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Joy

I see the rain all around me, but i can't feel it against my skin...

About Me

Hey you'll I'm Joy!!~I adore many wonderful things:- a french vanilla latte on a cold winter morning - being surrounded by all those I cherish during the holidays - the harmonious cicida-bullfrog song in the hot summer night - writing poetry by fireside or candlelight - the smell of lilac and chicory in the first spring thaw - a first long kiss after a first date - camping and sleepn in a tent - screaming at a good concert - wearing sparkly colorful skirts and quirky little vintage hats - the absolute thrill of a new captivating book, the smell of its old pages with their history - watching the snow fall, waiting to go sledding, smile -taking pictures of all my special momentsI think about many things going wrong in this society we call so free but its hard to know where to start to make a difference. I heard someone once say its all in the little things so thats sort of my philosophy. People get caught up and sometimes lost .. I know this to be true. I just try to care.
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My Interests

-Poetry -Reading, writing -Nature... Photography of said nature =) - Watching Movies - Gardens - Shopping, - Hiking, Camping, Fishing, Swimming - Going to concerts - Cooking, Trying new Recipes - Garage-saleing

I'd like to meet:

Wild GeeseYou do not have to be good.You do not have to walk on your kneesfor a hundred miles through the desert repenting.You only have to let the soft animal of your bodylove what it loves.Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine.Meanwhile the world goes on.Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rainare moving across the landscapes,over the prairies and the deep trees,the mountains and the rivers.Meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air,are heading home again.Whoever you are, no matter how lonely,the world offers itself to your imagination,calls to you like the wild geese, harsh and excitingover and over announcing your placein the family of things~Mary Oliver!

Music:

I enjoy Christian music the most.. but sme alternative and 70/80 rock as well~

Television:

ok let me do this justice. ER, Private Practice, One Tree Hill. Grey's Anatomy. Cashmere Mafia. CSI: Miami. Cold Case. Brothers and Sisters. The biggest Loser. Womens Murder Club. The View. Jimmy Kimmel Live (religiously , ahh). American Idol. The Unit. and of course, whenever i can, the food network.

Books:

I adore books of all shapes and sizes and subjects and smells.. !

Heroes:

Any single individual who is brave and beautiful and not too busy to pay attention to the small pleasures in life!

My Blog

undefinable emotion.

i am so lost. right now. i am so torn, in a thousand directions and i am so sad. there is so much heartbreak all around me, and disaster and chaos. everyday i hear or think or discover something new t...
Posted by Joy on Mon, 12 May 2008 02:47:00 PST

essence

pure undiluted essence, of soul, of strength and of character. these i long for. "when disaster strikes ... o my soul" (thx u david crowder) i am caught today, caught upon a heavy rock in a sea of con...
Posted by Joy on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 08:06:00 PST

like a foolish dreamer...

i think of all my foolish mistakes and i just laugh. sometimes ppl change i think and they dont even notice it, not at first. bt sometimes ppl have a moment, a small incident, where the knowledge that...
Posted by Joy on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 08:58:00 PST

poetry frm cade’s cove in the smokies....

absolutely stunning, thats all i have to say about my week-long gatlinburg vacation of 2 wks ago. stunning; the food, the views, the company, the memories. every day was a precious journey. i didn't w...
Posted by Joy on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 10:25:00 PST

raw in the dreams that linger above my head...

i am sick and so tired of ppls bullshit. can i just say that one time? its so annoying to be have to paste a stupid smile on your face and laugh and pretend you don't think that this person is indeed ...
Posted by Joy on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 10:47:00 PST

of things unseen and longed for still.... =)~~

the sound is deafening....                                ...
Posted by Joy on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 12:20:00 PST

watch me stain... white

My lips purse in silent sadness My eyes drip nectar Liquid white, crystal clear And ashamed I huddle Hold my frozen hands against the light He is there I am here The cold ground Icy landscape tells ...
Posted by Joy on Sat, 15 Dec 2007 09:31:00 PST

ok.. i feel a lit pinprick now..

well fuck its christmas in 13 days. i don't think i have ever felt less like christmas in my life. everyone is hurting today, all of my special ones around me, hurting. life has bullied us this year....
Posted by Joy on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 09:21:00 PST

somewhere, out there, around me i will find you... my darling

it is priceless, all these emotions i have. stirred up, shaken, turned around, embracing my doubt i am sitting here, thinking hard, clicking my fingers and biting my lips, i feel tears lick the corner...
Posted by Joy on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 03:32:00 PST

to all those i love.. for you.

when the wind is chilly and damp. when the cold air smells of grass and salt. i think of everyone in my life so complementing it. like the smells i cherish and the cold winds that blow around me in my...
Posted by Joy on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 11:01:00 PST