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Cyn

Ich will dich für mich allein...Ich will dich...

About Me

I need not explain the inconsistencies of my life to you. Suicide is betrayal of the self.
Im pure Italian, yet I speak only english and german. Currently in college slowly working towards my degrees on a double major. Did some overseas schooling at the Hanns-Seidel-Gymnasium, Hösbach, Deutschland [exchange].I'll try being nicer, if you try being smarter...but chances are I won't like you.
As for personality, im generally told by most people --friends or not-- that im very intimidating until you know me. Im very upfront about my opinions and comments. Yet i also think that at times im just a plain sap *g*I'm very eclectic. I'm also very girly. I like to bake and cook pasta dishes. I'm affectionate and like to cuddle as well.

I like to go out..whether to the movies *esp foreign & independent films*, coffee shops, local concerts, clubbing, art shows, museums, to the bar, or even just hanging out with friends. I love the boating and being near water. I love the opera and other stage performances. I also love to read. Between school and leisure, I almost always have a few books open at a time.
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My Heart!! My fiance...i have an extreme obsession with sugar... it is said that one day, i will be so nutritionally deficient that i will caramelize naturally and live on in preservation...... viva s K i t T l E s ! ! !

My Interests



corsets, stompy boots, fetish heels, fishnets, synthetics, big hair, makeup, glitter, buckles, stockings, vintage lingerie, pvc


My baby
R.I.P. May 1991-June 2006


anime, art, bdsm, blood, boating, bondage, candles, cats, cellophane, cemetaries, clubbing, condemned buildings, extreme body modification, drawing, gas masks, heliophobes, industrial, mutilation, opera, painting, photography, piercings, pin ups, reading, rivethead, scars, scratching, shopping, skin bleaching, suicide photos, synthetic hair, tattoos, theatre, theology, thunderstorms, video games, vintage cars , writingLeft: Fluffy Right:Pinky and the BrainFluffy Again... THANX JESS for makin me my precious babies!!!!!

I'd like to meet:

Id like to meet more people that I can talk to and be myself around. I have a few close friendships that I cherish dearly, and wish I had more. I like people that have a creative and outgoing personality. People that are honest and trustworthy. Education necessary. Cynicism a bonus!
Im almost always online because of school so I have several instant messenger services, write me if you want one of them.VIVA ITALIA!



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Music:


I enjoy a wide variety of music, Industrial, EBM, Gabber, Hardstyle, Techno, Trance, Hardhouse, Classic rock, Opera, Classical Piano, and I'm beginning to listen to more Drum and Bass:wumpscut:, informatik, PAL, synapscape, virtual embrace, SITD, blutengel, De/Vision, decoded feedback, dulce liquido, icon of coil, melotron, paul oakenfold, rotersand, unter null, e nomine, neuroactive, combichrist, hocico, NIN, industrial, noisex, android lust, coal chamber, crossbreed, american headcharge, AP2, fatalblastwhip, aphex twins, apoptygma berzerk, dark illumination, din_fiv, front 242, front line assembly, funker vogt, haujobb, jucifer, leaetherstrip, marilyn manson, megaherz, neophyte, neuroticfish, pain station, rammstein, velvet acid christ, vnv nation, silver, midnight syndicate, ater draconis, project pitchfork, assemblage 23, das ich, kevorkian death cycle, wolfsheim, x marks the pedwalk, seraphim shock, opera, sarah brightman, Sara Mclachlan, beethoven.

Movies:

Victory, Schindelor's List, Believer, Resident Evil, Resident Evil Apocalypse, Stigmata, Live of David Gale, American History X, Man from Snowy River, The Colour Purple...more to come

Television:

Invader Zim, Simpsons, Futurama, Family Guy, Grey's Anatomy, Law and Order, Law and Order SVU, Forensic Files, Cold Cases, Cops, Mugshots, Six Feet Under, Real Sex, Highlander, Fashion Tv, Extreme Makeovers, America's Top Model

Books:

Dante's Inferno, Have You Seen Me, Book of Lies, Southern Ghost, Cantebury Tales, Jesus Saves--not what you think it may be about--, Book of Nod, Beowulf, The Dream of the Rood, The Corpus Christi Carol, Various works of Shakespeare, Paradise Lost, Lanval, Sir Gawain and the Green Knight, The Wakefield Second Shepard's Play, Morte Darthur, The Faerie Queene, Astrophil and Stella, FAUSTUS!!, The Dutchess of Malfi, Frankenstein, There was a Child went Forth, Rainbow's End, Mists of Avalon, The Awakening, The Yellow Wallpaper, Fahrenheit 451, In the mountain of Madness, Death be Not Proud, Bless me Ultima, Bean Trees, To Kill a Mockingbird, Great Expectations, The Great Gatsby, Dead Man Walking, The book of Margery Kempe, I know why the Caged Bird Sings, Rape Fantasies, Forgiveness, War of the Worlds, Mythology, Martian Chronicles, The Hobbit, Brave New World, Dessa Rose, Oxherding Tale, When the Emperor was Divine, Dew Breaker ..........thats all that comes to mind right now.

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Cyn's Details

Status: I Jesse
Orientation: Straight
Hometown: Sandy, Utah
Ethnicity: Italian
Height: 5'5"
Sign: Taurus
Smoke / Drink: No / Yes
Children: Someday
Education: In College
Occupation: Cynic, Model, Writer

My Blog

Bday Pix

Just a few shots from my bday.The girls I've known since 7th grade!Denise & LindsDenise & AmberMe and LindsMe and ChrissyMe and DeniseMe and Amber...
Posted by Cyn on Wed, 16 May 2007 04:47:00 PST

soooo excited!!!!!

i finally get to see Jesse!!!!!! ^_^ i am beyond excited!Only 33 days till my flight to Japan!! i cant wait to see him!! i miss him soooo incredibly much!! <3<3<3<3
Posted by Cyn on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 10:15:00 PST

M.O.X.I.E. --Friday, Feb 23rd!

come see meeee!!!!!i know sam is trying to get a few people together, so those of you who are generally out with us at the club ((AAAAND those who i havent seen out at the club in almost forever *coug...
Posted by Cyn on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 11:21:00 PST

Deutschland V.2 Photos!

I finally got more pix scanned from Germany, 2001. Kerry and I before boarding the plane! When I was with Tina's family, we went to eat at this really little italian restaurant that was gorgeously ...
Posted by Cyn on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 08:48:00 PST

Deutschland..memories

The cities I have been to. The main ones are circled, the smaller ones are as numbered, but not in any order: 1. Blankenbach, Germany  --lived with Tina 2. Hösbach, Germany --School at the Gym...
Posted by Cyn on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 11:39:00 PST

Devastated...

i went down to kato to fill up my car with another load of movables, only to come home to tragedy... my precious... :*( ...
Posted by Cyn on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 06:24:00 PST

Sammy v.2

My pumpkin is doing much better!  Hes walking around, being vocal, and today hes even been cuddly and purring. Ive been force feeding him through a syringe with pumpkin pie filling. I'm very hap...
Posted by Cyn on Sun, 04 Jun 2006 09:36:00 PST

Sammy..

the love of my life, my child.. is terminally ill :*( after months of dealing with his developing megacolon, my precious kitty--that was bought for me when i was in 3rd grade so i wouldnt be lonely--...
Posted by Cyn on Fri, 02 Jun 2006 08:19:00 PST

Homesick

*sigh* :/ i miss the mountains.. why its called the city of lights again city of lights. ...
Posted by Cyn on Fri, 26 May 2006 10:30:00 PST

Bondage Night

so i never went to the russian museum. friday night with dan, he picked me up and we went to figlios and i had tortellini with pruscuitto, and then we went and saw hard candy...that was a FUCKED UP fi...
Posted by Cyn on Tue, 16 May 2006 08:48:00 PST