*~Kiss these Almond Eyes goodbye~*

Hmm...where do I start?? I like long walks on the beach and enjoy letting assholes,players,jerk off men, etc. take long walks off short cliffs. I've learned how to enjoy the good with the bad. I have accepted the fact that if I get hurt, I must get over it and try again. Life is too short to be mad, sad, angry, holding a grudge, etc.
I am 23 but don't like to party that much.I just enjoy going out with friends to a bar or going out a playing pool. Listening to good music, going to house parties and drinking a beer while you sit and chill and watch kids be kids and enjoy the good life. I enjoy going out with my girls to the club, but just to dance. I don't go to pick up on men and flirt and do whatever.
I come off as a bitch to guys. And I don't even realize it anymore. It's my defense and if I do seem like a bitch to them, oh well. I am bittered towards men and will be. If you earn my trust, men and women, I am the sweetest person(at least that is what I am told!). I will be honest and a loyal friend to you! And I will constantly sing off key, hug you alot, and dance like a dork at random times to prove my love to you!!
I reenlisted. Another 6 years...yea. But its all cool. Getting my 31D packet ready now. Gonna try and do CSI for the Army. I have already talked to them before about it. It was wrong timing seeing how I was performing an autospy and was in AIT. But now I am considering it. Their points are low and its a Warrant officer program. I am seriously thinking about doing that. Not only that, but Warrant doesn't discriminate against single mom's. If I wanted to become an officer, I would have to give up my rights to Vince. HELL NO! But with being a warrant, they will work with me. And that is supa nice! Get the paycheck and keep the kiddo, I like those odds! But right now, I'm trying to finish up that degree, freakin' English 2 credit!!! After that, hello foresenic pathology!
I did get divorced, if anyone hasn't figured that out yet. I don't regret meeting him. And yeah, still love him, but getting over him quickly cause of how he treats our son."Never regret anything that made you smile." He made me smile, even through our hard times, and I will never regret him,but the OLD him, before he went crazy. But life moves on and so must I...
I LOVE MY BABY BOY!!! Vincent is my sunshine! It is so amazing how quickly a little person can make you grow up and be so unselfish. He has made me grown up so much. I have controlled my anger, which is a good thing. No more anger management classes! It is also amazing what you will do for such a little person. If anything ever came between me and my son, I will destroy it. Even though he is two, he is understanding. I had nights where I was sad and would cry. He would come into my bed and would caress my face and give me his little kisses on my forehead. Wouldn't leave my side. He has been a HUGE help through the hard times in my life. And am grateful for my son.
Life over all is going good. I am finally enjoying life for what it is. Realized my mistakes, trying to start fresh. Learning how to trust again. Learning how to live with myself again.And HAVE realized Iraq sucks.NO, I am not looking for a hookup and don't want on. People that use the internet to find dates are social losers and a thorn to society. You people seriously need to take a look at yourself and your self esteem. Start there you freakin' losers. Other than that, later! Peace and chicken grease!<3
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