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+Sugarcoated Poison Apple+

i can't help it if you're not cool enough to get it.

About Me

alright. let's try this again. with feeling. my name is Bethanie. i'm 22 now. and boy do i feel old and decrepit. see in my life plan i only look to 30 and then i see nothing, so my 20's are like my 70's. it's hard to believe i've made it this far. i work at fry's, for now. {i've been saying that for almost 3 years} it's not where my career lies or passion is. i'm a very creative person and all i really want is a job where i can be creative. i'm at a total loss for what i want to do, or what kind of degree i want right now. so i'm just focused on having fun and figuring my shit out. i can be a very dark person, but i'm working on it. i'm not very friendly at first. some people are scared of me. but i'm working on that too. i'm crazy in love with ducks. i love art in all forms. lately i've been loving photography. so yeah, i have a lot of pictures. but my art is my passion. i like tattoos and piercings, they are the sexiest thing ever. i like to drive fast in my beat up taurus. i want to take over the world some day. i like to party and chill by the pool. i love fruity, girly cocktails, especially in a martini glass. i like to go to the gym [well maybe not like, but i'm tryin']. i like to sit outside and stare at the sky. what else can i say, everyone is gay.Myspace Graphics
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My Interests

♠music, fashion, literature, video games, politics, my dog, hanging with friends, *art*, movies, creating things, skulls, spray paint, nail polish , hair dye, make up, shopping, sleeping, smoking, drinking, candy.♠ oh and the moustache cult, muah ha ha.
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I'd like to meet:

hmmm... dead rock stars, dead artists, brad pitt?
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Music:

"Nothing is capable of being well set to music that is not nonsense." -Joseph Addison
"Music washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life." -Berthold Auerbach
"We're more popular than Jesus Christ now." -John Lennon
"I don't know which will go first- rock 'n' roll or Christianity." -John Lennon
"Chaos is a friend of mine." -Bob Dylan
i love hardcore punk and a lot of everything else. i love everything classic and vintage. i love raw, old punk. my all time favorite will always be Nirvana, no one said it like Kurt, and no one will ever begin to touch that legacy that has been left. i also happen to like sex pistols, the clash, stooges, ramones, black flag, social distortion, misfits, pennywise, bad religion, afi, anti flag, marley, sublime, the police, beatles, pink floyd, beach boys, pixies, violent femmes, the who, janis joplin, hendrix. Tsunami bomb, dropkick murphy's, pantera, taproot, blink-182, slipknot, korn, rancid, three days grace, sugarcult, godsmack, garbage, afi, the cranberries, the format, flogging molly, toy dolls, the vandals, nofx, machine head, tegan and sara, horrorpops, operation ivy, dead milkmen, eminem, kittie, avenged sevenfold, u.s.bombs, beastie boys, yeah yeah yeahs, marilyn manson, ozzy osbourne, s.t.u.n., reverend horton heat, ima robot, the offspring, gwen stefani (solo), the adicts, madonna, unwritten law, the unseen, the eyeliners, motorhead, bloodhound gang, bad brains, deftones, aquabats, basement jaxx, love hope and fear, the beatles ... so many more.
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Movies:

i love movies. i gotta few all timers: legally blonde, fight club, s.l.c. punk, team america, JUno!, billy madison, girl interrupted, devil wears prada, the longest yard, nacho libre, cheech and chong's up in smoke, requiem for a dream, the notorius bettie page, marie antoinette, buffy the vampire slayer, the incredibles, lilo and stitch, supersize me, jay and silent bob strike back, mallrats, clerks, clerks 2, jackass2, reno 911: miami, boondock saints,harriet the spy, hedwig and the angry inch, both charlie and the chocolate factories, employee of the month, true romance..... on and on...
"Man, I see in Fight Club the strongest and smartest men who've ever lived. I see all this potential, and I see it squandered. God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war…our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off."
~Tyler Durden

Television:

simpsons, southpark, veronica mars, scrubs, reno 911, miami ink, family guy, nip/tuck, the office, the colbert report, anderson cooper 360, yes dear, workout, the hills (guilty pleasure, i'm addicted), sex and the city, gilmore girls .... on and on...
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Books:

uh. . . fight club, all harry potter books, heavier than heaven, farenheit 451, dude where's my country, the devil wears prada, Bushit, please kill me, the da vinci code, 1984.... other stuff, magazines.

Heroes:

darkwing duck! let's get dangerous!

My Blog

Fucking finally

so i went to MCC to seek advisement. i said i want to graduate with some degree, i give up on the fashion design one. turns out, all i needed was 2 pre-req classes i never got around to taking to comp...
Posted by +Sugarcoated Poison Apple+ on Fri, 11 Jul 2008 11:02:00 PST

Why

here it comes again... i don't want this to happen again. i'm tired of the ups and downs. i'm tired of not catching a break. i'm tired of working hard for absolutley nothing. i'm tired of not having c...
Posted by +Sugarcoated Poison Apple+ on Sun, 29 Jun 2008 12:44:00 PST

sheep

i may not study religious doctrine anymore, but i study people, and you're all the same. -just what i felt like saying.
Posted by +Sugarcoated Poison Apple+ on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 08:28:00 PST

what to say...

what to say when you have everything to say and nothing to say at all. well there is nothing. i wish that there was something to say to explain the feelings built up inside. i wish there was some way ...
Posted by +Sugarcoated Poison Apple+ on Sat, 31 May 2008 12:17:00 PST

blar... adulthood sucks.

so i need to lose weight and save money by the time my birthday hits. + NO shopping+ NO drinking+ NO drive-thrus+ NO random shitBlar...i am fucked......
Posted by +Sugarcoated Poison Apple+ on Fri, 23 May 2008 12:45:00 PST

independence <not the high school>

there's some shit in my head and it needs to leave. how can one maitain their independence when they are completly dependent on someone else for happiness. why is there no balance in our worlds. argh....
Posted by +Sugarcoated Poison Apple+ on Wed, 21 May 2008 11:45:00 PST

testing

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Posted by +Sugarcoated Poison Apple+ on Wed, 14 May 2008 04:02:00 PST

tragedy

so young,so beautiful,so unique,such a young trajedy.harboring fearhiding self hatredignoring the painshe's just a young tragedy.borrowing timeshe's a victimof herselfand the world.killing the hopewh...
Posted by +Sugarcoated Poison Apple+ on Thu, 08 May 2008 12:03:00 PST

weekends

i remember when i hated weekends. yeah they meant no school. but they meant being stuck in the house all day with my family. not something i liked. i didn't have the picturesque tv family, or anything...
Posted by +Sugarcoated Poison Apple+ on Wed, 07 May 2008 10:40:00 PST

once upon a time

once upon a time there was a plan for my life. now i can't see any end in site. this world i am trapped in, is not the one i was supposed to be a part of. what happened along the way to destroy this ...
Posted by +Sugarcoated Poison Apple+ on Tue, 06 May 2008 02:56:00 PST