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Emma Schmema

whats the point

About Me

I'd rather live my life believeing that if I turned to you for help, you would help me, than actually asking for your help and being proved wrong. If I wanted to be thin I could stop picking up food. If I wanted more friends I could pick up the phone. If I wanted to die I could pick up a razor. But what can I reach for if I want to be happy? They say that suicide is the "most selfish act" but I think that statement is quite narrow if you ask me. Aren't the people who try to stop you from killing yourself, for their own sakes, just as selfish for making you live in pain and misery?people who are cool. not called cool. people who dont give a fuck what people say or think about them. be true to yourself, and we'll get along great...

My Interests


Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||||||||||| 60%
Stability |||||||||||||| 53%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 50%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70%
Interdependence |||||||||||| 50%
Intellectual |||||||||||||| 56%
Mystical |||||||||||| 50%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Religious |||||||||||| 50%
Hedonism |||||||||| 36%
Materialism |||||||||||| 43%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 50%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 43%
Conflict seeking |||||||||| 36%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||| 56%
Romantic |||||||||| 36%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 63%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56%
Wealth |||||||||||| 43%
Dependency |||||||||||| 43%
Change averse |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 50%
Individuality |||||||||||| 43%
Sexuality |||||| 30%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Physical Fitness |||||| 30%
Histrionic |||| 16%
Paranoia |||||||||||||| 56%
Vanity |||||||||||| 43%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 43%
Female cliche |||||| 30% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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Movies:


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Books:

'Salem's Lot, The Green Mile, Flowers in the Attic Series, Green Angel, Freak Like Me, Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood, Dr. Franklin's Island, weird books.

Heroes:

"The darkness is death - we can speak, but we are not heard. We can scream but they turn their backs. We can run, but we cannot catch them. It is the dream where arms and legs won't work they way they should, and the air is too thick to breathe. Loved ones walk a mile ahead, forgetting to stop as we fall behind. This is the reality of the darkness. We are buried alive inside ourselves. " - Dana-Christene Umanetz

My Blog

i am torn

are you there? my heart tells me your out there somewhere. i am torn. my heart one way, and then my brain kicks in, telling me its not logical. *stupid brain* it always makes me think of both sides of...
Posted by AN-I-MA: the inner self of an individual, the soul on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 09:26:00 PST

My Heart

I am finding out that maybe I was wrongThat I've fallen down and I can't do this aloneStay with me, this is what I need, please?Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to youWe could sing our own but wh...
Posted by AN-I-MA: the inner self of an individual, the soul on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 08:25:00 PST

am i lost?

im interested. i cant get you out of my mind. i've been with/around other guys, but none make me feel like u do. ive tried my hardest to move on. to find someone. no one there. there wasnt anyone i wa...
Posted by AN-I-MA: the inner self of an individual, the soul on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 01:52:00 PST

the crazy adventures of! *dun, dun, DUN!*

we went to Walmart, got raped, stalked the people who raped us, went to taco bell for food, burger king for fries and jack in the box for a milkshake and Dr. Pepper. then we parked on the side of the ...
Posted by AN-I-MA: the inner self of an individual, the soul on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 12:56:00 PST

moving on

something happened recently that helped me realize that im beginning to move on with my life. my past doesnt haunt me as much anymore, and i feel as though im ready for forgive and forget. a new chapt...
Posted by AN-I-MA: the inner self of an individual, the soul on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 07:50:00 PST

im sorry, ok?

everyone, i know i have probably hurt each and every one of you at one point. and for that, i am truely sorry. if you are hurt by me past repair, i will gladly back off and leave you alone. howev...
Posted by AN-I-MA: the inner self of an individual, the soul on Mon, 03 Apr 2006 12:00:00 PST

my grand finale

you were always there, through thick and through thin. then why'd you go, and let this begin.   now rumors are flying, the tears fill the ground. my silent screams roaming, while making no sound...
Posted by AN-I-MA: the inner self of an individual, the soul on Sun, 26 Mar 2006 10:38:00 PST

dark

Leave me here to dwell in self pity, my life once so happy, now has turned shitty. he doesn't even care what they say about me, he just shrugs it off, letting them be. i just want to die, to rot in a ...
Posted by AN-I-MA: the inner self of an individual, the soul on Tue, 07 Mar 2006 08:47:00 PST

to god:

The strain and suffering now remain, from the thing you left here slain. A part of me will die no more, made from that of which you tore. My heart now, so old and tough, leave me here, you've done eno...
Posted by AN-I-MA: the inner self of an individual, the soul on Tue, 07 Mar 2006 08:37:00 PST

Mya's fav poems!

roses are red, everyone sucks. lets all get together and see who fucks.   roses are red, the blood drips down. soon it will fill, this godforsaken town.   roses are red, music is life. it wi...
Posted by AN-I-MA: the inner self of an individual, the soul on Sat, 25 Feb 2006 08:47:00 PST