So maybe I'm not everything you want me to be.
I may not be your idea of perfect, but perfection is just an illusion.
You may not like my attitude or care for my personality.
I may not look like the girls you see in magazines.
I may say things and do things that don't seem normal,
but what is normal anyways?I may say I hate you, when in reality I love you.
I may scream at you when all I want to do is cry.
I may say good bye when it's the last thing I would ever want to do.
I may never make sense to you, but this is me.
I'm an organized mess and I have complete control over my chaos.
So what exactly am I?I live for the moment and hope for the best.
I hate unpredictability, yet predictability bores me.
I always need to have the answers to everything, even questions that I know I'll never find the answers too.
I want to be in love, not just lust, or some meaningless relationship, I want the real thing.
I want to be head-over-heels, can't eat, can't sleep, can't live, without him kind of love.I'm a hopeless romantic, who wants her life to end up happily ever after like it always seems to in the movies.
I want to feel accomplished, like I did something with my life.
I want a big family in the country somewhere, with a picture perfect family, hell, I'll even throw in a white picket fence.So maybe I'm not the girl that you want to meet.
Maybe I'm everything you love or maybe I'm everything you hate.The bottom line is, I'm me, and at the end of the day I can say it's not that bad being me.Myspace For Girls Only - MyGirlySpace.com
