about angela!!

I consider myself to be a good person, with my own set of rules and values. It's hard to say it but I've begun to question my faith. I'm confident to say that there is a higher being, perhaps a god, but I just dont believe in the fairy tale that humans inevitably created, and I dont need anyone to convince me other-wise. I hope no one is offended by my belief. I'm a very outspoken person which in turn could be misinterpreted as loud or obnoxious but then again those are the people that dont know me. I'm a friendly and happy person or at least i assure myself that i am:) I have a few close friends even some can be traced all the way back to middle school. Those are the ones that are hard to come by. It took a while for me to figure out that the more friends you make the more haters you come across. But nevermind those kind of people they just have too much time on their hands. For now all I can do is get on my knees and pray that I do not get fooled again . In a brief my childhood sucked but at least now I get to make up for lost times. I admit that i do party a bit too much for my age but its all within my limit boundaries. But now I know exactly what im looking for in life and thats to maintain a FEW but close relationships and of course to find that special guy! I always thought it would be a love-at-first-sight kinda thing but those are the ones that get you in trouble, definitely wont repeat that mistake again. It's true that looks do get my attention but its the personality that keeps me around. I dont like "cocky" guys, its a huge turn off, i like my guys to be professional, older, wiser, stable, clean-cut, funny, serious, smart/witty, and of course dominant (the way all men should be). I think i've had my share of relationships to know exactly what I want and need. So this time a round no more wasting time. Besides my personal relationships I have another love of school. "Life is hard but its ever harder if your stupid" . so recently i've been more focused than ever, and i've set a clear path for myself, hopefully i dont lose that focus. To be completely honest at the beginning I was in school just to be in school, I figured that I'd end up being a house wife but im not even good at that. I CAN"T COOK! I guess you can say that things change. But enough said, i dont wanna bore any one to death, so bye guys.