About Me
Born in Bosnia in 1980. Parents got divorced in 1982. Lived in 11 different parts of Sarajevo by the time I was 11. When I was 12 the war separated the country I was born in. Seperated it by religion and nationalities. We moved to the USA after 2 years of watching friends I grew up with get blown up by bombs and the country I was born in getting destroyed. When I came here I learned to follow trends. Didn't know why...just did. First, I followed the pop trend, then the punk trend, then the metal trend. Pretending to be one thing, did nothing but cause anxiety and confusion inside me. Throughout highschool I tried to be one thing...tried to seperate my self. Why? Why do we as human beings pick sides? Why do we like to label ourselves as anything? Are we programmed as children to take sides? I don't believe that good or the bad exists. I believe that everything is just like anything else. You liking just underground music and someone else liking just mainstream music makes you a fucking idiot. We don't live in a black and white world so please don't act as we do. Plenty of things to experience, plenty of things to learn, plenty of places to see. I love the feeling of being lost. Be it emotionally or physically, I love to lose my self, I love the feeling of figuring out "what the hell is going on?". Maybe that's how it's supposed to be...aren't we explorers? Most of us explore drugs or television and that is not a substitute for real exploration I like to call life. I love people as individuals but I despise the groups they belong to. Fuck your religion, your taste in music, your taste in movies, your beliefs, or even your knowledge, it will change from day to day, what stays real is honesty and that is all that matters. I try not to lie to myself nor others, no point it'll catch up to me. I realized that my mistakes are nobody else's fault and if I want a change in my life, I am the one that needs to make it. Stop your bitching and make a change. I hate people who bitch, people who constantly "hope that things work out", people who just sit and watch, people who constantly talk about how drunk or high they are, people who think they know everything, people who think that their taste in anythng is better than mine. Be yourself it's the greatest truth
