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About Me

Add / Message / CommentI'm Shanea and I'm finally happy.

"You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly."

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


Someone that can give me this kind of

L.O.V.E.



But other than that, I've met everyone I needed to meet♥

Daddy
My daddy. He is my best friend and my father. He means the world to me and I swear I will always love him. He has seen me grow up and seen me go through so much. He will honestly never know how much he means to me and if I ever need him I know he will be here. I sometimes am so worried that I am going to let him down in some way. He is my idol and my role model. My sun AND my sky. There's a place in my heart for him that noone will ever be able to take. He is my daddy and noone will replace him. I don't even think that he knows how much he means to me and he has no idea of how much he has affected my life. I love you daddy. I always have and I always will. I will always be your "punkin".
Proverbs 17:6 "Children's children are a crown to the aged, and parents are the pride of their children."

Mommy
My mom. You are beautiful in mind, soul, and appearance. You mean the world to me and you should know this. You are there for me no matter how bad I may treat you and you believe in me. You are my best friend and the closeness I share with you noone will ever experience it. Noone will ever be able to take your place. You gave birth to me. You went through hours of pain with me and for that I could never repay you. You are the one that gave me the precious gift of life and I couldn't be more thankful. You put up with so much from me and you have no idea how much you mean to me. If I could give you the moon I'd give you not only that but I'd give you the stars too. You will never know how much you mean to me and you will never ever realize what an impact you made in my life. I love you mommy and I always will.
Proverbs 17:6 "Children's children are a crown to the aged, and parents are the pride of their children."

Michael
Michael. The little brother. You're growing up to be a wonderful young man. I love you with all my heart. You really have no idea what a differemce you make in me every day. You make me realize how much I miss being young. You won't ever be replaced and you should know that. We may fight alot but we also make an amazing duo. We could rule the world together and who knows one day we might. I will always take up for you. Always follow you're heart baby brother. Never let any one bring you down. And if they do. I'll take care of them. I love you Michael.

Samantha.
Sister. I haven't known you for very long but this year and a half I have known you has been amazing. You graduate in 4 months and I want you to know that I am so proud of you. I love having you as my sister and I love being close to you. I know that I could go to you with anything and you won't get upset. I know that sometimes I seem like I could careless or I get upset with you for stupid reasons just know that I love you and I always will. Nothing is going to change that. You listen to me when I talk about boys. You have been through every heart break and every tear. I will always be here and I can promise that to you. I hope that when you graduate you won't forget about me. I am looking foreward to making so many more great memories with you and I am looking forward to the days when I graduate and we are both free to do what we please. I will be here for you always. I love you big sister.

Heather.
Heather Marie Maddox. My best friend. My babygirl. My other half. You complete me. You have been here for everything. I treat you like crap sometimes and I realize that. I want to aplogize for that. You are my best friend. My love for you is stronger than any love I could give any boy or any girl. You help me with so much and I can't thank you enough. I sometimes think about how I don't deserve you. I think about how much you mean to me and I can't think of any way to explain my thoughts to you. I never have had a best friend like you and I will never replace you, EVER. You are closer to me than blood. We share a special connection. I sometimes swear that we have ESP and we can read each others minds. I sometimes think that we feel each others emotions and pain. You aren't afraid to do stupid things with me and you wouldn't stab me in the back. I want to thank you for that. We do so much together and I have all the pictures of us together to prove how close we are. honestly we pick each others noses. I couldn't do something like that with anyone else. I love you Heather Marie. Now and Forever.
John 15:13 "Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends."

Steven.
Steven FREAKIN' Hendrickson. You are like my brother. I don't think I could have made it through so much if I didn't have you. I am here for you always and I love you. I have known you the longest of all my close friends and I don't think anyone could ever take your place. You have seen me grow up and seen me through my hardest time in life. You have been here for me and even though I hate you for the way you treat me sometimes I still love you. I know I get in your face sometimes and I jump down your throat but if I had to die for you I would. You mean the world to me and you always will no matter where we go in our lives.

Aaron.
Aaron Blake Walker. My babyboy. My best friend. You honestly don't know the impact you have made on my life. I don't think I would change anything about our friendship. Sometimes I get so jealous of Brittany and the relationship you two have. You are the best thing to have entered my life. You listen to me when I need to vent. You've seen me do terrible things to myself over boys and you've talked me through them. You have seen my heart broken by the one person I thought would never break my heart. You know the right things to say to me and you know what to do when I'm upset. I love hearing you play guitar and listening to you sing. We have a connection and you don't see how happy you make me. The things you say to me help me understand that I truly am beautiful. You show me that the choices I make aren't an obstacle to the person I am becoming. Even though I don't see you nearly a much as I would like, still know you remain close to my heart and you always will. I have a love for you that was made just for you. You are the best Aaron. I love you. I am your shawty Proverbs 10:12 "Hatred stirs up dissension, but love covers over all wages." That part of the verse is what I put mostly to you.

Trey.
Trey Winston Dawson. My best friend. My love. My reason for living. Practically the love of my life. You are my other half. You mean the world to me and you should know this by now. Even though I feel like I care about you more than you care about me I know I can trust you with my heart. You are my best friend and I love you with all of me. I do make a big deal of things with us sometimes but it's only because I care about you so much. My heart is yours and will be forever. I feel bad for the next boy because he is going to have a hard time getting my heart from you. Even though you aren't my boyfriend I still am faithful to you. You honestly take my breathe away. The closeness we share is different from anything I have ever felt. We have so much together that I couldn't ever imagine living a life without you. You complete me Trey Dawson. You are my second half and I love you. I have known you for about a year and a half or so and that time has been the best. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. There's not one time of the day that I don't think about you. You're graduating and I am so proud of you. We both know that we may not remain as close as we are now because there are so many obstacles ahead of us but I pray every night that we remain this close. I want to be able to experience so much with you. I want you to be able to be here for my junior and senior prom like you promised. I want you to see me graduate. I want you to be here for me always. I'm not ever going to forget you baby. Never ever. I love you baby, now and forever.
1 Corinthians 13:4-7 "Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps not recod of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."

Marco.
Marco. My mexician. I love you so much boy. You really have no idea how much you mean to me. We have gone through so much and I am so happy that I can call you my friend. I love being around you and I love how you always seem to make me smile no matter what. We have both grown up in two years and I am so happy that we could finally put our past behind us. I missed you so much in two years and I honestly think you are one of my best friends. I couldn't live without you. We both go through some of the same things and I am happy to have someone I can share my feelings with. I love you and I always will.

Kayleigh.
You are so freakin' cute girl. I look at you as a little sister and you mean the world to me. We have so much fun when we are together it's unreal. Like getting a hooters girl's myspace and holding hands. haha. I love you babygirl and I always will. No matter what happens between me and your brother, me and you will always stay this close. I love you and we need to spend more time together. I am so proud of you and I am so happy that I have met you.

Amanda Harris.
Girl we have so much fun togther. I am so happy that I have you. We have known each other for a year in April and I am so happy that we have still remained this close. I hope that we will always remain this close and we will spend so much more time together when we can drive. I love you so much girl.

Brittney Nelson.
Even though I have only met you once I feel like I have known you forever. You are amazing babygirl and I am so happy that I can consider you one of my best friends. You listen to me vent and you talk me through so much. I love you baby and I am here for you always. You mean the world to me and noone will ever take your place. We need to see each other more often.

This is what I live for.

Music:

Minus the Bear. Hellogoodbye. PlayRadioPlay! The Acadamy Is... Gym Class Heroes. Set Your Goals. Asteria. Lydia. Yeah Yeah Yeahs. MeWithoutYou. The Honorary Title. Tupac. Akon. Sndoubleop Dodoubleg [SNOOP DOGG]. Scary Kids Scaring Kids. Strike Anywhere. The Spill Canvas. Brand New. The Higher. Casey Jones. Anything techno. Selling Mary. Promise the Ghost. CoCoRosie. Oasis. The Acacia Strain. On Broken Wings. Mae.

Movies:

Saw. Saw 2. Donnie Darko. Harold and Maude. Posedion. RENT. Oklahoma! Moulin Rouge.

Television:

HOUSE. Guideing Light. SOAPS. CARTOONS. Grey's Anatomy!!!!!!.

Heroes:


ABORTION:The American Holocaust
If you could save a life would you?
Choose PRO-LIFE not PRO-CHOICE
STAND TRUE

My Blog

So Much Beauty in One Small Smile.

January 28, 2007. 1:27PM I'm happy. Really happy. I feel beautiful and I've smiled so much in the last week. I love smiling now. I like to feel happy. things are better. I'm finally okay with one cert...
Posted by Shawty don't front. on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 11:34:00 PST

Slowly We Make a Change.

January 27, 2007. 2:10AM I know where I stand as of right now. I know what I am looking forward to and what I am not. I know the consquences I have for the choices I have made. No more sleepless night...
Posted by Shawty don't front. on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 12:16:00 PST

Boyfriend Application.

BASICS:Name:Age:Location:Height:Hair (color and style):Eyes:Piercings/tattoos:OTHER:1. Where would we go on dates?2. Who are three (or more) of your favorite bands/artists?3. Do you drink/smoke??4. Do...
Posted by Shawty don't front. on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 03:19:00 PST