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love layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments (*~Azaria~*) Ight Listen Names Hollie Im Bisexual If you have a problem with it, thats to bad for you and I dont really care, just go away I have hair that never stays the same color I am short, strong, and kinda hyper {usually} I stand up for my family and friends Im pretty layed back, but Im kinda scary get ova it,, i have really bad anger problems that i can rarely contro, i broke my hand and rist and when people found out they all asked me what i punched im very sarcastic, and well im lost tell me ima bitch or something cause personally i dont give a fuck :] lets see ive been through hell and back and right now it looks like im taking another tr!p. you wont understand me. my insanity, why i wont share everything with you, why i hide shit from everyone, you wont get how i can keep everything inside and still keep going, i know you wont get why im so sad, i know you couldnt handle my life, so im just not gonna start tellin you. they wont understand so i just wont tell they wont get it so im just not wasting my breath. . . [the people} my friends the reson im alive,i still love them, Alexandra, Brian, My wifey steph, christina and matt. i will always love you guys I am Hollie Azaria Wilton Wanna talk? AIM me SailxAwayxSister
<>br><.... Im not a toy Im not a doll dont play with my emotions dont let me fall dont take my heart and rip it in two just because you know that i love you. . .
MyHotComments
this is my big brother and his name is Kyle. He is amazing and i love him! We have been best friends sense i was born. Ive known him all my life and i wouldnt be able to live without him. every girl is supossed to have a big brother or daddy to chase away the bad boys and sense my daddy isnt that, kyle is. He protects me from everything. he is my everything. hurt him. . i will kill you. . doubt me? try me! I LOVE YOU BIG BRO!!! Stephanie Sharon Soyden i cant see you, hear you, or touch you. but i think bout you everyday cause your my babygirl and i miss ya. yer my wifey and ima neva forget you. dont take shit from no one dont let anyone call you a slut cause i will find out one way or another and i will drive there face into the ground. i will always protect you baby cause you mean the world to me. id kill and die for you. and never let you do the same for me. our moms hate each other but it doesnt mean we dont care about each other cause you are a piece of me. we fight like a married couple and we have been married sense 6th grade christmas. ive screamed at people for you just cause we can. so we may try to spit on people on the sky ride and we may yell at people for the fuck of it and last we may have wierd inside jokes but they still show how close we are so let people stare cause WE DONT CARE! So now im gonna stop writting and baby you betta know i love you!!! I FUCKING LOVE YOU MY LOVELY WIFEY STEPH <3

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i would love to meet my sister amanda really meet her, my grandfarther, i heard he was such a good man but i'll meet him when i meet mandy! Hannah we will be together one day.Hannah i love you so much and im sorry hun. I love you and one day we wil be together again. your still alive to me. to me you are still by my side. Hannah you are the only one that can save me from this life that slowly kills me a little more. I LOVE HANNAH WILTON. Amanda Starr Wilton I love you so much and even though you have died i think of you everyday. I will never forget you, i will always love you and some day i will be with you. I LOVE AMANDA WILTON. .. MY MISTER!!!!!!(mister = mother /sister) so this is my life right here. the only one who can push me up against a wall when im pissed and pretty much the only one thats not afraid to either. she knows how bad my anger is, and how much i get stressed and she still helps me. if im screaming in your face you better hope shes behimd me cause shes the only one who can calm me down and hold me back at the same time. we are together 24/7 and let me tell you this we got this. sooo we will fuck with people just cause we think its funny. we make random jokes that really suck cause they are knee slappers ahahaha. if anything happend to her i probally wouldnt be able to function right. she helps me through everything and i try to do the same for her. we can read each other like a Dr. Suise book. you are by far the closest friend ive everr had. i would give my own life for yours. and i would never want you to do the same for me. sometimes you hate me cause i make your bed comfortable when its not all blown up, so my bed feels like im laying on metal bars :] i do this cause i would much rather see you comfortable than me. so as i write this i look at you and say hey. . . hey you . . . yeah you. . . you wanna get me more milk ahaha. that would only be funny to us. we have been with each other through everything good times and bad, we have put thongs and bras on your window for the window stalkers and we have just held each other when one of needs to cry. to and from the movies, getting yelled at by some crazy old lady with a nice camarro then yelling back. and sharpies do not stay on everything!!!! fucking liars . . . well i think that i could write forever bout you but its time to stop Alexandra Noel Cempe I FUCKING LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!

My Blog

this closing not breathing

i hate this feeling of being alone. I can no longer see the happiness and try to mimmick it, its just not working anymore. People say am wicked pretty and beautiful but right now all i can see is dark...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Mar 2009 18:00:00 GMT

Im not ready to deal with the pain...

In life I know there is harm, deppresion and pain but in my life lately I feel like thats all there is, I just want it to be over I can't take it I try and I give and I work, but nothing seems to...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Aug 2008 21:31:00 GMT

FRIENDS!

We are friends and i hope we remain, but if on hallaween night we get attacked by brain eating zombies i'm tripping ur ass!!!!
Posted by on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 19:55:00 GMT

Headaches and sickness

I hate getting sick it sucks sorry mom, but it is horrible i've been throwing up, also having wicked bad headaches. I wish i wasn't the way i am it just gets to painful sometimes, i just want to be cu...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 04:41:00 GMT

losing friends...

In 6th grade i felt like i was slipping from my friends but sense i moved i feel like i lost my friends completely! Its horrible, i want to be so much closer to niki mre than anything ANYTHING!!!!!!!!...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 18:15:00 GMT

Fredom

You know this is my second day of school And so far i love it i can't wait to go back its just great, i'm moving around more and it seems like the classes are just flying by and u can just walk to lun...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 00:09:00 GMT