with my parents. I’m young. Drama does appeal to me that much. Distance is my worst enemy. I’m so grateful for my life as of yet. The good, bad, and all the feelings but I need to die young because growing up scares me beyond belief.

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DLSB ceejay

My Interests

music, music, music,C.J.W. ? playing instruments ,writting poetry/songs, music music ,thrifting, fireworks, nicole, jesus,breathing through my nose while drinking cold gatoraid out of a mountain dew pitch black 20oz bottle,doing things in the middle of the night,playing in the rain, photograpy, making/altering clothes,making anything (i.e. purses), knitting ,running in a pastures, staring at the stars....i could do it for hours,going to galleries and museums....though i rarely ever get to,i have emotinal attachments to airports,the beach only at night, ill do anything for someone else.
Dating & Relationship Advice
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I'd like to meet:

the sidewalk holds diamonds like a jewlery store case

Music:

elliot smith,armsbendback, on broken wings,nora,love hope and fear,blessed by a broken heart,folly,sick of it all,first blood, hopesfall, terror,Life At These Speeds, Secretary, Himsa, bleeding through,armor for sleep,belle and sebastion,the cure,unearth,underoath,,the ,!!!,xbxrx,comeback kid,mogwai,light the fuse and run,poison the well,mach tiver, after school knife fight, pretty girls make graves,makara, recover,shai hulud, sinai beach, son ambulance, give up the ghost, fallen not forsaken, in due time, american nightmare, majority rule,saves the day,la quiete,beneath the ashes,summers end, dashboard confessional, the yeah yeah yeahs, life is a fight, the blood brothers, the agony scene,Lickgoldensky,mike jones, anatomy of a ghost, kodiak, haste the day,the police, bright eyes, cursive, atreyu,clearing autum skies,integrity,over my dead body, circle takes the square, bane, comeback kid, the cure,madison, the promise ring, Fear Before the March of Flames,midnight aria, look back and laugh,early november, highschool hell cats,one fifth,kill sadie, time to die,takenfromyou, throwdown, motion city soundtrack, indian summer,straylight run,thursday, every time i die, brand new, underoath, life detecting coffins, beloved, a jealousy issue, the bled, a static lullaby, 18 visions,a light in the attic, as i lay dying,bullfrog, against me,index for potential suicide,the flaming lips, alexisonfire, moss Icon, acceptance,muse,fugazi,minor threat,sunny day real estate taking back sunday,acceptance,tom petty,lachance,jimi hendrix,jimmy green,lana degales,unearth,in loving memory,bayside,12 gauge valentine,my Lai,tsnami bomb,scary kids,the rapture,love lost but not forgotten, the noise conspiracy,movie life,spitalfield,casey jones, if i should die, minor times, norma jean, dorsia, at the drive in,Native Nod, the get up kids,mihai edrisch, kids like us, mara'akate, good clean fun,bob marley, most precious blood, evergreen terrace, love is red,milemarker,the temptations, converge,mohinder, embrace today,roses are red,seventh star,she(my arson),estrela, hey mercedes, it dies today, curlupandie, mewithoutyou, boys night out, kite flying society, snapcase, the anniversary, postal service, symphony in peril,el rookie,in due time,from first to last,nor am ,jimmi cliff,the letters organized,bury your dead, as they suffer

Movies:

donnie darko,requiem for a dream,waking life,plain dirty,crash,the mysteries of picasso,octane,party monster ..

Television:

all i watch is le tribe.

Books:

i read waaaaay too much.

Heroes:

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